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Latest Journal Entry: deadly August 14, 2011, 02:58am
Profile: let my start by saying im not a bitch but if your not going to read what i have to say then leave now and dont come back i have more then just pictures. im shara i was born into a world of drugs, drinking, and a world where its was ok for a man to beat a woman. if you have a heart leave now, i dont do the im sorry and you poor thing keep it. i as born 1988 my mother at that time had my mother had three kids i was dropped off at my grandmothers house two days later. with my now 26 year old sister, so my mother could go get hih mother hood at that time was to much. she knocked on the door an left us there like homeless cats. my two now 22 and 21 year old brothers were taken by my so called father. i was going to this skool where i became a bully be was always bigger then everyone four ears of figthing a taking over (when i look back on my life i wouldnt change who i was or who i became)like a mob boss or something. no im not bragging that was my life. i did find out i had brothers until i was seven, thats the first of many smacks across the faces, lol, (it was over a sonic game). he told me and my sister not to touch anthing that didnt belong to us. my oldest brother tryed to touch me in my sleep , to this day no one knows but me and you. we finilly started skool in this new town a things were ok for a week until i saw my mother being beaten an rapped because she said she was to tired. thats where the hate an anger started i made a priomse to my self i would kill him. i became a dark soul filled with hate an a need to hurt people not seeing i was becoming the man hated more then anything in the world. lets fast forward i bit four years i was beanten over 100 times an thats just cord. ive had brooms, belts, spoons, plats, spoons, shoes, sticks , look you name it i was beat with it. i found a black cat and took it home i named it midnight the son if a bitch throw it down a flight of stairs it was a baby. he beat me like there was no tomorrow i went to skool and couldnt sit down. i tryed to kill him that day n got my nose broke. lets fast forward two years i was sleep in bed i got chocked out of it be my brother eat his food an he thought i did it. i pulled me by my hair to the table an beat me until the first time in my life my mother stepped in, then he beat her then rapped her an left her there he waked away while he yelled :make me something to eat bitch: and she got up i ran to her an put my amrs around her an she just walked away. i listen to the music i listen to because it helps me forget all of that am i dress the way i do because i love my self that means every pound and roll im not asking my to like me to hell with what you think and yes i have a one year old thats a differ story btw yes their still together yes i have been put in a phy-ward a stay jacket and tied to a bed rapped and jumped but im still here goth isnt just a word a look a fad its a way of life you are or your not my im not bragging about being a fucking bully im giving a small chance to know what my life was like and how i tuned out. lets get to 2010. im a single mother of a very smart an handsome 16 month whom id give my last breath for. he plays basketball, hopefully football like me and he runs a lot. my son Christopher Alexsander Hall was born Jan 5 2009 at 6:21 am he was 9pds and 7oc. his grandmother is one of the best ever she is a bitch to everyone but her grandson its great. he hates to be picked up unless hes sleepy. a couldnt ask for a better child. oh he fights now to thanks to my bad ass nephews. i live for ma son he is my world. email is shara_hall@yahoo.comLikes: my boyfriend Dotego Hellsing the love of my life rings any where mostly around the lip area art music any sometimes love sex being tied up and blind folded any who ask dont be a pussyDislikes: fake mother fuckers who dont take me fa real or what im about good guys i hate any no who pretend to be something they not u may think your my type your not i hate someone who gets big headed for nothing look you may think your the shit but your not i feel for any who kisses ass because they think its gonna get them some where in life well news flash ITS NOT so pull ya heads out your ass an keep it real with me i will fine out if your lien or not i dont have a heart so dont think you can get to it you wont trust me if u dont have long hair go away i need something i can pull lolFavorite Music: any that takes away memoriesLink 3: http://shara_hall@hotmail.com
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