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![]() SITE RELAUNCH 10/30/09 Hey, my name is Manzin. Manson and I go way back. I won't get into the dick-waving of who's been a fan the longest, but I've been a Manson fan since Sweet Dreams was in high MTV rotation. I didn't look quite so much like him then, but as he and his music grew on me, they grew in me too. I started out dressing as Manson for Halloween and for parties and people would come up to me on the street, so I thought I could encourage this sort of fun but increasing my attention to detail. After all, Manson is such a complex and carefully made creature himself that any copy of him needed to be a damned good one to do him any justice at all. I'd seen some really shit Mansons out there, people with the pancake clown white and the black scribbled lipstick as eyeliner. When I was starting out, I sucked and I have the pics to prove it. But I hit a growth spurt, lost weight, and kept practicing the makeup until I got it right. By the time I had the makeup and the clothes down, it didn't seem to matter whether I was wearing them or not. I could walk outside in jeans and a hooded sweatshirt and people would call me Manson. I considered it an honor and I tried to always behave somewhat appropriately to how I felt he would behave, or at least in a manner that wouldn't make him ashamed to have me doing what I do. That was my greatest fear, that he would be offended or find some fault in it. I did have the opportunity to meet with him in 2004 and while I don't want to say much about that, I will say that he lay all my fears to rest in only a few minutes' time. My site initially launched in July of 2004 and was moved to www.manzin.net in May of 2005. The first photographs of me as Manson were taken in 1999 and the site is comprised of photos taken by myself and by other photographers over the past seven or eight years. By and large I do my own photography though I'm not averse to being photographed by others that I feel will capture what I set out to capture myself. I do my own makeup, design and update the site, and often make a good percentage of the clothes. I've also started to dabble in making short videos, which are viewable on YouTube. The most complicated of my costumes is the Archbishop from Disposable Teens (the embroidery took months) followed by the mesh Rock Is Dead bodysuit, which needs to be redone. I wore that outfit for the Rock n Roll Hall of Fame's Rockstar Lookalike Contest in Cleveland in 1999 where I took first place. I'm not entirely sure where this will take me. I work as a photographer's assistant and also model in non-Manson venues, but I'm making no long term plans to "do" anything with my talent. Unfortunately though I do have his looks, I wasn't blessed with his singing voice, so a tribute band is out of the question for me and Manson isn't someone the Vegas impersonators groups would be interested in. Their loss, really. But I'm determined to make myself known. It isn't easy to look like him. There's far more to it than just slapping on some makeup, as anyone can do that. You have to have a little something under your skin to make him really come through, to really shine. I've always felt a special kinship with the man, something that's grown stronger over the years and has been accentuated since my move from my hometown in northeast Ohio to Canton four years ago. There's a unique atmosphere here and almost everyone has a story about Manson or his family. (Note - I moved out of Canton in 2006 after a breakup with my ex.) Not everyone likes what I do. You would think I'd have a lot of supporters among Manson's fans, but I have almost an equal amount of people that seem to hate me for the way I look and for what I do. I've faced some pretty stiff opposition from some petty people who would love nothing more than for me to disappear. This has exactly the opposite effect and it only makes me more determined to take more pictures, to make more friends, to develop my photography and my video to greater heights, to reach more fans and to take them back to the time where Manson was less fashion and more filth and fury, and then to turn around and throw a little Holywood at them and finish off with a tailcoat and kid gloves. Manson has never failed to keep us entertained and now that his catalog of looks has grown over so many years, we need a reminder of where he's been to make us more grateful for where he is and who he is today. And I am that reminder.
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Marilyn Manson, androgynes, makeup, people who dress well, brain activity, horror novels, porn, various fetishes, photography, erotica and true crime novels, popcorn, meat, free thought, free will, subversion, perversion, drugs, sex, and everything my mother told me I shouldn't like.
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Most people, militant religious types/vegetarians/, anyone who feels the need to tell me how to live my life, people who have rolled their eyes at any point up until now, those of you who will inevitably put me on one of those pages where you mock people like me, unemployment.
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Marilyn Manson, David Bowie, Depeche Mode, The Cure, Bauhaus, Peter Murphy, Covenant, IAMX, PIG, Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds, Radiohead, NIN (before With Teeth), She Wants Revenge
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harmifswallowed [Reply] | Feb 08, 2010, 10:16pm
Yeah it has to be pretty weird when a group of people surround you and ask to take photos with you. I was shocked myself when I saw you become a top friend on Manson's myspace and also being partnered with Nick. I am proud of you all though for standing up for what you believed in and never giving up hope on Marilyn Manson like the others. You guys are what true fans are all about and should be respected by the others. BTW I really liked that Absinthe Milkshake video you did for being so random and witty. What did it taste like? I noticed in the description that you said it was a waste of time xD. I have been looking all over for a decent Absinthe mix drink recipe after trying la fee and kubler. Have any suggestions? I also think that Mansinthe is the most smoothest tasting absinthe I have had. |
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harmifswallowed [Reply] | Feb 08, 2010, 04:49pm
He sounds really incredible and I can imagine how creepy it must be for you at Manson shows. I remember in 07 I saw a group of people just swarm over you just to talk to you. I didn't want to join in the conversation because I felt uninvited so I left it at that. Yeah I know Nick is incredible for sure I cannot believe how well he can manage to keep his life on track with all the things on his plate. You are also right you do need something to back up your luck. Your words are wise xD I really wish I could explain myself and express myself as well as you. I also hope you don't find it rather creepy that I admire both you and Nick. You guys just mean allot to me because of how much you do know about Marilyn Manson and how you can actually disprove or prove information regarding Manson. I am really impressed by the two of you and would like to lead my life towards what guys have accomplished. However obviously Vampirefreaks is not the way for that to happen xD this is kind of an experiment to see how well I can manage something myself because I never had this kind of power over people before. It's rather fun to know that many people on VF really on me and other hardcore Marilyn Manson fans to deliver the goods. I also want to promote and support Marilyn Manson with all I have to offer on the web because he just means so much to me. I find it incredible also that you were able to move to Canton and experience many of the places and people that Marilyn Manson either grew up with or inspired. |
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harmifswallowed [Reply] | Feb 07, 2010, 11:27pm
So basically you are just lucky? I wish I had your luck man. I had something pretty creepy happen today however. Some random fan girl came up and asked me for my autograph O.o. After that happening I already don't want to become well known or famous, however I wouldn't mind hanging out with Marilyn Manson sometime obviously ![]() I was also really excited for Nick when he received that comment from Manson because I always thought he deserved it. His analysis is rather mind blowing at times. Other times you're like why in the hell didn't I think of it that way? |
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SexKitten- [Reply] | Feb 06, 2010, 04:41pm
your welcome dear.
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SexKitten- [Reply] | Feb 05, 2010, 03:53pm
well you'd look gorgeous
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harmifswallowed [Reply] | Feb 05, 2010, 03:24pm
You know the more I think about Marilyn Manson fans I think you are the perfect role model for them to follow. Not because you look like Manson but because of your artistic abilities that even touched Marilyn Manson somehow. You are an incredible person and I just wanted to say that. |
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harmifswallowed [Reply] | Jan 28, 2010, 09:59pm
Hah! thanks ![]() |
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harmifswallowed [Reply] | Jan 28, 2010, 02:54pm
Thank you and trust me I have noticed xD I like to read your posts because they correct someone or make you think differently. I am trying my hardest I wont be on for the weekend however but the layout is basically done xD my g/f has a few problems to sort out and then she will basically be coming over to vent about her problems and I will most likely re-assure her ![]() |
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harmifswallowed [Reply] | Jan 27, 2010, 05:15pm
Hey, I just wanted to thank you for sticking around on my cult. I take your words of wisdom as advice on how to improve myself and the cult. I don't have much in life so this cult is my pride and joy. I know it's sometimes dull or filled with people who know nothing about Manson. That's because not many of the people from other message forums are on vampirefreaks. I am actually glad to bring what Nick and Six brought to the world. It may be a weaker form of it but at least it's something right? Anyways I am really fucking excited for the new Manson album! I will be sure to contact all the people from my cult and let them know new information as soon as I find out about it. |
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Thr3e_Blo0dyWishes [Reply] | Jan 22, 2010, 09:22pm
I"m alright I suppose. ![]() I'm fighting an endless battle with a good friend. "So there are these wishes - three of 'em - and they're bloody. Any questions?" Was it the battle of envy, You were so mighty and brave,
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