well this is me. If you don't like it then that's you, so keep your morals and such to yourself. The meaning of life is to have fun, and do what you want when you want, so if you were to ask me for advice I'd probably say "Just do it!". You live life once, if you want to live your life without violence and drug use then live it, but don't tell me that I'm wrong.
I believe we are all entitled to our own opinion, except Nazis, they should get a trip straight to a concentration camp for their opinions; As goes for other racist groups, KKK, black panthers, I don't care what you believe in, hate black/white/asian or w/e all you want to, but when you act on this hate and physically or mentally abuse/assault someone because of their skin color, religion, or other beliefs is when you deserve to die.
But anyway, back onto the about me shit...
I'm not your average guy. I try not to complain, even when I have the right to. I have the most amazing fiance in the world; Bethany.
I've been all over the place, from heaven straight to hell. I've been through deep dark depressions, Self mutilation, Suicidal tendencies. I've been shot at, stabbed multiple times, beaten black and blue and hit by cars.
I'm fascinated with guns, knives and violence. I was stabbed the first time in 2007, and again in 2009, but the pain wasn't enough to make me hate these tools I've come to love.
As a young teen I was your model stereotype fat goth kid with deep gashes on my arms and hair nearly down to my ass.
At 14 I met the man who was to become my father figure. A coke dealer and hardcore punk rocker, Timmy George. He was in his late 20's and was the head of the SKUNX gang here in Missouri. (for those of you that don't know, SKUNX is a street gang started California. But our paths departed far to early when he was killed in a shooting in his home town in California in early 2010.
My daughter was born January 31st 2010.
Timmy introduced me to most of the things that make me who I am today. The punk scene/music, daily marijuana use and some harder drugs.
Drugs are an important part of my lifestyle. When it comes to drugs I've probably done it all, except Ecstasy and similar drugs, thiz, etc.
My history of drug use has had beautiful moments and ugly ones alike, but in all I dont regret anything I've done on or off of drugs and I know that I really have lived quiet a charmed life.
Marijuana, by far my favorite and only illegal "drug" I still use that often.
I've discovered there is no addiction to Cocaine, instead it's a "love". I fell in love with the stuff, but never 'needed' it like cigarettes.
Meth has to be my least favorite of drugs, as all it's ever done for me is make me sick and puke.
Crack, on the other hand, made me feel amazing. Atleast until I drank to much and smoked to much pot after 3 days of being wide awake on the shit. If anyone would have asked me if I was going to be okay, I'd of replied no, I'm dying. But instead of asking for help, i curled up and crashed for over 10 hours in a friend's bathroom and haven't and won't ever use this drug again.
Heroin, I only tried twice. I've fallen addict to cigarettes at an early age (13) and I hate the fact that I feel like I need them to survive, so these days as soon as I feel that somethings beginning to become an addiction, I put a stop to it right away, and I felt the addiction start to form as soon as the needle stuck my arm.
Pills, I still do here and there. Mainly things like Aderall or Ritalin, most of my pill intake will be for speeding purposes, as coke is just far to expensive. ($250.00 - 300.00 a gram around here).
Shrooms, are a pretty great trip and someday I'd like to try Acid as well, but no time soon.
Tripple C's, I dont know if this is a missouri thing, or if the entire world knows about these cold pills that have the effects of speed. Just swallow a whole sheet and prepare to be amazed. (the purple box. the others ones don't work ;))
"When we are young we're told it's not right to love told It's human nature and that comes from god above. as time moves on we realize that we all look from the pit, while a plan just hangs above us to keep us In the shit. cause the minute we are born, we're told what's right and wrong; raised with certain morals, never mentioned In their songs. as we grow up we find out that the paths been so neatly set, In a world of such destruction we can only not regret!"
Sex Drugs and Violence!
Old School Metal
Big body, Classic and Muscle cars made by:
Insane Clown Posse
Lars Fredericksen & the Bastards
Brotha Lynch Hung
The Sex Pistols
Sid Vicious's solo music
Cradle of Filth
Crustina Aguilara (NOT Christina!)
The Ink Spots
ABK (Any Body Killa)