My name doesnt matter. And i hate filling these out so if you want to know something just ask
If i had one day left to live. And i spent it with you. Than everything will be okay. Cause baby i love you.
Just know this i
HATE People that act childish. It gets on my last effing nerves. I will never give in to a person that whines. Nor thank anyone should. Act your age and than you can have my attention. As well as its stupid as fuck to sit here and steal other peoples artwork or pictures.
I have 3 half brothers, 2 Step sisters, and 1 Step brother. In order from oldest to youngest would be Brandy, Kevin, Brad, Travis, Kayla, Chase. I also have a Handsome Nephew And Adorable Niece.
Brad and Travis are currently in the Army. Travis is stationed in Afghanistan, he will be home next month. Brad just got back from Korea and is now stationed in California. J.D., my uncle, just got back from Korea i dont know where he is stationed now. Jay and Dezzy are now in Iraq. Dezzy's husband is stationed in Colorado springs.
Who makes me smile
Jay
My Best friend in the world
Jay. I talk to him daily and everyday something different happens. Hes my best friend till the end. We have been through a lot and continue to stay strong as friends. With everything life throws at us we make the best of it and continue to be friends. I dont care if you hate him or are in love with him. Hes my fucking friend so fucking DEAL WITH IT! Jay is not a soldier. He is a fucking Marine and a proud parent of two adorable boys with one another one on the way. He has a stunning girlfriend named Staci. She is so fucking pretty. Hopefully they last a long as time. Though Jay is a blond, but it only makes things better. He gets stuck in weird positions literally. For example his head stuck in his shirt, while driving down the road, Foot stuck in car door, or my favorite, hand caught in the zipper of his pants. Like i said though he my best friend and a amazing guy i love this dude. He needs to get back to the states though so i can kidnap the kids : ) I mean babysit Xd Well you know what i mean. Your pretty much my fucking family dude. I love you forever Jay. You are my best friend for fucking life dude!
Travis
My brother is an amazing guy. Travis is in the army. He is truely my hero. He comes home next month and i cant fucking wait! i haven't seen him in flipping years. He has saved my life so many times i could never repay him back for it. He is one of my closest friends. He is the main reason why i got the tattoo i have now. Travis is the greatest brother anyone could ask for. He was my hero way before he joined the Army; to this day he continues to be my hero, as well as my American Soldier. Hes my family that i will never forget about as long as i live. And one of the few people i classify as family. I dont know what i would do without you. You have helped me get through a lot of shit when i was at Dads. And to this day you still look out for me. I dont know what i would do without you in my life. You know im always here for you. Sadly Mom and Dad dont get that. What is said between us stays between us : )
Bryan
This adorable guy is
Bryan. Hes amazing in every way you could imagine.
If there is one thing that i have learned lately is that i think about Bryan everyday that passes by. Even when i dont realize it i do it. When i talk to my close friends i talk about him. I love him so much. Hes one of my closes friends. I can talk to him about anything and he always cheers me up. I learned long ago that he had to wonderful kids. They are truly blessed to have him as there Dad. Im glad i met Bryan when i did. I cant imagine going on in life without him at least as a friend in some way.I have become close to Bryan and even fallen in love with him. Well that is no surprise at all, well if you know me that is. I would do anything for him and he knows that. I love him so much and that will
never change. I love him just as much as i did than. As most people know i did date Bryan once, and i wish it didnt end. But now we are just friends, and i wish there was a way that i could get a chance to be with him again. Even if i never do its never going to change the fact that im always going to be here for him when he needs someone to talk to. Or anything at all. Im honored that hes in my life, and that he is my friend. I wouldnt trade him for the world. Who knows maybe one day we can meet in person. One thing i love about Bryan, Is that he is who he is. He doesnt allow other people to try and change him. He is human he has flaws like everyone else, but that makes him such a better person than everyone else. Everything that he has told me i remembered, and the private shit we talk about stays that way. He is unique and amazing even though he wont agree with me for another 214453185 years thats fine with me cause every time we talk im not the one having to go to the restroom : ). Every time i have told you i loved you from the day we met till this very second that you are reading this i meant it every time. I love you and your girls you mean a lot to me. You best not ever change, or i will take all of your candy and
EYELINER.
I know i tend to fuck up a lot and probably make you mad at me. And i never mean any of it. I tend to try and push people away when everything gets hard to deal with. I dont want you to ever take any of it personal. Cause when i realize what i have done i feel like complete shit. and i try and fix it all. And i want you to know something. No matter what happens between us i will always love you and always think about you everyday till the day i die probably. You mean everything to me and i dont ever want to lose you. I love you way to much.
