My name is Noukka. I am sixteen years old and I live in the Netherlands. I am half Dutch and half Danish. I live in Amsterdam, but do not plan on staying. I really want to go to America or Canada, or Denmark perhaps, anywhere but the Netherlands really.
I have two older sisters who I love very very much. One of them is married and has a son. He just turned one, and I love him. I would do
anything for him. I can't wait to see him grow up and to be there for him every step of the way. He's the perfect addition to my small list of favorite persons in the world.
I love photography. Like, seriously. I know that a lot of people seem to be saying that lately, but really, some of you have no fucking idea what they are talking about. I don't really want to study it, though. I think that it's better to study something where you really need a degree for in order to do something with it. Surely, studying photography could be beneficial, but with enough dedication and a bit of talent you can make money with it without degree.
Besides photography I also love making up stories, I'm a hopeless romantic. There's nothing wrong with my imagination, I am
always thinking. In a way, you could say I've got imaginary friends because the characters in my stories are mostly the same ones. I like them, I grew attached to them.
I also like other creative things, I like matching colors, putting things together. A recent "discovery" is HTML and CSS, I'm not that good yet, but I like it, and I like to spend time designing layouts and coding them. The mouse over image stuff you see below (that is, if you don't have a crap browser) took me quite some time to find the right code for it, but I'm also happy that it finally works now.
I'm a dreamer. There are a lot of things I want to do. I'm afraid of that moment in your life when you'll be stuck with the choices you made before. Right now, I want to study Psychology when I'm done with highschool. I want to do research and stuff, but honestly, I can't see me doing things I like, and the things I like better. I also want to be an actrice, or a director perhaps, but I'm afraid that I might not be good enough, and that I won't make enough money to live properly. It's such a harsh business, so much competition and so much money going round that it could easily miss you.
Anyway, I like to ramble, as you may have noticed. I'm generally a nice girl, and I am pretty smart. My English is pretty damn good, but sometimes I lack the words I want to use and then the sentence comes out weirdly. I'm confident but insecure at the same time. I know that most people think I'm pretty, and I hardly give any reason for people to dislike me, however, I'm not always sure whether they think I'm nice to talk to. I'm afraid to start a conversation or add someone suddenly to my friends for the simple reason that I feel like I'm pushing myself or my friendship on to you, while you might not want it. I don't trust people to tell me straight out what I'm like, because everyone is pre-judged.
Talk to me though, if you'd like to. I'm not afraid to talk back, could be a bit slow though. Comment if it's not a real personal message, but inbox me if it is and you plan to make is a long conversation. You can add me on MSN if you like, but no, I don't have a webcam, so if that's all you want, gtfo. skipaheartbeat[at]hotmail.com but please tell me that you've got it from here and tell me your (user)name or something. Introduce yourself, I kinda don't like to talk with someone who I don't know AT ALL.
