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(and my own personal journey through it all) 
There was one last party(at Dawn's) and of course I was drunk, but I
School started and the fair had arrived. once again she had returned
Me: Dude guess what. Ariel:what? Me:It's finally 2008!!! Ariel:I know right?It just hit me! Me:I know!I'm ready to get the fuck out of this town! (lol) here we are now... Ariel You are like my sister and you know your irreplaceable. We have gotten into so much shit together,and I couldn't have a better best friend.We have faced so many obstacles with people and events that I don't know what else could possibly happen. We make the worst situations hilarious and even if we did live in a cramped apartment in the middle of gangland on the 18th floor it's ours and we would make it comfortable(and of course a party spot lol). We may be 473 miles away from each other but, i'm only 7 hours away,and soon we will be able to party twice as hard as we usually do... We may be freaks. We may be psychopaths. We may be weirdos. but we don't give a fuck! It's just us being ourselves. Being real. Being twisted. Being naturally fucked up. It's our style,and we do it well. We are the Steve and Bob of our own scene. We are the James St. James and Micheal Alig of our own time One day were going to make history...hopefully All we have to do is wait for June 2009... What Ariel had to say... Jan 16, 2008, 10:45am omg bitch even though u read me this last night (i cried) i read it again and i'm tearing{sp?}up...we have been throught so much shit together but yet you are still there..i fucking love you for it. your the mac to my cheese being without you is like a stripper without an ass and a pimp without a ho most of all your the light in my life (as cheesy as that is) i can't wait until that beautiful day in June 2009 when we will be able to do whatever we want. i'm looking foreward to the long ass journey we have ahead..and we will deffinately make the best of it. and yes we can live in that apartment on the 18th floor as long as we lock the windows when we get drunk so we aren't tempted to jump out of them =] |
do have memory of it.It stormed that day then there was darkness,and she was gone.She had returned later that summer for a short period of time ,and I woke up at 7 in the morning to see her before she left... we hung out then she was was gone again I cried the rest of the day...
We stayed in touch and she called or texted me(and ran up my damn bill)lol everyday that summer.Then school started. New friends came and went. Good times began.Alot of stuff had changed but she had returned that November.My life was spiraling out of control and she was the only one who knew the truth about everything.I didn't even think I was going to make to the end of the month but, here I am.I was really sick. It was terrible. I'm not even exaggerating,But I got off my ass and I went to see her,and I hung out with her in 20 degree weather.
The next time around it was February or 2007! She was back and we hit Hastings(and we can't forget that night lol) or the fact that my hair was (blond,red,orange,and black)lol bad mistake I know.That was around the time "The Parties" began. There were so many I don't even remember one from the other.Summer came quick and we were out of school.I called her the first Sunday I was out hungover and I told her I think I was engaged again(come to find out I was it had happened earlier that morning in a bathroom lmao). Now that it was summer she had returned for an extended stay and we vowed to party. We partied our asses off lol and got a never ending chain of drama to go along with it. A lot of friendships abruptly ended due to all the lies but we stuck together, and didn't let anyone bring us down.
and we were ready to go out. We got cute and took a shit load of pics, and then we went out. We worked the scene as usual lol. It was great.
The year had passed by so fast. few months went by friends came and went and life was turned upside down. I thought the search for my soul mate was finally over, but it was only a complete mislead to a state that I thought would kill me. I'm grateful it's over. I needed time to find myself so I had more thinking to do than usual and a lot of forgiving. I must have had at least three moments of clarity through that period of time.It was the third week of December and she was back. We hit Hastings, ahh the nostalgia and exchanged gifts. She gave me a awesome shot glass and I gave her a M.S.I. CD. Were so cool lol.We partied later that week(trashed off our ass day),and it was already New Year's Eve which was great by the way. I don't remember the first week of January.I do remember the weekend.We decided to have
one more party while she was still here. I have to admit we partied pretty fuckin' hard. I blacked out a few times and well I don't recall half the shit that happened.It was awesome though...