"“The only people I would care to be with now are artists and people who have suffered: those who know what beauty is, and those who know what sorrow is: nobody else interests me.” — Oscar Wilde
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Latest Journal Entry: No Subject March 19, 2013, 07:09pm
Location: Michigan, U.S.A.
Please read and get to know about me before anything else. It's greatly appreciated.
♡Tag! Ich heisse Kaitlyn(: Ich bin zwanzig jarhe alt! I always return rates/comments/messages/photo comments. First off, I do read people's "about me"section because I want to get to know a little about the person.
Music is more than what a great majority of people think what Music is. Music is everything to me. If I could actually play an instrument, I would. Music is everything in this world. Every little sound is music. I LISTEN to music. The way I feel about music is very difficult for me to put into to words. I think deeply about music. Every sound, lyric or instrument used. I wonder and even question about why an artist chose to put a certain sound in, or how they make it sound that way. I feel music as if it were my own heart beating. I don't think the music today on the radio has much to it. There's no deep meaning. It's about the most insignificant things in life and most importantly, it's repetitive. The lyrics are pretty much changed and words are placed differently. I'm not going to say it may be catchy or upbeat, but the lyrics themselves are nothing. There are actually decent songs, but the majority of it is shit. It's not REAL music.For some reason my favourite kind of a song is a depressing song I think why I love depressing songs so much is the depth and how much emotion is put into them. I can usually relate strongly.
I'm a greatly open minded person. I'm highly optimistic. Autumn is my favourite season and Halloween is my favourite day. In the Fall, I work for an apple orchard called Blakes for their Haunted Hayride♥ It is the GREATEST experience. I have a twin sister! Her name is Megan and she is my best friend!♥
I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE HAYAO MIYAZKI! I have an eye for beauty. I see beauty in everything. I'm basically an old fashioned Romanticist living in a world seemingly overtaken by unappreciative people. I tend to LOOK at beauty wherever I may see it. I have a knack for photography, but not the vintage photography people do today. I take pictures of Nature. That's what I've loved, that's what got me into photography. People are fun too, but I really prefer Nature and seeing what I can do with my photos. Living where I do makes me content. Life is beautiful and a gift. I enjoy art. Art is everything and everywhere. I keep things in, but I speak my mind. I'm expressive in many ways. One of those ways is writing. I LOVE to write. I write journals more than anything. However, I do write little free writes depending on my mood. I'm a thinker and I love to think. I think TOO much. I'm highly observant and I tend to analyze things more than they should be. (Highly introspective, which can get the best of me) I get too in depth with life and feelings. I have Major Depression and some self esteem issues. I have a past with this shit and sometimes the past creeps up on me. Sometimes I get a sense/feeling like I miss it... I'm much better than what I was, but I still struggle. I just don't let it show anymore. I'm an outsider... I'm kind of awkward; I don't really know how to talk to people in public. I like to keep to myself and pretend I don't exist as people make me feel.Yet, I have this fantasy someone will come up to me and have a 3 hour conversation with me about everything and nothing. While being in the middle of a conversation with people I may or may not know, I over analyze everything. I think too much and I end up thinking about how I will never belong in the world, unless you captivate me with a something to talk about. I'm such a tease because I love people, but I hate them. I can't control it, but I intend to do something about it. However, I am fortunate to have the family that I do, and I am thankful for them. To make that all better, I smoke pot. I respect people's opinions about it. Unless their opinions are unreasonable and not understanding. I use pot the way it is to be used; as a relaxant. However, my choice to smoke a natural substance shouldn't effect a friendship.
Marijuana for me is a spiritual substance. I don't like abusing the substance. I've abused it and I wasn't happy. My life is down when it's abused. I only like it for spiritual and relaxation purposes.
I speak some German. I took two years of German in high school and plan on taking it in college. I love the German language but I especially love the German Culture♥ I am going to school to become a therapist. I would like to major in Literature to be an English teacher if Psychology doesn't work out. I'm wanting to major in German as well. I can hold a conversation. I enjoy talking to people. I'm super friendly and I am willing to chat(: Usually have a high tolerance for people, but when an ignorant person comes my way, it's hard to keep tolerance if they fuck around. I'm left handed and I write in cursive. If you want to know anything else,
feel free to ask.
Random fact: The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald is my favourite book.
“Music doesn’t lie. If there is something to be changed in this world, then it can only happen through music.”- Jimi Hendrix.
The one's in green are my favourite.
♥♥[x]City and Colour | FLORENCE & THE MACHINE | ♥The Panic Division | ♥[x]INNERPARTYSYSTEM | ♥[x2] AVENGED SEVENFOLD | ♥ENIGMA | ♥ BRIGHT EYES | Grizzly Bear | Bon Iver & St. Vincent | LANA DEL FUCKING REY | Anberlin | [x]Sevendust | [x]Three Days Grace | [x]Stone Sour | [x]Green Day | [x]Hacienda | [x]AFI | [x] We Came As Romans | [x]Confide | [x]Abandon All Ships(hate) | [x]Bullet For My Valentine | [x]Escape the Fate | [x]Seether | [x]In Fear and Faith | [x]Hollywood Undead | [x2]Trans Siberian Orchestra| Idiot Pilot | Armin Van Buuren | Shiny Toy Guns | FUN | ♥Janis Joplin | Karen Carpenter | ♥♥Pink Floyd | Jefferson Airplane | Karnivool | Awolnation | ♥♥Danny Elfman | ♥Howard Shore | ♥Brand New | t.A.T.u. | ♥Evanescence | Delerium | Ashes of Soma | ♥♥NINE INCH NAILS | The Beach Boys | Jeff Buckley | The Beatles | The Dear Hunter | Guster | INCUBUS | MSI | Our Lady Peace | Ellie Golding | Blue Foundation | ♥The Cure | MGMT | The Amity Affliction | Attack Attack! | CHIODOS | Psyclon Nine | Peter Bjorn and John | Mute Math | Broken Social Scene | The Deerhunter | Goo Goo Dolls | VAST THE OFFSPRING | Sixx: AM | Arcade Fire | The Zombies | Say Anything | [x] Three Doors Down | Scary Kids Scaring Kids | The Shins | The Stills | Queens of the Stoneage | ♥HelloGoodbye | Kings Of Leon | Adele | DAVID LEE ROTH | Aerosmith | Al Green | Tom Petty | Akira Yamaoka | All That Remains | Oasis | Queen | [x] Iron Maiden | [x] Alice Cooper | Dead Letter Circus | Def Leppard | Heart | Joan Jett And The Blackhearts | Deftones | Depeche Mode | Joy Division | The Doors | Van Morrison | One Republic | Deadmua5 | Alexisonfire | Norma Jean | Cradle of Filth | [x]Slipknot | ♥Marilyn Manson | [x]REO Speedwagon | Thousand Foot Krutch | Garbage | No Doubt | Nirvana | Meg&Dia | Secondhand Serenade | Diana Ross | ♥VNVNATION | Death Cab for Cutie | ♥Neverending White Lights | FAIL EMOTIONS | M83 | Staind | Radiohead | [x] Ted Nugent | Coldplay | Monuments | Senses Fail | Static X | D.R.U.G.S | ♥Hawthorne Heights | Aphex Twins | Armor For Sleep | Eric Clapton | Basshunter | B.B King | Big Brother & The Holding Company| Classical Music | Ben E. King | The Birthday Massacre | Black Label Society | Bob Marley | The Black Maria | Buddy Holly | The Cars | Casey Frazier | Zerbin | Celine Dion | Celldweller | The Cranberries | The Judds | The Killers | Sick Puppies | Acceptance | The All American Rejects | Blessthefall | Cold | Falling Up | The Glamour Manifesto | Mellowdrone | 4Strings | [x]STYX | The Spinto Band | Linkin Park(former fan) | Estelle | Amithstiyum | Angels and Airwaves | Devildriver | Anti Flag | Theory of A Deadman | [x] As I Lay Dying | The Glitch Mob | Good Charolette | Thrice | Pilot Speed | Cannibal Corpse | [x]SLAYER | In Flames | Pendulum | Dashboard Confessional | Led Zeppelin | Taking Back Sunday | Blink 182 |[x] Anthrax | La Dispute | Bullet For My Valentine | Enya | Grizzly Bear | Boxcar Racer | Blue October | Doug Cameron | [x]ZZ TOP | Fort Minor | Ayria | Jimmy Eat World | Tool | Dope Star Inc. | PORCELAIN And The Tramps♥(Porcelain Black) | [x] Motohead | His Statue Falls | Finch | Lamb of God | Breaking Benjamin | ♥The XX | Papa Roach |Ashes Divide | Rotation | Mobile | Blaqk Audio | Of Monsters And Men | [x] Asking Alexandria | Rob Zombie |