| αγάπη | Cløvë
| αγάπη | xoxxoo
Should've Been Born to Rock the
80s.
She
Bites. And
Hard Too.
Is to You as
Lion is to Lamb
Lives on the Beautiful Coast of the Gulf.
Does
NOT Reply To Comments Consisting of Only '10'
Will NOT Let You Be Her Slave, Damnnn
Turks -_-
Is Also Known As The Original
bloodyTEARSescape Loves
Dancing Without A Care In the World
Has a Pet
Bat Named Marius. Hes sooo cute! ^-^
Has An
Opinion. About EVERYTHING.
Loves Idol Chit-
Chat If You Present Yourself Well
Is the Pround Parent of
Lucinda Kelly [R.I.P]
Is A Bit
Over the Top About Most Everything
Actually Looks Good WITHOUT
Makeup Is A Wannabe Professional
Photographer Loves the Feel of
Fire In Her Grasp
Envies Every Person With
Dreadlocks Is A Hopeless
Romantic Will Probably End Up Being An
Exotic Dancer
Is A Die Hard
Music Junkie
Just Adores Holding
Blades In Her Hands
Has A Soft Spot For
Opera Music
Plays the
Drums Like No Other Redhead Around
Gets Off During
Thunderstorms Loves the Outdoors In
Autumn Is A Sucker For Guys In
Eyeliner Is Usually Found Lurking In
Dark Corners Hopes To Hell That the Fictitious
L Word Exists.
Will Probably End Up In Some European
Graveyard Jones’ Over
Full Moons ^-^
Knows That Only
Fate Can Determine Your Destiny
Can Strut Like A Runway Victim In
Heels Just Adores
Pale Skin & Black Locks
Gets Off By
People Staring At Her
Lives For the Chance of A
Happy Ending Has A Few
Addictions That She Has Yet to Rid of.
Has Been Around on
VampireFreaks Since Sept. 4th, 2005
xoxxoo
[x].Advice-slash-Rant.[x]
No, we don't care about you, little 13 year old boys with Tripp pants and spike collars and the eyeliner around your innocent little boyish eyes that you probably stole form your older sister...
Those of you who insist on taking a picture of your fucking cat and making it your icon, go fuck a fucking donkey. We're not on this website to look at your pet, and if you are that fucking ugly and you cant muck up the courage to show your fucking face, then DELETE yourself.
Okay, all of you pretty scene kids... We can all tolerate a few of those pics where you cant see shit but stars and stripes and your lips in their awkward little pout, but fucking a. WE DO WANT TO SEE YOUR EYES AT LEAST ONCE!
And you, yes you, you underage little wanna be goth freak. If you arent going to actually tell us that you're really under 13, you have absolutely NO bussiness creating a vampirefreaks profile. I mean you haven't even hit puberty. Wait a few years and then hit on people 7 years older than you.
Now you, yes, I am talking to you, you fucking cradle robbers. Yeah, you might be nice and all, but shit. If you're fucking over 25. DONT COMMENT ME. I am sooo beyond illegal for you, and so are the vast majority of the other users you comment.
NO! I WILL NOT TAKE PORNO PICS! The most I will show in my photos is my face. I am not going to whore myself so you can pleasure yourself to little pigmented pixels on your screen of some girl you don't know. Okay? Okay.
And if all you have to say to me is, "Damn! Ur hot! 10", Then you should also go off and join the other peoples in fucking a donkey. I won't reply to you, no matter how many X's you put in your username. Kthanks.
And if you can barely speak english or if you can't even understand yourself half the time, then DONT COMMENT ME! YOU'RE WASTING YOUR TIME!!
And please, if you are literate enough, don't comment me with a bunch of T9word shit. and if you so much as type 'your' in the place of 'you're', you'll probably be recieving a lovely 1 rating in the near future.
Thats all for now! ^-^
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...Kill me and you shall be rewarded by my love.
...Love me and your heart shall be broken.
...Hate me and you shall be the same as everyone else.
...Befriend me and you'll regret ever knowing me.
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[x] My Views [x]
Introduction {side note and summary}:
The following topics discussed are a minority of things that my view on differs greatly from that of the superior percentage of people in the world. I have tried to make them as clear as possible for all different kinds of people, as many of you probably wouldn’t comprehend my actual mental thoughts on the subjects. You may agree or disagree, it has no matter. The few sentences that I include about each theme are the basics that I view on that subject matter. I do significantly appreciate your comments on what I have to say, so, I insist on you to post your thoughts if you have the time or urge. Thank you! (you may also suggest any other topics of interest you believe I should cover if you’d like, and I shall try to humbly oblige). Oh, and please don’t down rate me for expressing myself unless you truly believe that expression is worth the loss of points. Thanks again…
[].megan.[]
Life {the idea of living}:
Life is short. One lifetime is as meaningless in this universe as a blade of grass in a garden: it does nothing but add to the greater picture. Nothing but deprive the soil of needed nutrients for the more important aspects of the ground. Life also sucks. Inconceivable, I am aware. How can something such as life just be so completely unreasonable to a point were suicide is a leading cause in death? Where as a blissful life is rare but a disturbed mind is more opportune? Its that way because that is what we have made of it. It’s the reason we believe we are here. Just to live, to multiply. But I believe otherwise. I believe we have been given a purpose, that the answer to the ultimate reason is this: rhetorical. Yes. That’s what life’s answer is. But to figure out its exact rhetorical question, we have a keys: conversation; communication of any sort. With it we can achieve anything. And we almost have. Look at the knowledge we have found in our world: it is endless, although there is endless more out to come. And without communication, would any of this be? No. we would have ended long ago. We would be but senseless nomads, probably less evolved into humans as cats are to birds. But as I cannot change what choices our ancestors have made, we have to still reap what we sow. This means that I have actually gone around and found my life’s occupation: writing and moderating technology. Well, I am well on my way into those, if not already in the action. I have found my greater calling to be of our future generations and changing what becomes of them. Or just advising them with barely any acknowledgement. But that’s just what I’ll have to do.
Originality {doing something different}:
How is it that everywhere you look, not just you, but ‘I’ in particular, you find something, more often than not, that reminds you of yourself? Is it already so true that there really isn’t any innovation left in this world? Every story I read and every film or show I watch, there is always something or someone who seems a reflection of myself. Yes, it is good to know that I am not the only one in the world who thinks this way but what is going to happen to this world when all the melodies are played, all the words have been spoken, every dream pursued, and every life lived? Will we just cease to exist, slowly fading away into the oblivion, or will the world begin once more as a new creation, with all firsts yet to be made? There have been so many lives lived, and billions of personalities forged by those lives… Who’s to say that what we are, who I am, isn’t just some meager manifestation of a past soul? Should that be a comfort to humanity, to acknowledge something to that extent? Look at all the people you see every day… are they really worth anything special to anyone? Are they what we should deem an ‘original’ soul? Will they be the ones to change this world, either for the better or the worse? For some reason, these thoughts suffocate my mind… What everyone wants, whether they accept it or disown the idea, is to live and be happy with everything they do, whether is be relationship or career based. But, think, if every life were to meet the individuals expectations, then there would definitely be a lack of originality in this world. We all strive for happiness, and there are very few of us who actually achieve such a satisfaction of reaching that goal. The point I am trying to get at is, this world has lost its touch. There is nothing, but the ultimate reason for existence, that we cant find out, but, what is the point of anything? Some of us are under the influence that God in Heaven will grant us eternal life and happiness, and it’s a great thing to believe if you want to live a life of incompetence, but those kind of beliefs just add to the impending doom of utter similitude. We need the reassurance that there are things that haven’t been done yet, so we can create a purpose for ourselves. An original purpose, that is. Or is this idea just another one of those things that are completely and utterly inaccessible to the masses, it being so unfamiliar with the majority of this world’s population? Or am I just full of false optimism?
Preps {the popular cliques}:
These pitiable and lost souls claim that us who have a liking towards the deadly, such as vampires, are abnormal and twisted, as are our minds. That as we have obsessions with those creatures that live off others, it makes us the wrong ones. But who are they to say such? Who are they to say that such entities that are dependant on the lives of others are evil? They are hypocrites. For what do they live off of but gossip, which is nothing but other people’s lives, theoretically? Are they saying that we are the abnormal ones? No; it is they who are abnormal, according to their description of aberration. Those poor and deceived people who are so prejudiced to the idea that not everything slightly out of the norm is sinful are but accusers of such they no not of. As such is accurate, my view of these peoples is this: they are misled, and are lost in our society. They are the hopeless ones. We are not.
Government {organized control}:
This is the way that those who have come across good fortune do to dictate the likes of us. They write on and sign formal papers. Wow. Riveting. The tragic part is that the mass percentage of our global population believes that doing such is ethical. That the lucky persons should also be granted the gift of total worldly control along with everything else that they already have been given. The other large portion of our globe either doesn’t have the concern enough about none but themselves (that as long as their lives are up to par, they are content) or they don’t have the intellectual skill to overthrow evil dictators. Their eyes are shut to Picasso. And then there are people like me, who have almost no power, but enough sense to see that this isn’t the way we were meant to live. But, again, what the hell can I, or we, do about it? ~ANARCHY SHALL SOON PREVAIL~
Religion {belief systems of any sort}:
I am a Neopagan. Or, one in training. I can’t go into it hardcore. Yet. Not while I am in my current housing, anyways... If you don’t no what a neopagan is, here is what I believe: I believe there is no God, but that there is a many intelligent deities such as there is in the religion of Wicca (Pagans are Wiccans, basically). Gods and goddesses with specific details and points of interest, that is. I also have the belief in one great evil; that there is a devil. At least, that is what I would like to hope. At one short point in my life that was quickly shunned by my kin, I had the religious convection of Satanism. I still do, to a point. That is on the account that I believe I am cursed, but that is another matter. I also have a respect for many religions that do not discriminate against gender. To me, there are only to categories of humans: dead and alive. Not male and female; those to me are no more than differences in taste. The bodily difference in the two (the sexual organs) are no more than genetic mutation of sorts. I believe that we were all one sex at one point in history. But evolution has had its way with the millions of species there are and have been.
Sexuality {sexual interest in others}:
I am bisexual. And I believe everyone is in this world. They may not all acknowledge such, but it is true. Think for a second, if you will. If you believe yourself to be heterosexual (strait, opposite sex orientation) or homosexual (gay or lesbian, same sex orientation), then attempt to understand what I am trying to get across here (if you are bisexual, you may already understand): can you look at someone of the opposite sexual orientation (someone of the same sex for strait people, and the opposite sex for gay/lesbians) and judge them? Can you tell which people are more sought after sexually than others? Can you see someone who you may be in a rivalry with for a lover and think that he/she has better chances with them because they are more attractive than you? The majority would say yes to multiple of these. As such, this means that everyone is bisexual.(Yay! We’ll all get dates on Friday nights!) There is more I believe on this matter, but this is also a very sensitive subject, and as I do not fancy offending anyone right now, I will only go into further discussion of this with those who ask of it.
Marriage {the paper bondage}:
I believe that marriage is neither absolute nor mandatory between lovers. The only certain distinction of marriage is that if you’d like to separate, you have to pay the government hundreds to thousands of dollars to do such. Uh – does anyone else see that such is incontrovertibly absurd? Then again… I am not exactly one with commitment, so the idea of ‘til death do you part’ isn’t exactly comforting nor is it alluring. I do believe there are such things as soul mates, but if you read one of my recent journal entries (only accessible on my vampirefreaks.com account) on the subject of soul mates, you can see why I know there still is no dedication to that significant other. And, if you have seen the headlines of any magazines lately, then you have seen things such as ‘(celebrity name here) Marries for the 10th Time! Pg. 24’. Come on now! Even the ‘worldly gods’ treat marriage as nothing but a media hype stunt… The other detriment of marriage is that it is nothing but an over publicized occasion on the matter of a sheet of signed paper. At least that’s what I see it as: an expensive slip of paper which shows nothing but symbols forming letters forming words forming phrases forming the idea that the two people mentioned actually have something meaningful to live for. If someone needs to prove their sincere love for someone by a public (or otherwise) ceremony, then they truly do not love that person. They shouldn’t have to provide evidence of their love: they should show it every second spent with their lover. They should feel it in their every fiber. It’s idiocy to go through the meaningless ritual (which is usually religious, anyways, so what are us Atheists to do about marriage if we feel the need?) only to leave with a leaf of bleached wood filament.
Normality {what is deemed usual}:
This is nothing but the highly inaccessible reality that we would life to prove exists. That ‘normal’ is the husband/wife/two children/white picket fence dream. Normality is what we would like to think is accomplishable in our life. The delusion of perfection. And if anything is out of this norm, it is inalienably sinful. I hate to break it to those optimists, but: there is no norm. There is only the average vision of what people would like there life to be. I say that without lifes little blemishes, it wouldn’t be worth waking up to every day. That’s why I don’t schedule my life… live life by the second. And if that second isn’t going all that well for you, suck it up. Life is what you make of it.
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.::Quotes::.
Too many times, religion mothers crime and wickedness.
-Lucretius
...death does not destroy the elements
of matter, only breaks the combinations
-Lucretius
Not to know what happened
before you were born
is always to remain a child.
For what is a mans life
if it is not linked with
the life of future generations
by memories of the past
[[..Cicero..]]
There can be great power in darkness.
There can be great ecstasy in power.
[[..Unknown..]]
Theres a thin line between [light] and [dark],
between [pain] and [pleasure],
between [love] and [hate],
between [life] and [death],
between this world and the next.
[[..Folk Saying..]]
"The death of a beautiful woman is, unquestionably, the most poetical topic in the world."
-Edgar Allen Poe
The dark angel waited in bondage within a prison he had built, shackled by chains of his own making. For a span of years, he had no food but his own body. He fed upon himself: gnawed his own bones, sucked at his own marrow.
He did not know for what he waited, but wait he did, nonetheless.
On one black day, there came the faintest whisper of distant trumpets, and the dark angel stirred within his prison.
{...Matthew Stover, in Blade of Tyshalle...}
"...death is but cease to be the same"
-Ovid, Metamorphoses, Book XV
What is a name?
That which we call a rose
By any other name would
smell as sweet.
-William Shakespear
{-Romeo in Romeo and Juliette, Act 2, Scene 2}
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?
{-Edgar Allen Poe}
.::Cult Banners::. 
Subway To Sally
Modulate
Opiate for the Masses
Marilyn Manson
Neon Synthesis
Collide
VNV Nation
Azam Ali
Soil
Malice Mizar
Moi de Mois
Dimmu Borgir
System of a Down
Theory of a Deadman
Star Industry
E Nomine
ASP
Otep
Mushroomhead
Powerman 5000
Stromkern
The 69 Eyes
Deathstars
Seether
Alice in Videoland
The Cruxshadows
Mind in a [Box]
Disturbed
Korn
P.O.D
Linkin Park
Puddle of Mudd
Trapt
The Last Dance
The Bled
Static-X
AC DC
Three Days Grace
Black Sabbath
Ozzy
Rob Zombie
Stutterfly
Sound Guard
Evanescence
Mudvayne
Adema
Crossfade
Linp Bizkit
Metallica
Van Halen
Sound Garden
Atreyu
Quiet Riot
Flyleaf
Taproot
White Stripes
Thousand Foot Krutch
Avenged Sevenfold
Killswitch Engage
Fuel
Chevelle
Nickleback
Audioslave
Incubus
Nine Inch Nails
Saliva
Hell Yeah
Buckcherry
Godsmack
Uffie
Stone Sour
Nirvana
