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"I may taste sweet, but don't let that fool you."
Status: I hate not being surrounded by my friends almost as much as i hate being surrounded by retards >_>
Sex: female Age: 16 Location: New York, New York, United StatesMember since: August 04, 2008 Account: Free Account Orientation: BisexualStatus: Single and lookingOccupation: Party planner, and crasher :]
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NAME- Sarah NICKNAMES- db, the happy emo, betch, & almay CULTURAL BACKROUND- 1/2 czech, 1/4 scotish, 1/8 german, & 1/8 native american APPEARENCE DETAILS- really white, blue eyes, pretty tall, new eyebrow piercing, & my hair is a light red/brown on the top layer, nd darker on the bottom. I AM A- gothic bitch, song writer, award winning softball player, evil sister, funny friend, student, music addict, small time gay rights speaker, spiritual guru, nd just a general nutbag. Myspace Layouts - Myspace Editor - Hot Comments - Image Hosting
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Hope became a lost cause To survive I followed laws But they were mostly my own As sleepless nights and videos have shown And my only line of defense From myself was losing all of my common sense I hid my pain with drunkenly joy I let myself be the devil’s toy In my eyes there is no wrong there is no right Everyone’s just looking for a fight Open your eyes creatures of the night I know it burns but you’ve got to see the light I’ve wondered all my life What should I do with this knife Should I cut out my own heart? Should I threaten them all for a new start? I’m tired of fading away Not caring for what I do or what I say Cause I’m not proud of the things I’ve done But I know I’m not the only one In my eyes there is no wrong there is no right Everyone’s just looking for a fight Open your eyes creatures of the night I know it burns but you’ve got to see the light So I’m going to walk into the light Knowing I survived the night And to keep my mental health I’ll learn when to fight Cause to quarrel with reason Would be treason And I’ll no longer betray myself In my eyes there is no wrong there is no right Everyone’s just looking for a fight Open your eyes creatures of the night I know it burns but you’ve got to see the light In the end my heart May not be whole But it fell apart To save my soul It’s all about the compromise And being able to smile at the sunrise HTML colour text
I woke up this morning And felt him by my side And I pulled out that smile That I just can’t hide And it didn’t fade away Oh when I had the guts to say I know your not here And yet I feel you near Even though his ghost keeps me up at night It lets me know everything’s alright Cause if I can’t heal At least I can feel Winter is here but I Can’t get any colder And it feels like betrayal cause I’m getting older Without you, without hope Your stuck in June and I can’t cope Cause you wouldn’t stay To watch us fade away Even though his ghost keeps me up at night It lets me know everything’s alright Cause if I can’t heal At least I can feel Sometimes I wake up and scream Why can’t you let go But I know I’m the one clinging to his soul Pretendin to be whole Cause I can’t accept Cause I won’t accept That he couldn’t stay To watch life fade away And today would be the day He’d be legally free If he had decided to stay with me But he’s long gone And I’m supposed to move along It’s the same old song It’s the same old song HTML colour text
Holding onto him Living for his voice For his touch And when he left, i lived knowing he was there and at least he used to care And oh, i know Its not fair for you Oh i wish there was something I could do What am i waiting for What am i holding onto Who am i living for I wish i could say it was you But don't go I like it when your here I feel better when your near I live day by day Second by second Surviving For other's sake I am better now, but not whole Cause you try to heal my soul And oh, i know Its not fair for you Oh i wish there was something I could do What am i waiting for What am i holding onto Who am i living for I wish i could say it was you But don't go I like it when your here I feel better when your near I know how you feel about me I also cant' stand for us to part Your my grip on reality But i can't fool my heart I still have trouble saying his name And it proves that things will never Be the same But you lessened the bleeding Now you've got me pleading Please don't go Please don't go I need you so I never meant to use you Never meant to abuse you Can't you see For reasons as selfish as can be I can't lose you Too I like it when your here I feel better when your near And when you try to understand When you take my hand I think, what am i waiting for? And when you let go I simply don't know What i am living for And oh, i know Its not fair for you I wish there was something I could do HTML colour text
Three little words You just had to say Three little words That I think about everyday Can’t sleep, but my worries keep me company Its late, and I’m strumming my guitar Trying not to wake the neighbors Yet make use of all these feelings But no, its not easy To translate hope and fear Into the type of music Someone can hear So tonight Lets not discuss our happy ever after Cause in the end of the day Once we Listen to the music of our laughter What is there left to say Three little words You just had to say Three little words That make me doubt if I should stay I need some time to figure this whole thing out I wonder why your not satifised Why make things more complicated When things are perfect as they are What is love all about I don’t get it, I’m lost Sure it shows your affection But at what cost So tonight Lets not discuss our happy ever after Cause in the end of the day Once we Listen to the music of our laughter What is there left to say Three little words That took the innocence away Three little words I couldn’t make myself say But when our hands intertwine There are no words that can define These feelings of mine You should already know If you take my hand, I won’t let go But don’t expect me to say so Cause sure I‘m afraid we’ll fall But I’ll take my chances On what unspoken romances Can bring Cause in the end of it all Words don’t mean a thing So tonight Lets not discuss our happy ever after Cause in the end of the day Once we Listen to the music of our laughter What is there left to say No, there are no words I can find That are proper to say I bet you have three words in mind But what do we need words for Baby, we’ve got more Don’t expect me to say so But if you take my hand No, I won’t let go HTML colour text
This is the story of a little girl Stuck in her little world Trying not to love Just trying not to hate But she had no control over Her own fate She claimed he wasn’t the guy for her I said he was, but I conquer Cause its all happened before You get what you need But you want more And yes, she’s special She’s not just ‘some girl at the mall’ But then again Love fools us all And its not like she had a choice She doesn’t have a choice But he said she said She said he said That’s the end of a relationship I should have known all along That this was the story of a love gone wrong This is the story of a little boy Stuck in his little world Trying to find What he was looking for But what that is he is No longer sure He likes this girl, she likes him too But what’s next, he doesn’t know what to do Doubt turned to suspicion And suspicion turned to hate Towards his soul mate And he couldn’t stand it He said he had to let her go And yet he Still loved her so And its not like he had a choice He doesn’t have a choice But he said she said She said he said That’s the end of a relationship I should have known all along That this was the story of a love gone wrong I am her friend I am his friend And as far as I can see It was truly meant to be But no one can accept When something good happens to you To you So you better hold him tight So you better hold her tight And don’t you let her go And you know You love him so But he said she said She said he said That’s the end of a relationship I should have known all along That this was the story of a love gone wrong They could have worked it out It didn’t have to be this way But this isn’t where the story ends Cause then he said The worst things he could say Yes, he asked her Can we still be friends? HTML colour text
I know we’ve all been down on our luck But I have no luck to come down from Surprisingly, the bartender gives me some coffee I say, that’s not what I ordered, can’t you see I ordered yet another round So tonight I can sleep fairly sound He replies, one more drink and you’ll be found Passed out on the cold hard ground Then I slur, please Wake me up from this nightmare before it begins to unfold Tell me it was all a lie, everything I was told And get me one more drink as I recite the alcoholic’s code For I’m just another lost traveler On this dark road The bitter cold coffee burns as it goes down my throat Then I turn to quickly leave and get my coat The bartender calls out to me You better play this bill and don’t plea Cause if you commit even one more sin Heaven isn’t going to let you in Then I slur, please Wake me up from this nightmare before it begins to unfold Tell me it was all a lie, everything I was told And get me one more drink as I recite the alcoholic’s code For I’m just another lost traveler On this dark road As security pulls me to the floor I scream no more, no more I’ll stay here tonight And do dishes by dawn’s early light I’ll stay, I’ll stay I’ve got nowhere to go anyway Just wake me up, tell me it was a lie Get me a drink, while I cry Wake me up from this nightmare before it begins to unfold Tell me it was all a lie, everything I was told And get me one more drink as I recite the alcoholic’s code For I’m just another lost traveler On this dark road Oh, I know we've all been down on our luck But I have no luck to come down from... HTML colour text
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Labels. They imply limits. I dont have limits. I'm not goth, emo, punk. I'm just Sarah.
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The VP music player contains some songs i thought were pretty good by small bands here on VP- The playlist.com music player contains some of my favorite artists-
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