"Imagination was given to man to compensate him for what he is not, and a sense of humor was provided to console him for what he is"
Status: If i've learned anything at all, it's that people's promises mean next to nothing.
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Sex: female Age: 19 Location:
Kentucky, United States
Member since: March 09, 2011 Account: Free Account Status: Single
You say that you dont like me? That I'm a freak? Bahaha, well I'm not changing because I love being me... ~Random stuff~ 1. Im scared of thunderstorms, but only if im alone 2. Thru middle school and early in high school i wanted to be a dairy farmer when i grew up XD 3. but i still love cows, legit 4. my friends mean the world to me, and that is 100% truth 5. black veil brides is my favorite band in the whole wide world, dont hate! 6. i have read a biology and a psychology textbook for fun over the summer...0.o 7. i am now working on reading a medical encyclopedia. (i never said i was normal) 8. i am far too trusting. usually. 9. writing poetry is my guilty pleasure 10. if anyone tries to read my poetry journal i will cut them. seriously. lol 11. if im watching a movie or reading a book and the ending is horrible i mentally repress it and create a new ending in my head. =) 12. ellen degeneres is the best friend i never had. that woman is awesome! 13. my favorite foods are watermelon, green beans, and ice cream. 14. i always pretend to be happy, even if im not. 15. i want to travel the world, anyone wanna come with? 16. it is VERY hard to make me angry, i just dont see how getting angry helps anything. 17. I still like to watch cartoons. retro ones are the best: doug, hey arnold, rugrats, recess, etc. 18. i am the clumsiest person i kno, it takes major skills to trip over flat surfaces. 19. as much as i try to be a realist, i will always be a romantic at heart 20. i seriously contemplated being a nun for awhile, and still havent completely thrown the idea out 21. i flinch a lot. gym was horrid cuz guys would just run up and scare me and id flinch and drop the ball. 22. i do love to play football tho. and softball. 23. when im sad i drink chocolate milk and watch dane cook 24. ive had multiple dreams in which i was a cia agent. 25. you cannot contemplate how intense/violent musical chairs can get until you come to one of my birthday parties. 26. i wrote about a huge paper about a prostitutional lilac tree for english class. 27. AP Calculus is my natural born enemy....oh how id love to burn that textbook... 28. when i was little i thought water towers were there to protect us from giants, who instead of eating us would drink the water from the tower instead. 29. i can't help but dwell on the past. hopefully ill be able to overcome this, otherwise i dont know how ill move on in life. :/ 30. I like psychology and doing social experiments. like going to the mall and doing some serious invasion of personal space on people and noting their reactions. :) 31. I wish i was talented artistically or musically. but im not. i still love art tho 32. Into the Wild is the best book ever, you MUST read it 33. my personality is just one big contradiction.
Likes
Ice cream! music, friends, traveling, culture, knowledge, being a goober, writing poetry, love, random acts of kindness, shopping, softball, having deep conversations with people, helping people with problems, meeting new people
Dislikes
Bigots, people who judge others, mashed potatoes, rap, backstabbers, dishonesty, being mean, the media, stereotypes, superficiality
Favorite Music
Black veil brides, the used, we came as romans, the word alive, motionless in white, a skylit drive, pierce the veil, the devil wears prada, hollywood undead, system of a down, chiodos, sleeping with sirens, alesana, 3 days grace, greenday, simple plan, dance gavin dance, asking aleandria, alexisonfire, 30 seconds to mars etc.
It's not a problem at all, I was very happy to take the time out to read you're Poetry. Those people that judge you, for what you write are just short sighted and close minded. They don't understand the beauty of Art and expressing yourself. Yes it may be a bit dark, but it's just Poetry. I enjoy ramblings anyways, because I tend to ramble quite a bit myself. I'm not a Poetry expert, but it seemed all you're Poems were really on par and good to say the least. The free flow one was different from the others, I'm guess that is the progressing you were mentioning. The 2nd one you could tell seemed to resonate somewhere from a place you know. In came through in the Poem I mean. It's good you've improved and come far from that world though. It's a dark world that place and I've experience it first hand. Hmm, it's funny you mention that, cause they say the best Artist are most creative when they are depressed and in torment. You're creativity will perk up again, you're just going through a dry spell probably. I'm going through one myself. I do more drawing when I am in a better mood, though I like my depressed creation of Artwork. Not fond of the depression that comes with it though. So you were forced to write the first one eh? It's still a good one, at least I think. You have a word fixation! I'm fond of the words Manifestation and Corporeal. I understand what you mean with the words being Poetry though.
You are very welcome for that and the feedback, anytime! The people that Judge you are just afraid, because they don't understand you, or what you been through. Probably, because it's not "Normal" to them and thus the stigmatization occurs, or you're labeled a freak, because you had some problems. That or you're a bit different then other people. Honestly though, no one has the right to Judge anyone else I believe. This world is very mean though and cruel, just as the people in it. No one has compassion anymore, when in a time like this we need it. You are not the only one to have ever felt insane, or wonder why you are here. Nor are you the only one to feel what is the point in all of this life, because I've been there too, so you are not a lone. That's all you can do too, is take life day, by day, because life isn't promised tomorrow and getting a head of yourself will probably wear you down in the long run. I don't know, that is just my take on it all. Good and very sweet! Friends it is!
So I read you're Poetry and it took me a few hours, for the fact I had various distractions going on around me. I wanted to fully devote myself to you're Poetry, to read it and absorb it all in and give it proper digestion. It was nothing less then impressive and a very enjoyable read, that I am very happy and honored you chose to share it with me. I'll give you my thoughts on each segments of the Poetry, rather then just summarizing it all up and saying "Oh they were all good and I liked them all."
The first one and which was my favorite out of them all, even though I liked them all. It seemed to me, to be about obviously a betrayal of some sort and covering for some one too in that betrayal. Not only that, but also promising a revenge, because of that betrayal. I liked it because, the Poem had stride and a very strong rhythm . I like Poetry that rhymes, but I like all of the worlds of Poetry to be Honest. It was also my favorite, because it is a topic, I know something all to well about, all of it in it's entirety.
The second Poem, was very dark and twisted, but it was a world I once knew. It almost started of with me think it was about playing a game to end someone's exsistance in the Poem. Then includes elements of how cold a person has become and finally kind of the twist at the end with the suicide bit, which leaves you kind of wondering, whether it was one, or the other.
The last one, the free flowing form Poem. Seemed to include a lot from you're father, or so it starts out that way and then winds up being about all the elements that make up who you are. The good and the bad it seems.
Well that is my analysis and thoughts on all of you're Poems. I did really enjoy reading you're Poetry and thank you for the honor. Don't apologize for them being so long, because they are exactly the length you want them to be and intended to be. I don't mind you creeping my profile, cause I creeped yours too and that is just common curiosity. It's all good. Yes I have quite a few mental disorders that ail me. I truly appreciate the offer Ms. and I offer it in return to you. It's nice to have such an offer and not have you fear, or stigmatize me and above all, honestly know what I am going through as person with these mental demons. You have crossed and not pushed no boundaries, so no worries. I've a very easy caring and free flowing person for the most part. I will say this, this looks to be the start of a good friendship I hope. If I may say that and it not be awkward?
Well if you are offering, then yes I would love to and be honored to see some of you're poetry and provide some feedback. I'm sure you're poetry is good, you are just critical of you're work, which is good. Indeed it is, poetry is just like songs, a lot of them start out that way. At least that is what I've heard. I will agree with you on that it is a great way of expressing oneself. Finals all done and over huh? That's good, so I'm guess you get to relax for the rest of the holidays? I'm doing well, just staying with a friend till I get back on my feet and looking for a job like it's going out of style. Thanks for asking.
Hi. I just wanted to say you're profile was an intriguing read and I was wondering if you display any of you're poetry for others to read? Yes I read that you would cut someone, if the got you're poetry book, so I was just wondering if you just keep it all in that book. You say you aren't artistic, but if you kind of think about and believe in it, Poetry is a form of art. At least that is how I view it, which really amounts to nothing. Yeah I am just rambling now. I hope you are doing well.
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