random poems
this is the real me
THE DAYS WHEN YOU WANNA BREAK DOWN
THE TIMES WHEN YOU WANNA SCREAM
YOUR HEART BRAKES THAT WHICH YOU FACE
THE PROBLEMS OF THE FREE
BEHOLD THE REAL DREAM
THROUGH THE NIGHT I DREAMT OF YOUAND WHAT I SAW COULD NOT BE TRUE
IT WAS THE LIFE THAT LEFT SO SOON
THE ONE WHO DIED WITHOUT YOU
I AM FADING ALONG WITH HTE SUNSET
I AM DRIFTING FROM THE SUN
I AM RESTING BELOW THE GROUND
LET THE MOON COME AND WASH AWAY THE GUNS
TEARS FILL MY HEART
BLOOD DRIES INTO RUST
FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS SUBSIDE
ALL THATS LEFT IS DEATH
FEELING SAFE INSIDE
HIDING TO FAR FROM THE LIGHT
FALLINGFARTHER AND FARTHER INTO MYSELF
I BEGIN TO SEE THE PATTERN
THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN DO
SIMPLY STAY AWHILE
TELL ME NOW CAN YOU FEEL IT?
THE BLOOD WASHES AWAY AND THE TEARS FADE
THE SUN RISES ABOVE MY GRAVE
AND THE MOON FADES AWAY
monsters are comin for me
what do you like best about me?
what do you hate about me?
what draws your attetion most when we speak?
what do i say that cheers you up?
do you think im a bad person?
do you think im too nice?
do you think im preppy?
what catagory (label) would you give me?
what would you like to say to me but cant?
do you like me?
do you hate me ?
do you think i need help?
pain ad innocecne
no one knows who i really am
some days not even me
you all want to fix me
but no one can
everyone can try but its very unlickly to happen
try to save someone who doesnt want to be saved
then regret you ever made an attempt
do not feel bad i will thank you in the end
just know that you cant help those who dont want help
AN ORIGINAL BY ME
im sitting in the dark waiting for you to come
cant you hear my crying the screamings just begun
i sit in whithering torment saring at the gun
waiting for the response i know will never come
just gotta pull the trigger then it will all be done
i cant take my life so i'll settle for this hole
i will lace it between the lines and hopefully wont miss
even if i did you know you cant resist.
you show up an hour to late then you hold me in your arms
i swear its not to early to tell me the things you want
so you whisper in my ear that all this time you loved me more
then i stare at you in shock thinging something must be wrong
what i need
i only need one night to show you how i fell
only one kiss to send you to the stars
i only need one sound in my life and thats just to hear your voice
and only one persomn to make me feel things i could have never felt before
i only need one love and baby its yours i need
so hold onto me tonight i dont want to sleep
and kiss me until the end of time
our days re limited and our minds will begin to drift
if growing old means loosing everything but you
then i welcome it with open arms