My name is Noukka and that's the way I want to be called. You better remember it, because I have big plans. I'm a dreamer, but I'm oh so determined to make them come true. I want to make a change in the world, I want people to know who I am.
I am 15 years old, and afraid of the time passing by. I want to so much, I need more time than a life time. But trust me when I say I am going to be happy, I am going to do the things I want. I won't let anyone else besides me decide where I end up.
I have two sisters who I unconditionally love. The older one is more relaxed, she's the wise one. The other one is more wild, the party one. I am inbetween, which I'm currently fine with. I'm a little bit of everything, and very open to a lot of things. I'm flexible, but that also kind of means I'm not so good with sticking to choices.
I'm the kind of girl who changes her profile text and layout every month, if not more often. I'm the kind of girl who has this site put on purple, the next day pink, or maybe even yellow. My style changes, but I'm always me. I think I'm easy to recognize once you know me.
I live Amsterdam, by the way, and I'm quite happy with that. I can't imagine living somewhere with less activity, less houses, less bikes, less people. I like walking or cycling through the city, watching other people, the sun reflected in the water, yelling at tourists who aren't walking on the sidewalks, dumbasses. Rule number 1: When in Amsterdam, people on bikes are the ones you have to get out of the way for. Rule number 2: If you can't cycle, don't try to learn it here, it'll be your death.
Back to the point I was trying to make. I love Amsterdam, and I love the city, but I would be lying if I said I wouldn't want to live anywhere else. Like Canada, gosh, it's so gorgeous there. Or America, even though I've never been there... I really really want to go. Anyone buy me a ticket??
I like to smile, I like to be free from the boundaries other people put on you. I'm not so fond of most people, they always focus on the bad things, they take happiness for granted, and they are mostly hypocrites. Everyone is always saying how we should stop pollution, stop the fucking global warming. All words, hardly deeds. I'm a hypocrite too, I admit, I could do so much more against this all. But I unplug my rechargers when unused, just like the tv. And I don't really like cars, they smell.
There are so many things I want, I can't even sum them up. But I swear, I am going to do something about it! And quick, because at some point in your life, you've reached the moment where you are stuck to the choices you made before. And I need to do so much before that happens. Don't wake me up. I want to fly & live forever.
Hold your breath & fake a smile.
You can take the world on your shoulders.
[Echelon]
Likes
:)
× My sisters/
brothers-in-law.
× My nephew.
× My friends.
× HTML
× Happy music.
× Music that makes me feel understood.
× Music anyway.
× Saturdays.
× Cameras.
× Making Photo's.
× The days that I feel confident and that I can do basically anything.
× The Sound of Applause.
× To look nice.
× Seeing snow fall.
× Seeing rain fall.
× Rain.
× Recklessly wasteful.
× Enjoying the sun.
× Be carried by the wind.
× Writing.
× Starbucks.
× Talking.
× English.
× Philosophy.
× Drama.
× Laughing.
× My sisters.
× Having useless conversations.
× Laughing about my own thoughts & that no one else understands.
× Smiling and laughing.
× Cats.
× Listening to music and think about nothing else but the song playing.
× Listening to music with the headphones on, mp3 at the loudest and just × walking, keep walking.
× Skating.
× Being able to stand up strong after falling.
× Making up stories in my mind.
× Chocolate.
× Cookies.
× Ben&Jerry's.
× Museumplein.
× Dancing.
× Acting.
× Movies with Jared Leto or Johnny Depp or Julia Stiles.
× Jared Leto anyway.
× Getting home from school in the winter.
× Doing something good.
× Good grades.
× Being happy.
× Home alone and turn up the music real loud.
× Reading.
× Dresses.
× H&M.
× Smiling through my tears.
× Laughing at myself.
× Snowboarding.
× Surfing.
× Skiing.
Dislikes
:(
× Egocentric people!.
× Fighting with friends.
× Stupid browsers which don't display my HTML correctly.
× Dead animals.
× Needles in someones body.
× English people whose English has worse spelling than mine. Come on, people, it's not that hard.
× Long lines during shopping.
× That the shops are warm in the winter while you have this really warm coat on... It's very annoying.
× The word 'Definitely'. I've looked up the spelling a dozen of times. def·i·nite·ly. Thank you.
× Spiders.
× Flying insects. (Yes, that's a hell of a lot)
× Bad news on the TV.
× Losing.
× Failing.
× Chemistry.
× Okay, I like emoboys, I do, but I hate it when I can't ever see their eyes!
× When people are mad at me.
× Dissapointing and dissapointments.
× Hurting people.
× My low self-esteem at times.
× Yelling.
× Annoying myself.
× Getting dumped on msn.
× Feeling useless.
× See/Hear my friends feeling sad.
× Me being bosy, arrogant, jealous, mean.
× When it's too hot in the summer.
× Having a cold.
× Being ill.
× Watching TV at 1.00 AM.
× People who can't drive or park. Not that I can [yet]...
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3 Doors Down - 10 Years - 12 Stones - 12 Summers Old - 16th Avenue - 30 Seconds To Mars - the 69 Eyes
A The Academy Is... - Acceptance - Adema - AFI - Aiden - Alanis Morissette - Alexisonfire - Alkaline Trio - All American Rejects - the Almost - the Alternate Routes - Anberlin - Apocalyptica - Armor For Sleep - Ashley Parker Angel - the Ataris - Atreyu - Avenged Sevenfold - Avril Lavigne - Ayria
B
Bethany Joy Lenz - Billy Talent - the Birthday Massacre - Björk - Blindside - Blue October - Boys Like Girls - Brand New - Breaking Benjamin - Broken Social Scene - Buffalo Tom
C
a Change of Pace - Chiodos - Christina Aguilera - the Click Five - Coheed and Cambria - Cold - Coldplay - Collective Soul - Cradle of Filth - the Cranberries - Crossfade - the Cure - Cute Is What We Aim For - Cyndi Lauper
D
Damien Rice - Danny Elfman - Dashboard Confessional - a Day Away - Dead Poetic - Death Cab For Cutie - Deftones - Delain - Depeche Mode - Diary of Dreams - Dido - Disco Ensemble - Disney - Disturbed - Drop Dead, Gorgeous - Dry Cell
E
Earshot - Eels - Emery - Eminem - Enter Shikari - Escape The Fate - Evaline - Evanescence - Everytime I Die
F
Fall Out Boy - Fightstar - Fireflight - Flyleaf - Foo Fighters - Framing Hanley - the Fray - From First To Last - Funeral For A Friend
G
Garbage - the Get Up Kids - Good Charlotte - Green Day
H H.I.M. - Hawthorne Heights - Head Automatica - Helium Vola - Hellogoodbye - Hinder - Hoobastank - Hurt
I
Imogen Heap - Iron Maiden
J
Jack Off Jill - Jack's Mannequin - Jag Star - Jared Leto - Jem - Jimmy Eat World - Joan Osborne - Jordin Sparks
K
Kate Bush - Kelly Clarkson - Kidney Thieves - Kill Hannah - the Killers - Kronos Quartet
L
Lacuna Coil - Landon Pigg - Legion of Doom - Lestat - Letters to Cleo - Lily Allen - Linkin Park - Live - Lostprophets - Lush
M
the Magic Numbers - Maria Mena - Marilyn Manson - Marjorie Fair - Matchbook Romance - Matchbox Twenty - Metallica - Michelle Branch - Mozart Season - Muse - My Chemical Romance - My Dying Bride
N
Name Taken - Nickelback - Nightmare Of You - Nightwish - Nine Days - Nine Inch Nails - Nirvana - No Doubt - No Use For A Name
O
October Fall - OkGo - OMD - Only Seven Left - Orgy
P
Panic! At The Disco - Papa Roach - Paramore - Patrick Wolf - Pearl Jam - a Perfect Circle - Phantom Planet - Pink - Plain White T's - Poets of the Fall - the Postal Service
R
Radiohead - the Ramones - the Rasmus - Relient K - Rihanna - Rilo Kiley - the Rocket Summer - Ryan Cabrera
S S Club 7 - Saliva - Saves the Day - Scary Kids Scaring - the Scene Aesthetic - Secondhand Serenade - Senses Fail - Simple Plan - Skillet - the Smashing Pumpkins - Snow Patrol - Something Corporate - Spice Girls - Spitalfield - the Starting Line - Statepark - a Static Lullaby - Static-X - Stone Sour - Story of the Year - Sugarcult - Superchick - Swallow the Sun - Switchfoot
T
Taking Back Sunday - Tatu - Test Your Reflex - Theatre Des Vampires - TheBleedingAlarm - There For Tomorrow - Third Eye Blind - Three Days Grace - Thrice - Travis
U Underoath - the Used
V
Vanessa Carlton - Vaughan Penn - the Veronicas - Vertical Horizon - the Verve - the Verve Pipe
W Waking Ashland - Weezer - With Broken Wings - Within Temptation
Y
Yellowcard
Various
Lots of soundtracks & just random songs.
I have a lot of songs that I love, but that I dislike the rest of the music from that artist.