My name ,Damned . Haunted, this lovelorn heart of mine ,Shredded sewn up and scarredover . Lips, chafed pursed from blowing eyelash wishes to the wind .
Status: 'don"t say a prayer for me now ,save it till the mourning after . [View Updates]
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Profile:im hair stylist/makeup artist . I love what I do !!! leaves me a lot of room for indivdual expression . I like talking to and sharing ideas and getting to know people at work and making them feel fabulous about themselves . I had teacher that always said " fake it ,till you make it " and you,ll get where you wannna be . might seem stuck up or moody, mean to some, but I assure you ' im not !! ( O.K I admit !! I Rock a tough attitude some time,s but i,ve earned it . i,ve had a tough ass life !!! so repect means a lot to me ,you give respect to get respect . but now as i,ve gotten older and wiser ,ive only grown stronger .I see these trials and tribulations as all part ov my personal soul journey . as a way ov growing and evolving AND man I can tell ya , I,VE LEARNED A HELL OV A LOT .im pretty down to earth ,I care a lot about my freinds and loved ones .im kind and considerate . but just dont try to play me you,ll regret it !!! I don,t like disapointing anyone ,but I can,t please everyone . I can only be me .not every ones gonna agree with my lifestyle or the choices I make in my life or even "get" what my whole being is about . most people are way to blind an superficial to see past it, some people can,t seem to wrap there head around the fact I have no hidden agenda ,I dont like playing games. I just like to concentrate and keep to myself at times... life can be stressful. so I look for a healthy outlet to decompress and wind down, just take a moment clear my head and meditate ... so I can also be quite content just being quiet at times. im very talented in that I like to do my best at everthing I do...it,s do or die!! nothing is done half way maybe I have my o.c.d tendencies to thank for that also makes me an awsome lover haha . I like to have fun an love to laugh,and let loose and party . but also have a serious side and a side that just likes to be chill . music of course ...got, s to be LOUD !! darkwave, industrial, blackmetal, 80, s dance, dark electro, deathrock, punk, post punk, cyberpunk, batcave, newwave the darker, the more agressive the better to dance to ! im an independent who paves her own path ,but you can, t go through life alone Truth and love are my law and worship; Form and conscience my manifestation and guide; Nature and peace are my shelter and companion; Order is my attitude; Beauty and perfection are my attack. ... the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes awwwww!!!! - jack kerouac Death--the last sleep? No, it is the final awakening. -walter scott Somewhere there waiteth in this world of ours For one lone soul another lonely soul, Each choosing each through all the weary hours, And meeting strangely at one sudden goal, Then blend they, like green leaves with golden flowers. Into one beautiful perfect whole; And life's long night is ended, and the way Lies open onward to eternal day. - Edwin arnold Love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing to draw blood in its defense. Love is a beautician. It can create beauty, but also illusion. True love is natural beauty. Everylasting, and never fake. - Sarah Bianchi If love be rough with you, be rough with love. Prick love for pricking you and beat love down. - William Shakespear Last night you were, unhinged. You were like some desperate, howling demon. You frightened me. ...Do it again. - Morticia Addams He who fights monsters should look into it that he himself does not become a monster. When you gaze long into the Abyss, the Abyss also gazes into you. - Friedrich Nietzsche "...why I'm so sympathetic to the monsters. The answer is simple. Because I am one." - Laurell K. Hamilton The price of self-destiny is never cheap, and in certain situations it is unthinkable. But to achieve the marvelous, it is precisely the unthinkable that must be thought
Likes:music , creating , , nightlife , solitude and complete darkness , pvc , dancing , vinyl , traveling and culture , Mo,s..I mean homo,s not mohawks ..jizz kidding ! , wine , Thunderstorms , Oohh.. LIGHTNING !!! coffee , coffins , black metal , candles , dark romantisism , red wine , color contrast , disco balls , boys that wear make-up , darkwave , sewing , desighning , drawing , club kids , dancing ... dancing..... dancing , did I mention dancing ?!? dyeing hair , cutting hair , dragqueens, me being a faux - toe queen in all , make -up, make- up , make -up and more make- up , boys that wear more make up than me photography , working on my portfolio , spicy food (if your nose dosen,t run .. it,s not hot enough !!! ) beer, jAgermeister, popcorn ,coffee , diet rockstar ,TAB .. sometimes Monster, Unicorn,s and rainbows...yeaa bitches !!! ballet and the Opera , boys in girls clothing ,queer-do,s , halloween candy having Really weird dreams , chai tea , bats , cats , rats , autumn , nature , the changing of fall foliage
Dislikes:rude uncouth pretentious pompous know-it-all,s hente pendehete
Favorite Music:London After Midnite . Anorexia nervosa . belfegor. dawn of ashes. unternull. Christian death . Razed in black . cradle of filth . moonspell . night wish . dirty sanchez . skinny puppy . wham !. type o negative . poison .culture club . boy george . specimen . suspiria . bauhaus . covenant. aliensexfeind. kmfdm . ministry. cindy lauper. kylie minogue. ficherspooner. Corpus Delicti. Two witches . mephisto walz . nosferatu . erasure . prince . Combiechrist . motley crue . the cure . nin . crass . G.B.H . danzig . old - fits . L.E.S stitches . Nekro-mantics .horror pops . Straycats .deadkennedys. Filth. Endless struggle .CRASS .duran duran . manson . depeche mode . switch blade symphony . dead or alive . madonna .VNV nation. velvet acid christ. wumpscut .nitzer ebb . ladytron . bile . genitorturers . hocico . Rosseta stone . bauhaus . therion . merciful fate . king diamond . sisters of mercy. the vaselines . handel .dimmu borgir . behemoth . burzum. Satyricon. immortal . aww,yeah and more of that ... heh !