I'm Awena, I was told it means poetry prophesy. I thought the name fit me since I write poems. The prophesy part I'm not so sure of. We all have moments of deja vu, I'm not different but I don't think I have prophesies. Each of us has their own personal beliefs. I believe in a multitude of gods and goddesses and call myself a wiccan. If you disagree with that option it's your right to do so. I'm currently attending college, I started fall '08 and will hopefully be done spring '12 but since I am undecided still it will probably take a little longer than 4 years. I still don't know where I want to go in life but I hope that what ever path I end up following it will be the right one for me. I've made some mistakes in my life already though I don't regret any of them exactly I do think that things could have happened differently. My past has made me into the person I am today so I can't regret it but there are days I wish I was someone else, that I could give advice on a situation rather than be living it. There are many amazing people in my life, one of the most amazing of them is my girlfriend, Amber. She is the sweetest person to have entered into my life and I love her. She's been so understanding of all my problems and has stood by me through so pretty hard times. Life gives us people who enter into our lives when we need them. I may not have expected to have her walk into my life but I think I needed her to. She is My Firefly I've been called a bitch on several occasions, I've been told I'm a man hater. I think I've just been affected deeply by my past. I've been harassed by men most of my life and it has affected me. I've dated assholes, been hit on by guys who don't know how to treat women. I've been treated like someone's whore, their personal sex toy. You'll have to excuse me if I am less than 100% respectful to men at times. It's much harder from them to earn my trust than it is for a girl.