Hello world, I guess you came to this site to learn more about me, aye?
I am Toni. I'm 19 & from Northeast Texas.
I am currently single, & trying to find my way in life.
I have a mother & sister, three cats, a puppy & 2 parakeets.
I was born with a heart defect called Truncus Arteriosus & currently there isn't a cure or a way to prevent your child from being born with it.
Saying that, I will most likely not have kids of my own.
When I do decide the time is right for a kid, I will adopt, from where ever I can really.
I'd like my first kid to be a boy, but I'll love it regardless of the gender.
I have had 23 surgeries total in my life & 5 of them were open heart surgeries.
I've had 2 holes in my heart patched & have had both my pulmonary & aortic valves replaced.
I have many scars on my chest & stomach area that I used to be ashamed of, but now I see them as my trophies & I like the reaction on people's faces when they see them.
My heart ticks like a clock.
Literately.
You could be 5 feet from me & hear my heart ticking.
It's pretty awesome & it sort of puts me to sleep at night. It didn't before, but I guess my ears got used to the sound over time. (I've had it since 2005)
As I mentioned up there, I have quite a bit of animals, but those aren't the only ones.
There are stray cats that I take care of outside. I make sure daily that they are fed and watered, even if it means they gotta eat scraps from the dinner we ate or something. They won't come to me, but they come around me and sleep in my backyard.
The dog I have is named Charlie; the cats I have, are named Stupid (the cross eyed siamese); Little One (the fat Maine Coon); & Wheetle Girl (the skinny tabby) and the two birds I have are named Jack (the green one) and Adella (the white&blue one).
I even nameds the outside cats (only two of them) Princess and Bullseye. Princess got her name because when she meows it's so soft, delicate & gentle.
I do not claim to be Christian anymore, because I would feel like I was constantly being hypocritical because I wouldn't be practicing what I teach.
I do believe in God, His word and that He expects us to obey. But what I don't believe that he'd damn anyone to hell, especially since He's known as this "ever-loving" God.
He gave us free will for a reason.
I have my days, just like everyone else.
But just because I have my 'days', it doesn't mean that I'm a terrible person to talk to or be around. I've never intentionally hurt some one, just because I was in a bad mood.
I usually get over it. You just gotta give me space&time &try not to ask me too many annoying question when I'm in that kind of mood lol.
I really don't have much else to say.
Inbox or comment me if you'd like to know more!
I'm willing to answer any question; unless it's obviously offensive.
I like all kinds of music, but my few personal favorites are: Breaking Benjamin. Tool. Avril Lavgine. Oasis. Evans Blue. Kid Rock. Britney Spears. Pink Floyd and Staind.