She cant open her wings ..the one she painted black with the charcoal... from the fire that burned her dreams..The look of bewilderment upon all of their faces..They will never understand the pain and all of the disgraces..
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also just wanted to share this poem a friend wrote me..who is now with brandon lee lol/the rest of the angels..i miss them everyday..and little by little im breaking these chains off my wings..So i too can fly with them!!
http://cpics.vampirefreaks.com/T/Th/The/The_Crow/100198.jpg
a void grows within me everyday.
i feel myself slipping away.
will i drown or will i be merely washed away.
so many words i want to say,but i cant find the way
to pull them out of my soul,so for now i merely push them away.
Her crown of thorns...
She sat at the vanity table..
seeing her life unfold before her eyes as if a fable..
she grasped the bouquet of white roses..
the petals long past dead,the thorns dry and bitterly sharp
still stand firm..pulling it towards her chest tightly.
in between sobs her heart sinking,deeper pressing the thorns into her flesh..She screams in vain
laid across my heart is a crown of thorns.
With each breath the thorns dig in deep..
I smile now and pull them out one by one,
watching as the blood trickles out.
i contemplate whether to just leave the thorns around my heart..
a protective barrier perhaps??
http://www.mysticgames.com/famouspeople/JonathanDavis.htm
case 406 899 0046
man the machines
stand in line,your all one in the same.
I wont sell my soul to play your game.
So narrow minded baby your such a shame.
Got lost in your own lies,for fake fame.
Man the machines,man the machines,man the machines.
Your all clones,but this heart you cannot tame.
So go ahead carefully take your aim..
Ignite this restless heart aflame.
What you awaken will only be your blame.
Man the machines,man the machines,man the machines.
You cant wish away a demon that has already came.
Stephen King
:star2:star2:star2:star2:star2:star2
:star2No Matter How Many Enemies You Have.:star2
.:star2You Will Always Be Your Own Worst Enemy.:star2
:skullNo stranger i,to death.:skull
:skullHe lives with me each day.:skull
:skullHe tempts me with my grave,:skull
:skullAnd hides the price i*ll pay.:skull
as i lay dying,
you ask why are you cying.
because you are lying.
so all alone in the DARK,
i am dying,forever my heart will be crying.
i know you dont love me,you are only lying...
:star2:star2:star2
:star2:star2:star2
:star2No Matter How Many Enemies You Have.:star2
.:star2You Will Always Be Your Own Worst Enemy.:star2
:skullNo stranger i,to death.:skull
:skullHe lives with me each day.:skull
:skullHe tempts me with my grave,:skull
:skullAnd hides the price i*ll pay.:skull
as i lay dying,
you ask why are you cying.
because you are lying.
so all alone in the DARK,
i am dying,forever my heart will be crying.
i know you dont love me,you are only lying...
