I’m a mind slut, and god I love it! Once you let me know what makes you tick, your screwed cause I will use it against you in any way possible. I love playing games with your mind and I’m not going to change that, I might adjust it though if I like you enough. Don’t expect me to be nice cause I wont unless you convince me you deserve it. Yes I have been through shit in my life but that’s in the past, I’m in the present and going to the future, my future. I’m very selective in who may be part of that but in the mean time it doesn’t mean I don’t like having fun! My idea of fun is very different depending on who I am with and where we are but in general just any place with my friends around will keep me in a good mood. I enjoy having fun like I said but I’m not a big party animal. I hate being in crowded places so dragging me to a big party event wont make me smile unless you are planning on entertaining me all night. Also I must admit I can be terribly lazy, I just don’t feel like putting energy into things that I think unworthy at that moment. And besides why do something myself if I have got people to do it for me? Oyes I know only certain people will understand most of what I’m blurring out at the moment but hey that’s me, I love speaking unclear and in riddles so only the people who I want to understand will understand. Anyway enjoy your time in life and relax, there is so much beauty around you that your missing when rushing, just take some time to look around and see things, love life, love yourself. Thats it for now i might writhe more when i feel like it, i just thought it was about time to change my profile a bit.
Likes
writhing poems, books and songs - singing - just chilling - going out with friends - dreaming about an other life - listning to music - spacing out on my bed - walking in the nature - anime - tigers - ruby gloom - dragons - rozes - japan - australia - a soft towl - baileys's on the rocks - pinkpop - candles - vans - vans off the wall - skulls - neck collar's - corsets - underbusts - hand cuffs - movies - my teddy bear - playing keyboard - skateboarding (oke i suck in it but i still like it) - tattoo's and piercings - my grandma's wrist watch - my pillow - my bed - thunder - rain - kate cann books - thea beckman books - elf fantasy fair - gaia - boys - goth - emo - girls - kissing - walking hand in hand - black eye liner and nail polish - angels (from my tarot cards) - bones (the real deal not the tv serie) - sea shells - internet - my old victorian style mirror - skelanimals - large.com - glass - wicca - randomness - kingdom hearts - final fantasy - zoo tycoon - shakespeare - trees - grass - water - my vangs - vampires - fire - burning things - clouds - the word ''love'' - curtains - bathrobe - the moon and stars - buttons - stones - crystals - my victorian dress and matching umbrella and purse - fairy's -my art - bdsm - and i'm sure i forgot a lot of things i like whaha
Dislikes
labeling ppl - beeing labeld - beeing bullied - my lack of english spelling - boys who only see my boobs and not my brains - to many ppl to name them all - feeling numb - school - the word ''love'' - myself - family - doctors - whistlling people - beeing alone - noise - cows - stupid shoes - beeing threatend like a 5year old - ''normal'' clothes - pressure - my low self esteem - going to the mall - beeing in crowed places - beeing touched - bright colours - when the light doesnt work in my room - the netherlands (yes i know i live in it you dont have to remind me) - unpacked boxes - secrets - suprises - cold nights - sleeveless clothing - my red jacket (my parents forced me to buy it) - my old ''friends'' - beeing shy - people who only talk to me when they're horny - when someone thinks their everything just to hid the fact that they are nothing - fakers (yes i know i'm one to, did you miss the part i already said i hate myself?) - the line ''its not you, its me'' - boys who think i'm easy, guess what i'm not! - seeing my reflecting in the mirror - cleaning my room - emptying the trashcan - a locked box - not beeing able to find my keys - lies - exams - hospitals - trash - sigars - spoilers - dust - and i know for sure i have forgotten a whole lot of things i dont like or hate i'll add some stuff when i think of them someday
Favorite Music
linkin park - three days grace - him - good charlotte - evanescene - silverstein - the used - finger eleven - saliva - seether - stained - default - breaking benjamin - disturbed - cinema bizarre - simple plan - 3 doors down - lifehouse - pink - secondhand serenade - bullet for my valentine - avril lavinge - nightwish - savage garden - the cure - skillet - story of the year - papa roach - celtic woman - anime theme songs - and lots lots lots more -