I'm currently rebuilding who and what I wish to be, please be patience, and watch out for the flailing life-support cables... First off, I'd like to state that I'm an asshole for my own protection - people have worn me down like a rusty jagged blade. I'd like to think there's still some good left in me, but even I have a hard time keeping a grasp on it for too long.
I long for a lover of violence-erotica, with on par wit - able to best me in a game of Chess. At one time,
I was an avid gamer; I loved playing my xbox - but becoming a responsible adult started trying to overcome every aspect of my life, so I sacrificed my time on xbox for other interests that included socializing with people; so I could attempt to retain a bit of my human qualities.

MY CAT, affectionate touch, androgyny, anime, armbinders, artistic nudity, barcode tattoos, bdsm, being slammed against a wall and kissed biting, body modification, breath play, caressing, chains choking, collars cosplay cuddles depilation/shaving erotic literature, fetish models, fishnets, freckles, goth culture, hair dye, handcuffs hookah, industrial fetish, intelligence, kissing, knee high socks, masks, massages, masturbation, mutual bathing, nudity, oral sex, phonesex, photography, piercings, pin-ups, public play, respirators, role play, industrial sites, cemetaries, small tits, snuggling, switch fights: loser gets fucked, tank girl, tattoos, tearing off clothing, voyeurism, webcams,

The Close-minded, Binary sexuality beliefs, Waking up during nightmares,

Aesthetic Perfect, Atrocity, Beborn beton, Blue Sonix, cage the Elephant, Celldweller, Coheed and Cabria, Cobichrist, Cradle of Filth, Danzig, Dir En Grey, Disturbed, Dope, Flaw, From First to Last, Gackt, Genitorturers, H.I.M., Halestorm, Jack Off Jill, Jem, Kamelot, KMFDM, KoRn, Lacuna Coil, Lordi, Lords of Acid, Marilyn Manson, Mudvayne, Muse, Nine Inch Nails, Oomph!, otep, Rammstein, Razed in Black, Rob Zombie, Rogue Traders, ((Please Feel free to add suggestions, I'm always up for more music ))