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"What am I going to do with my life?"
The breath catches in my chest...
I don't know what to tell him.
He's pleading and begging for me to answer him...
But for some odd reason
I cannot console him.

It's been six long months since I've heard his voice
Six long months that I've taken the time
To let my heart heal.
I have no compassion anymore.
"I've always imagined you as a teacher -
a person who actually gave a fuck..."

"I only gave a fuck about you."
Why now? Why now? Why are you doing this now?
The man that I envisioned spending the rest of my life with...
The man that I thought I could share my everything with..
My first - the one that I thought would have been my only...
Why are you doing this to me now?

I'm over you -
Stop begging.
I'm done with you -
When will you stop chasing me?

It's been nine months since that phone call...
Nine months since I thought my head was going to explode.
I'm done with you
I have no feelings for you at all.
Too bad that your feelings will never change.

I was trapped in that unhealthy relationship.
I was the shit on the bottom of the shoe.
The only reason that I don't miss you - and that you miss me
Is because I was the one that was treated like shit
While you were treated like royalty.

Why don't you come a little closer.?
I have some things I need to show you...
I want to show you every part of me.
It's something nobody else has seen.

And I have never felt like this before.
I have never felt this safe in someone's arms.
And I can't help but imagine...
Your skin against mine...

It's something that I've needed from you
It's something that we've gotten close to...
It's something that I've dreamed about for a while...
And I can't wait to make it a reality...

And I have never felt like this before.
I have never felt this safe in someone's arms.
And I can't help but imagine...
Your skin against mine...

Hearts beating -
Next to eachother.
I'm breathing -
But barely enough.
I'm screaming -
And begging you for more.
And I
have never felt like this before.

I never want you to leave me...
I just want to hold on to this feeling.
I can't imagine myself without you
And I don't feel anything when I'm
not around you...

Why don't you come a little closer...?

And time and time again it never seems to change.
You swing around in this childish game.
This lack of self-respect is driving me insane.
There's nothing new it's always the same.

It's funny how you expect the least of me.
It's not right because you'll never see the real me.
You take no chances you'll just make your judgments.
That's ok, because I don't want to be accepted.

So talk your shit and I can't say that I'll care
There's so much more to me than you have ever seen.
I just want to take the time to make one thing clear...
I'm more of a fucked up beauty queen then you'll ever be.

It's funny how you expect the least of me.
It's not right because you'll never see the real me.
You take no chances you'll just make your judgments.
That's ok, because I don't want to be accepted.

You'll keep running your mouth despite
The fact you don't know anything
I find your ignorance endearing
I can't help but laugh because you'll never be right.
Your shit talking will never change a damn thing.

Spit it out doll
Because you'll never get another chance.
Correct yourself girl
Because you're not correct.
Straighten your back, now.
Otherwise they'll think you're sloppy.
Fuck, you've messed it up -
Let's start from the beginning.

Remember,
That it's never good to be happy with yourself.
The only opinion that matters is someone else's.
Remember,
That you're never going to be good enough.
Not until you've hit ninety-five pounds.
Remember,
That you're never going to be perfect until
You think exactly like they do.

Another mannequin on a stage of perfectly
Engineered men and women.
Clean cut, blond hair, perfect nose, blue eyes.

Quick!
Dye your hair!
Get the colored contacts!
Get the Rhinoplasty!
Arch your back to make your breasts bigger...
You'll never be accepted this way!

Haven't you seen what we've become?
There's no such thing as conventional beauty -
Well, at least anymore.
Congratulations, we're all plastic.
We all think a like.
We all look a like...
But we'll never fucking get along.



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