How Much is a Bollock Worth to You?

Why Hello There, Little Stalker

I'm a bitch. I will straight up come out and say it, because I own up to my shit. I don't enjoy talking to many people on here and I definitely don't enjoy being a "trophy friend" or having trophy friends as you may be able to tell. I am me, I'm a little too loud, sometimes too emotional, completely insane, fuck-up of a female, but that doesn't seem to matter to one person. Yep! I'm taken, so I would appreciate it if you had some common decency when speaking to me and was at least respectful of that.

I don't mind making friends and speaking to you in that sense, just know I'll block you if the rest happens. Talk to me like I'm a human being, and I'll show you the same respect back. Talk to me like I'm an object to be possessed and I will fucking murder your mental state.


I am not the type of person you would call..... normal. I dislike a lot of things, and I do mean a lot. I also have odd pet peeves like indecisiveness.... That drives me up the wall... Might as well scrape a rock onto a cheese grater and have me listen to that on repeat if you're going to be indecisive with me....

Alright, now the fun facts bit, yeah?? lol.
  • My real name is none of your concern unless I give it to you
  • I like video games. If I am not messing with my phone, you can usually find me with a hand held in my hand or on my PS4 (YEP, XBos 360 sadly is not with me atm, hoping to get it back soon). Sadly, I haven't been playing much as I work with kids at a learning center. I usually just end up playing Zelda Wind Waker on the Wii U or Pokemon these days -shrugs-
  • I was born in Charleston, South Carolina; whose downtown I really enjoy.
  • I'm mostly Irish decent.
  • I'm rather shy
  • Despite that, though, I try to talk to people.
  • I'm socially awkward and don't like crowds and that has something to do with my high levels of anxiety
  • I speak my mind, and don't think on what I blurt out.
  • I don't think I'm going to go back to SC.... not to live at least.... Kind of wanna go to NY and stay there.
  • I spent six years in England, just two hours South East of London.
  • I grew up with different musics: Insane Clown Posse, Eminem, rock, "emo" and a lot of country artists... my list goes on.
  • Think I'm done with this for now.......
    To end this, I just wanted to say that this is me. I am a strange, crazy, spazztic, loving female. I sometimes fall too hard for my own good, but try to keep it to myself as best as I can. I'm honest, I'm blunt, I'm odd and I just like myself for who I am, yet not how I look (getting better at that). I have been hurt too many times in my life, and somehow I still manage to get my pieces together; even if I forget a few; and walk on. So yeah, this is me.... Don't like it, then fuck off... Now.... Go away.... :3
    You read this?? If you inbox me, post 'Dealer of all Dealers' at the top of your comment/inbox message and I'll consider replying depending on what you said after... Thanks
  • Drained Him Dry



    Moderator/Novice Designer

    Member/Freebie Designer

    I Give a Shit About Me

    Ok! From my previous 'likes', those who are close to me KNOW how much I love music. It is apart of me, and always will be. I had a long paragraph about it last time, but I'm just going to end this my saying I'm a music junkie.

    I have two tattoos (with the planning of -counts- four more) and ten piercings (technically).
    Piercings: My piercings I have are nose, tongue, forward helix, back helix and second lobe piercings all on my left ear, and then I have two lobe piercings, one outer conch and an industrial in my right ear. I used to have my collar bones pierced BUT the piercer used the wrong barbells and I had to take them out due to tearing and infection.
    Tattoos: I have two tattoos right now. One I am not too proud of and that is the crescent moon on my left arm with the symbol for fire hanging from a string at the tip of the moon. The other one, I absolutely adore and that is my heartagram (black and grey scaled) on my left shoulder blade. I plan to get more, but due to originality, I'm not sharing those ideas on here.
    I adore tattoos and piercings, it is my "adrenaline high" since I don't like heights and won't get on roller coasters.

    I have a love for dragons that cannot be explained. No, I don't mean your fucked up pick-up lines revolved around Drag-ons, you can go choke on those words while being ass-raped with a unpolished, wooden baseball bat for all I care.
    Dragons are wonderful to me, and I don't think of them as mystical creatures. I won't go into detail about it like last time.

    More likely than not you will find me writing or thinking on what to write. It is my passion and it is what I am striving on doing with my life. My dream, my passion, and I don't give a damn what people have to say.

    I enjoy forum roleplaying, mainly because it coincides with writing. I can make my characters, maybe even my own races, and just... Let the words flow and escape. Not that I have much reason to escape anymore, thanks to someone, but I still enjoy roleplaying very much!

    My Love!
    Yes, I know, typical finding of a girl putting that she loves her significant other in their "likes" box. Well, I enjoy being typical right now. Now we haven't been together long, so I'm not going to go all out on "Oh the ways" as that would annoy me, but I will say that I enjoy every day I get to talk to him and I never take him for granted. He is funny, sweet, kind and just an all out amazing guy; even before we decided to get together; and he doesn't give a fuck about people! We can be complete opposites sometimes, but hey, opposites attract and it is wonderful when they do.

    Horror and thrillers or anything paranormal, I will watch with fascination. I don't know why as sometimes I can get grossed or freaked out, but I guess you could call it my adrenaline rush as I don't like roller coasters.

    She Ate My Iguana

    I hate homophobe haters, they piss me off. So someone found someone they love of the same sex, grow up and be happy for them, stop with this religious BULL and just grin and rejoice. I hate emo haters. So they look different? What's the big deal about it? It's not like they're going around with their pants halfway down their fucking leg like you! I hate being a hater, which sometimes, I am, but not to catergories, just.... everything in general.

    If you've cheated, there is a possibility you will cheat again, and frankly, I'm better than that and don't want you in my life unless I REALLY know for SURE you've changed. I don't care if you could possibly be the one for me, cheating is wrong, either when a boy or girl does it, it's wrong and it's stupid.

    Kids Trying to be Older Than They Really Are
    I just hate kids acting older than they are. Seeing it all the time on Facebook of 17 year olds saying they are done with love or 13 year old girls saying how they "need a man who can treat them right." Ok... alright honey, lets get one thing clear. Unless he's stealing your god damn animal crackers and grape juice, shut the fuck up because you have NO idea what the hell you're talking about. Grow a pair of tits (this goes to men too) and work on yourself. If you're failing classes over a boy or a girl, then you need to RETHINK your life. If you're opening your legs like some slut and then crying the next day when the "boy of your dreams" left you, then you need to RETHINK your life. PLUS GET SOME GOD DAMN RESPECT TO YOUR ELDERS; EVEN IF THEY ARE SLGIHTLY OLDER THAN YOU!! You don't need to be such a stuck up bitch towards people who are willing to be PAID to make your snotty ass a drink or some food. Also, ONE more thing.... WEAR SOME CLOTHES THAT ACTUALLY FIT YOU AND DON'T SHOW YOUR FUCKING CUNT!!!

    I'm Retired

  • H.I.M
  • Placebo
  • My Chemical Romance
  • The Spill Canvas
  • Sick Puppies
  • Mindless Self Indulgenge
  • Veruca Salt
  • Evanescence
  • JamisonParker
  • Silversun Pickups
  • Alanis Morissette
  • Alesana
  • Alien Ant Farm
  • All Time Low
  • Amanda Palmer
  • Annie Lennox
  • Asking Alexandria
  • Avenged Sevenfold
  • The Birthday Massacre
  • Blind Melon
  • Blood on the Dance Floor
  • Bloodhound Gang
  • Boy Hits Car
  • Breathe Carolina
  • Breaking Benjamin
  • Brokencyde
  • Bright Eyes
  • Clear Static
  • Coheed and Cambria
  • The Cranberries
  • The Cure
  • Daft Punk
  • Depeche Mode
  • Disturbed
  • The Dresden Dolls
  • Emilie Autumn
  • Escape the Fate
  • Eyes Set to Kill
  • Falling in Reverse
  • Frou Frou
  • Garbage
  • Green Day
  • Gym Class Heroes
  • Hellogoodbye
  • Hollywood Undead
  • Imogen Heap
  • Insane Clown Posse
  • Jimmy Eat World
  • The Killers
  • Kings of Leon
  • The Left Rights
  • Marcy Playground
  • Maria Mena
  • Marianas Trench
  • Marilyn Manson
  • Mumford and Sons
  • The Matches
  • Melanie Martinez
  • Slipknot
  • Halsey
  • t.A.T.u
  • Third Eye Blind
  • The Used
  • Seether
  • Vains of Jenna
  • Your Bleeding Heart
    None of those are in any particular order, except maybe the first five.

  • I Think You Have a Beautiful Penis

    Under construction

    She's Not Coming Back

    Name: I go by Xay
    Age: 26
    Occupation: Teacher
    Location: Wishing I was somewhere else, KY.
    Relationship?:Taken by an amazing person!
    Status: You fuck up, you go big and then you die
    Music: ♫Hand that Feeds (Photek Straight Mix) - NIN♪
    Misc Information:
  • Been a RPer for 16 or so years and still kind of active today; just been so busy.
  • I don't like talking about myself, but I have a good-sized 'about' for you to read.
  • I have a Bachelor's in ECE Administration, but I still want to write.

  • I dislike speaking about myself.
  • Chances are I may get annoyed by something you do. It's not your fault, I swear.
  • I'm working finally, so if I don't get to you as quick as you'd like, I'm sorry.
  • I don't understand people.
  • Despite this, I am very observant.
  • I enjoy learning new things.
  • I am pretty intelligent; and this isn't me bragging I just like keeping my brain active.
  • Reason I don't understand people is because I'm pretty good at reading body language once I get to know someone; or met them more than once; so when they lie, it bugs me.
  • I hate liars
  • I hate cheaters
  • I hate people who fall short of what they promise
  • Broken promises might as well be the name of my autobiography; only due to all the promises that have been broken from other people to me.
  • I fall hard and easy.
  • I have trust issues.
  • I LOVE animals.
  • I'm empathetic.
  • I'm not perfect.
  • I can be territorial or possessive (not jealous).
  • I have been hurt a lot and in many different ways.
  • I've done things I'm not proud of....