The best way to really get to know a person, is not by reading an introduction to them, or to view this or that. "It takes moments to read this, or hear something. But it takes a lifetime to get to know the person behind those words".

Thats something thats best lived by. For ages and ages, It has been helpful. As other quotes here and there.

Through out time, I have always wanted what others have. But as the time passes, this has changed. Through friendships, experiences, lost loved ones and more. Lessons has been taught that it is better to accept, and to enjoy what is there. Then you will always have what has been wanted. Never needing anymore.

At times its hard for me to not be egotistical, arrogant, and ignorant, tempermental and childish lost into the current situation. And worst of all, the words of sarcasm spat from the mouth that happen go too far. As much as this is attempted to be avoided. The struggle goes on as failure overrules my attempts.

In the spare time that is found between college and a pseudo child to be considered my own, One can find me either watching MassageNerd@youtube, Learning more about Self-awareness/Mindfulness or mostly reading on Computer Repairs and Technology.

A few last words to create a character of persona. If you watch the tv series Life, Scrubs and Psych. Alot of the wisecracks, sarcasm and odd sense of speaking comes from the characters Detective Charlie Crews (life), Dr Cox (Scrubs), and Shaun Spencer (Psych).
Other influences that explain my awkward behavior would be classic cartoons from the 80s and 90s era. Such as Looney Toons, Animaniacs, Bonkers and more.

You will not be punished for your anger, but by your anger

Anger ruins joy, steals the goodness of my mind, forces my mouth to say terrible things. Overcoming anger brings peace of mind, leads to a mind without regrets. If I overcome anger, I will be delightful and loved by everyone.

We our shaped by our thoughts; we become what we think. When the mind is pure, joy follows like a shadow that never leaves.