restless_sheila at Vampirefreaks.com

† Bio †
Real Name: Sheila

Nick Name: Feline Punk

Age: 20

Born: August.23.1987

Residence: Miamisburg, Ohio

Status: Engaged to Brandon

Body Type: 5'5" or 5'6" / slim

Started Dating Brandon: 12.10.07

Occupation: Dark Creative Artist, Photographer, Web designer, Graphic designer, Fiction Writer & Model

† Who I'm I †
I am a young girl with a dark creative mind and with a sweet personlity. I look at things differently and never mean to hurt anyone. I had a shity childhood and it made me see things in a different way and I have learned from my dad of how to be a better person. And to never turn out like my real mom.
I care a lot for other people. And I think people see that and they use my kindness and stab me in the back.
I have been told I am an angel and that I am a sweetheart. I am very much so. I may pull off this image of being a bad ass chick with my pictures. But when you meet me in person and you see how my personality is, I am a completely different person. When I take pictures, I am using my dark creative mind at hand. I like to be creative and try new things out.
I am a really passionate person with my pictures and art work and graphics I do on the computer. I love modeling but I am not in a business for modeling yet. I like doing it my way and with my own stuff. But when you pose with another person, especially one who has the same passion for photography as you do, the pictures come out great. I have been drawing for a good most of my life. My real mom is an artist and my dad sketches, with both of them in my blood I can draw very well. And since I like dark things, my drawings turn out to be more in depth towards really deep and meaningful things, including depression. I have been around a computer since after the 6th grade. I had home schooling for 4 years on a computer and I learned a lot of stuff in that time. But now since I like messing around with things and being creative, I create a lot of graphics and stuff.
Well I think that's all I am going to say about myself right now. I will add more when I can think of more to write.

† MY PERSONAL UPDATES †

x 9.13.08 x Brandon's 20th Birthday

x 9.06.08 x My dad's 41st Birthday

x 8.23.08 x My 21st Birthday ^^ Hell Yea!!!

x 7.18.08 x My Aunt Debbie's baby girl Meggie's Birthday party <3

x 7.10.08 x My & Brandon's 8 month Anniversary

† My Dark Creative Style †
I’ve always had a thing for the more depths & details about darkness & depression since most of my life was just that period. Being in loneliness for 15 years straight I’m quite knowledgeable of the feelings. So when I show off this emotion through my photos or drawings, its me expressing myself to everyone in another way that they never expect unless they look closely. Some people give me negative comments that sometimes do rub me the wrong way because they are so disrespectful. But I have to keep in mind that I can’t please everyone. And plus they do not know me personally to actually prove their statements about me in reality. I don’t always like to just base my photos of myself in darkness, sometimes I like to spice them up to the brighter side of life. But remember my photos point out a statement about myself if you take the time and think about what could this picture be trying to say out loud. And my drawings, well those will always be in full detail and looking as realistic as possible to the best of my abilities. So that’s another little fun fact that you just learned about me from my own words. Take me as I am and don’t just think I’m some no body for whatever reason. Because I’m well capable to someday be a real somebody then you had ever expected. Just wait and see, and you will see what I mean in time.

† I'm Photogenic †
Since I was a little child I’ve always enjoyed looking through different kinds of magazines to see these people pose to express themselves. I wished for years to be able to do the same, but I never thought I was that pretty. I was always so negative on myself & believed I was ugly. But even though I am very negative on myself most of the time, I am a fighter, I will push myself to keep going. So I took control and fought on with improving my art skills as a drawing artist and hope that one day I will be pretty enough to pose in front of the camera. Not until I got my first digital camera for Christmas 2004 did I start expanding my art skills to photography. From there on I started doing little photo shoots of my own on my spare time just for fun. There was no profit involved with my photos or any requests to do them for, I did them for my own desire of trying new ways of being creative. Yea I have had some really hateful comments with my pictures that really bother me to the point it upset me. All I can say to those people is I have seen so much more revealing pictures than the ones I’ve done. Plus I am over the age of 18 so legally I am allowed to do what I please. People would pose nude for hours so artists would draw them, celebrities pose for magazine covers & photo shoots to have their face out there in the public eye. So why can’t I be able to be creative in my own way & take pictures of myself or with others? I can & I will if anyone likes it or not. I am my own individual & I will speak up for myself when necessary. If no one can expect me for who I am truly as a creative artist then I am sorry that I have disappointed you. But I will go on with my life and try to improve my photographic skills & more art skills to the best of my abilities can take me. Thank you for taking an interest in reading more about myself, I greatly appreciate it very much.

† Modeling †
I’ve done my own pictures as my own made up characters such as Darth Mistress (the Gothic Sith Vixen), Shard (based from my horror fiction “Shattered Evil”) and so forth. I love posing in front of the camera, which in my case is my Cannon 7.1 mega pixels digital camera. It’s very true I will actually plan out days when I just want to do a personal photo shoot where I’ll get all dress & take the pictures with the help of a tripod & whoever wants to join in. I wouldn’t really consider I’m self-abused into myself for the sack I do look down on myself on my personal flaws. But I do think I have interesting & beautiful features of myself like on my face. I like hearing compliments of my beauty from others for it makes me feel really good inside & special. I hear people say all the time I should become a model & some think I am already for how my pictures look, but really I’m not a professional model. Hell, I wish I was a real model, that be freakin’ sweet. But nah, I just do a lot of studying by watching videos & looking at magazines & other people’s pictures for ideas I can do for myself in the future. I enjoy trying new ideas out for my personal appearance or just in photo shoots. I’m always having a ear out for doing professional work. But unfortunately I’m not bless with personal transformation, meaning I can’t drive. So that becomes a huge problem when I want to get some real work done in the modeling industry. I hope a photographer will have pity on me & help me out still. I can only wish for the day & I really hope it happens soon. I really love modeling & being creative as the artist that I am. I know I have many talents, it’s just how to broadcast them that’s making it so hard to do. I wait for the day I can make a career out of one my talents or in the relations of “art”. That’s my biggest dream I wish for myself more than anything.

"Through the bumpy roads of heart breaks,
it was DESTINE to be just YOU & ME"

† My Fiancé †
Real Name: Brandon

Nick Name: Shadow X

Age: 19

Born: September.13.1988

Residence: Middletown, OH

Body Type: 6'0" or 6'1" / slim

Started Dating Sheila: 12.10.07

Occupation: Photographic, Basketball player, lyric writer, football player, Steelers' fan, video game master, intelligent man & more
I think I’m in love. Finally I meet a guy who is like my other half. He is very sweet, loving & loyal. But also he is very creative & photographic like me, he is up for experimenting on different styles. He has a lot of the same interests like I do such as music, movies, & more. It’s so much fun being around him and hearing him call me “baby” & just calling me “sexy” & “beautiful” surprising I never really heard a guy call me such things & draw more attention of interest towards me until I met Brandon. I’ve known Brandon for like a year now & we just started recently dating each other. But like already we know from start that it’s meant to be. The connection we have is a lot stronger than I have ever experience with any other guy. Also it’s really nice that me and him both are very much attached to each other. I find him sexy as hell (especially when he is looking gothic). His smile is so sweet & sexy. When he shows me attention I like the feeling of him looking over me with his ocean blue eyes. I strongly believe this is person meant for me & he is stuck with for the end of time. Never felt so much happier with a guy before until I came across the true feelings of a love connection with me & Brandon.

Coming Soon...

† My Family †

Chuck - Dad

Brandon - Loving Boyfriend / Fiancé

Pam - Grandma

Dan - Uncle (husband of Lisa)

Lisa - Aunt (wife of Dan)

Christian - Cousin (son of Dan & Lisa)

Debbie - Aunt (wife of Paul & mom of Joe)

Joe - Cousin (son of Debbie)

Linda - Mother figure to me (Brandon's mom)

† My Friends †

Missy - Best Gothic friend / sister (Bunny)

Lauren - Best Gothic friend / sister (Ducky)

Ashley - Best friend

Joe - Buddy (owner of Force-fx)

Mary - my Good friend / amazing web designer & artist

Rachel - my Best VF friend

† Favorite Bands †
I:Scintilla
Paramore
Red
DeadStar Assembly
CKY
London After Midnight
Zombie Girl
JESUS ON EXTASY
CombiChrist
Rammstein
Skillet
Saosin
Ayria
Mindless Self Indulgence
Celldweller
Emilie Autumn
Criss Angel
Porcelain and the tramps
The Cruxshadows
Papa Roach
Within Temptation
Lacuna Coil
Evanescence
VNV Nation
Flyleaf
AFI
Nine Inche Nails
Goo goo Dolls
Angelspit
Dope Stars Inc.
HIM
The Birthday Massacre
Engima
Killswitch Engage
Madina Lake
Disturbed
Rob Zombie
Linkin Park
Fuel
Marilyn Manson
Drowning Pool
Mudvayne
Creed
Nickelback
Michael Jackson
Rihana
Christina Aguilera ("Stripped" album)
Tila Tequila
Geri Halliwell
Victoria Beckham
Spice Girls
Emma Bunton
Stained
Seether
Static X
Googoo Dolls
Hinder
Hardline
Giant
Star Ship

† Favorite Movies †
Queen of the Damned
Pirates of the Caribbean 1,2 & 3
Star Wars (all the episodes)
Underworld
Underworld Evolution
Van Helsing
Nightmare Before Christmas
Sleepy Hollow
A nightmare on Elm Street 1 - 5
Freddy vs. Jason
Rush Hour 1 & 2
Wrong Turn
Batman Returns
Bride of Chucky
Seed of Chucky
Dusk til Dawn
Resident Evil 1 & 2
Soul Survivor
And many more.

† Favorite TV Shows †
I love Money
Rock of love 1 & 2
Flavor of love 1, 2 & 3
Shot of Love 1 & 2
I love New York 1 & 2
Hogan knows best
Brooke knows best
D.N. Angel
Nightwarriors (aka Dark stalkers)
America's next top model
E! News
The Daily 10
Family Guy
Buffy the vampire slayer
Angel (some episodes)
Elfen Lied
Tru Calling
Mindfreak
Justice League
Dragon Ball Z
X-men Evolution
Married with children
Inuyasha
Ceres-celestial legend
Batman the animated series
Batman Beyond

† Favorite Video Games †
Folklore
Dark Kingdom
Bloodrayne
Dead or Alive (2,3 & 4)
Dead or Alive beach volleyball (& extreme)
Bloody roar (3 & up)
Mortal Kombat (all of them)
Resident Evil (all of them)
Bullet Witch
Devil May Cry 3 (it‘s the only one I got now)