I can't wait to be with you.

A city dissolving, the thread of your love in the headlights.
Is it safe now...will your arms be open?
I just have to kiss you...try and stop me.

It's dark in here, visions are flashing into my head as I reminisce my reoccurring dreams

So why don't you stay with me for a little longer...Come here boy.

I know that my face is only too familiar to your sleep
I can see it in your eyes and I can tell by your body heat
Why are you taking so long?
You need me to come and find you, honey?
set your mind at rest, let your dreams run free

You know I'm no stranger in your dreams...
Oh and I'm craving, I'm howling, I'm begging, I'm pleading
You're mine tonight, Oh yeah.
Oh and I'm waiting, I'm dying, I'm wanting and I'm needing
to show you the slut I am
where I'll be touching and holding, caressing and giving you
every fantasy , yeah
I've got you dreaming and lusting, I'm burning and praying
for more of this ecstasy.

Say goodnight and go.

Skipping beats, blushing cheeks, I am struggling.
Daydreaming, bed scenes in the corner café.
And then I'm left in bits, recovering tectonic tremblings.
You get me every time.

Why d'ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you.
Must you make me laugh so much?
It's bad enough we get along so well.

And you think you're alone.

We'll have drinks and talk about things, any excuse to stay awake with you.

Why's it always always goodnight and go? Darling, not again.

Distant flickering, greener scenery.
This weather's bringing it all back again.
Great adventures, faces and condensation.
I'm going outside to take it all in.

You say too late to start, got your heart in a headlock,
I don't believe any of it.

We're a different pair, do something out of step.
Throw a stranger an unexpected smile...with big intention.

Been walking, you've been hiding,
And you look half dead half the time.

I'll make you start, got your heart in a headlock.

Hide and seek.
Trains and sewing machines.

Oily marks appear on walls where pleasure moments hung before.
The takeover, the sweeping insensitivity of this still life.

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I don't believe you.

It's that time of year, leave all our hopelessness's aside, if just for a little while.
Tears stop right here, I know we've all had a bumpy ride.

Well you, quit kicking me under the table
I'm trying; will somebody make her shut up about it?
Can we settle down please?

Lie down.
Deep breaths.
Count to ten.
Nod your head.

Pour me another. Oh, don't wag your finger at me.

Doing everything by halves, got a real flare with excuses.
Meeting someone at the bar, where loose ends still have uses.

So what you say, we give it up and walk away? We're overrated, anyway.

We're kissing without kissing; got it down to a fine art.
Love's supposed to keep you young and frisky; we grew up and wide apart.

Not now, not ever, no, it's never a good time.
How will the good times ever roll along?
Comparing photos then and now, now and then. Just wondering...wondering...where it all went wrong.

The moment I said it, the moment I opened my mouth, lead in your eyelids bulldozed the life out of me.
I know what you're thinking, but darling you're not thinking straight.
Sadly things just happen we can't explain.

No I've never seen you like this. And I dont like it, I dont like it, I dont like it at all.

Trust me on this one, I've got a bad feeling.
Trust me on this one, you're going to throw it all away, with no hesitation.

Here's the day you hoped would never come.
Don’t feed me violence, just run with me through rows of speeding cars.
The paper cuts, the cheating lovers.
The coffee’s never strong enough.
I know you think it’s more than just bad luck.

Now, now, darlin’, Oh don’t lose your head, 'Cause none of us were angels and you know I love you.

When my body wants to go,
Tell me will my mind and soul live on and on forever.

Inside out, upside-down, twisting beside myself.

I feel a weakness coming on.

It's not meant to be like this, not what I planned at all,
I don't want to feel like this, so that makes it all your fault.

Don't make it harder than it already is, Mmm, I feel a weakness coming on.

Big trouble losing control,
Primary resistance at a critical low,
On the double gotta get a hold,
Point of no return one second to go.

No response on any level, red alert this vessels under siege,
Total overload, systems down, they've got control,
There's no way out, we are surrounded,
Give in, give in and relish every minute of it.

All these strings are attaching to me, and I cant find the scissors.
I'll untangle them, we're back in a knot.

To crawl through a brick wall,
Is hard to say the least.

Where's that peace of mind, that peace that made it easy?
Where's that simple day, that simply made it nice to be in.

Tired of the tyrants who only think they're the bee's knees.

It's easier to say yes than to say no to a fool.

Strip me bare, don't let me breathe.
Strip me to my skin.
Strip me so you can watch me clean off,
All these things I've been.
Strip me naked of these walls
Strip me of all my rules
Strip me boy and see how small I am without you.

Can you hear the sound of hysteria?

Welcome to a new kind of tension.

I am one of those melodramatic fools, neurotic to the bone, no doubt about it.

Sometimes I give myself the creeps.
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me.
It all keeps adding up, I think I'm cracking up.
Am I just paranoid? Or I'm just stoned.

Grasping to control. So I better hold on.

Read between the lines.

For what it's worth it was worth all the while.

I hope you had the time of your life.

There's nothing left to analyze.

A free for all. Fuck 'em all. You are your own sight.

I'll never do exactly what I want, and I'll sculpt my life for your acceptance.

With an angel face and a taste for suicidal.

It's comedy and tragedy.

This is a public service anouncement, this is only a test.

Can't quite tell just what it means to me.

Warning. Live without warning.

I'm just roaming for the moment.

I'm a loser and a user so I don't need no accuser to try and slag me down because I know you're right.

It's meant to be fun, and this just doesn't feel right.

The kids are in danger, they're all getting habits.

How can we start to tackle the problem, if you don't put your hands up and admit that you're on them.

Well if you can convince him, then I guess that's not cheating.

So your daughter's depressed, We'll get her straight on the prozac. But little do you know, She already takes crack.

Why can't we all, all just be honest, admit to ourselves, that everyone's on it.

Oh Jesus Christ almighty,
Do I feel alright? No not slightly.

Oh well I guess I mustn't grumble, I suppose that's just the way the cookie crumbles.

Oh yes, I'm fine, Everything's just wonderful, I'm having the time of my life.

I guess we stay doing what we do, screwing who we screw.

I'll take my clothes off and it will be shameless, but everyone knows that's how you get famous.

I don't know what's right and what's real anymore.
And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore.
And when do you think it will all become clear?
'Cause I'm being taking over by The Fear.

And that's what makes my life so fucking fantastic.

I am a weapon of massive consumption, and it's not my fault it's how I'm programmed to function.

Now I'm not a saint but I'm not a sinner.
Now everything's cool as long as I'm getting thinner.

Fuck you. Fuck you very, very much.

Do you get a little kick of being slow minded?

It seems that I can't shake those memories, I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

At first when I see you cry, yeah it makes me smile.
At worst I feel bad for a while, but then I just smile.

All those times that I said I was sober, well I'm afraid I lied.

I never wanted it to end up this way, you've only got yourself to blame.

Say what you say, do what you do, feel what you feel, as long as it's real.
I said take what you take, and give what you give, just be what you want, just as long as it's real.

You're no friend of mine girl, and I've known it for a while girl, you're just a waste of time girl.

What happened to the good old days? I was kinda hoping this was all a stupid phase. Who are you anyway?
I know you've heard this all before. I know some people who are calling you a whore.
Don't know you anymore.
I keep wondering.

I've got to make this life make sense.

I'm tired of living in the dark. Can anyone see me down here?

There's nothing left to lift me up.

I've seen this face once before and I dont think I can do this again.

And even though it hurt like it did, I couldn't let this be a goodbye.

Is there something here to believe or is it just another part of the game?

Im about to see just how far I can fly, surely your gonna break my fall.

But all the miles that separate, disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face.

I'm here without you baby but you're still on my lonely mind.
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time.
I'm here without you baby but you're still with me in my dreams.

I've heard this life is overrated but I hope that it gets better as we go.

I left my loving, forgot my dreams. I lost them along the way.

Those little things you say when words mean so much.

Why can't that be me?

All she wants is just that something to hold onto, that's all she needs.

If I go crazy then will you still call me Superman?
If I'm alive and well, will you be there holding my hand?
I'll keep you by my side with my superhuman might.

You took for granted all the times I never let you down.

Lately I'm so tired of waiting for you to tell me it's okay.

You can see that this broken soul is bleeding.

Forget your pain, watch me fall apart.

life’s a lot to think about sometimes when you’re living in between the lines.

And no one even cares to ask me why I feel this way.

She can't take much more of this but she can't let it go and that's ok, she don't want the world.

Without someone to hear her cry she slips off into a dream about a place to hide and that's ok, she don't want the world.

She just smiles, she don't want the world.

There's another world inside of me that you may never see.

Somewhere in this darkness there's a light that I can't find.

Roaming through this darkness, I'm alive but I'm alone.
Part of me is fighting this but part of me is gone.

Agony, will you cleanse this misery?

A loaded room, an empty gun.

Wash me down in all of your joy.
But don't drag me through this again.

The dreams I once had, now lay in bed.

It's been the worst day since yesterday.

Fallin' down to you, sweet ground.
Where the flowers, they bloom, well it's there I'll be found.

I don't eat I just devour.

Propelled through all this madness, by your beauty and my sadness.

I'm ugly and you know it, but you think that I'm a poet.
So I'll keep the rhyme if I feel in time, it gets me where I'm going.

And life leads me here.

Now I'm aimin' for heaven, but probably wind up down in hell.

Sing a song of sadness about the girl with the happy face.

Will I ever see your sunshine?
When I'm done playing it all.

Picture an ending before it's begun.

For once in this life I better do something right.

I'm caught in a world that won't stop burnin'.

Don't bury the voice that's not yet spoken.

The birds are screaming in my ears, drivin' me insane.

Pour me all your sorrows and I'll drink till you are dry.
I'll love you in the mornin', christ, I'll love ya till you die.

Fuck you, I'm drunk.

We find ourselves in the same old mess, singin' drunken lullabies.

The colour of her eyes were the colour of insanity.

But nothin' ever came from a life that was a simple one.
So pull yourself together girl and have a little fun.

I'd do you no wrong though no stranger to sin.

I'd give you my heart, if you gave me the truth.

Don't ask me more questions, don't fuck with my head,
Cause I've been down in this world, down and almost broken.

I am the burden of my everything.

I am the falling of my happiness.

I'm filthy. Wasted piece of shit. I am disgusting.

Leaving doesn’t seem so strange.

All alone I seem to break.

Scream at me again, if you like.
Throw your hate at me with all your might.
Hit me cause I'm strange, hit me.
Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder than me.

Hit me clown.

Keep holding on when my brain's ticking like a bomb.
Guess the black thoughts have come again to get me.
Sweet bitter words, Unlike nothing I have heard.
Sing along mocking bird, you don't affect me.

I can always say,”It's gonna be better tomorrow”.

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating.

This illness is like a monster that is eating us alive.

I'm feeling mean today. Not lost, not blown away. Just irritated and quite hated.

Why's everything so tame? I Like my life insane.

I'm feeling cold today. Not hurt, just Fucked away.

I tell my lies and I despise every second I'm with you.

So what the fuck is with you.

Your feelings, I can't help but rape them.

I don't know why I'm so fucking cold?
I don't know why it hurts me.

Why do I have a conscience? All it does is fuck with me.

Get your boogie on.

Increasing in pain with each passing day,
She can't even manage to stand on her own.

You can not fully live without knowing what you're here for right now.

The warmth of your embrace melts my frostbitten spirit.

Kiss the stars with me.

Ignorance is bliss, cherish it.

And fight the tears with pretty smiles and lies.

You can only move as fast as who's in front of you.

Under your stars tonight, we'll live and breathe this dream.

Perfect in weakness.

How can you look at me when I can't stand myself.

I'm tired, to be honest, I'm nobody.

Dying while I wait to die.

Just whisper, don't make a sound.

And when I think of all the places I just don't belong I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far

I don't belong here, we gotta move on, dear.
Escape from this afterlife

Give me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye.
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life.

Oh Lord, I'll try so hard but You gotta let go of me

So how long did I expect love to outweigh ignorance?
By that look on your face I may have forced the scale to tip.

It's hard to face but the fact remains that this is nothing new.

Selfish beneath the skin but deep inside I'm not insane.

No oasis here to see, the sand is singing deathless words to me.

Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn.
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own.
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.

Tomorrow might not make it but everything's all right.
Mental fiction follows me; show me what it's like to be set free.

I've been sane too long my vision's so unclear.

I feel it burn inside, burning me like the rising sun.

So don't worry, I'll be fine, when my life ends, I'll leave this scar.

There's nowhere to run and hide when you're living to die,
stuck alone inside your head.

I've made the change, I wont see you tonight.

As bottles call my name, I won't see you tonight.

A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free.

I don't know the answers, but neither do you.

Scream till there's silence.
Scream while there's life left.

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time.
But I'm too young to worry.

I'll do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done.
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you.

Play your game, and walk away, your integrity don't mean shit.

Label me, that's fine, I'll be somebody else.

My body's trashed and low, but to you I'll never show myself, or what's inside.

Two vibrant hearts could change.

I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me.

The light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so We cannot see to reach an end crippling our communication.

There was a time that the pieces fit, but I watched them fall away.

Cold silence has a tendency to atrophy any sense of compassion.

There is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves.

I'm sweating, and breathing, and staring and thinking, and sinking deeper. It's almost like I'm swimming.

Vicariously I live while the whole world dies
Much better you than I.

I'm breathing so I guess I'm still alive even if signs seem to tell me otherwise.

Choices always were a problem for you.
What you need is someone strong to guide you.

There's no love in fear.

nameless now, shameless now, nothing now, no one now.

Who are you to wave your failure fingers at me?
You must have been out your mind.

Weepin' shades of indigo.
Trapped without a reason.

My shadow's shedding skin and I've been picking scabs again.

I've been wallowing in my own confused and insecure delusions for a piece to cross me over or a word to guide me in.

I've been wallowing in my own chaotic and insecure delusions.

See my shadow changing, stretching up and over me.
Soften this old armor.
Hoping I can clear the way by stepping through my shadow, coming out the other side.

I don't want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive.

If the bombs go off, the sun will still be shining.
Because we've heard it said that every mushroom cloud has a silver lining.

Swallow a drop of gravel and blacktop 'cause the road tastes like wintergreen.
Wind and the rain smell of oil and octane mixed with stale gasoline.

I'll get ten minutes give or take
'Cause I just don't foresee myself getting drowsy when cold integrity keeps me wide awake.

I'll keep my helmet on just in case my head caves in
'Cause in my thoughts collapse or my framework snaps, it'll make a mess like you wouldn't believe.
Tie my handlebars to the stars so I stay on track
And if my intentions stray I'll wrench them away
Then I'll take my leave and I won't even look back.

swirl me around your room with feeling and as we twirl, the glow in the dark stars on your ceiling will shine for us,
as love sweeps over the room
'Cause we tend to make each other blush, you make me blush

For all my pals who live in the oceans and the seas,
With fronds like these well, who needs anemones?

Take me above your light.
Carry me through the night.
Hold me secure in flight.
Sing me to sleep tonight.

There's an underwater Ferris wheel where I found the missing link to this island chain.

I think dreamy things as I'm waving goodbye.
So I'll spread out my wings and fly.

Time together isn't ever quite enough.
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home.
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time.

When we're apart, whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time, all the time.

I can finally see that you're right there beside me.
I am not my own, for I have been made new.
Please don't let me go, I desperately need you.

Breathe and I'll carry you away into the velvet sky
And we'll stir the stars around and watch them fall away.

I am floating away lost in a silent ballet.
I'm dreaming you're out in the blue and I am right beside you.

Are you there? Or are you just a decoy dream in my head.

Late nights and early parades.
Still photos and noisy arcades.
My darling we're both on the wing look down and keep on singing and we can go anywhere

Leave my door open just a crack
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac.
Why do I tire of counting sheep when I'm far too tired to fall asleep.

It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep.
'Cause everything is never as it seems.

The stars lean down to kiss you and I lie awake and miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.

I'll doze off safe and soundly but I'll miss your arms around me.
I'd send a postcard to you, dear 'Cause I wish you were here.

I'll watch the night turn light-blue but it's not the same without you.
Because it takes two to whisper quietly.

The silence isn't so bad til I look at my hands and feel sad,
cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly.

But drenched in vanilla twilight I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist-deep in thought because when I think of you I don't feel so alone.

I'll forget the world that I knew but I swear I won't forget you.
Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear; Oh darling, I wish you were here.

All my life I wish I broke mirrors, instead of promises;
Cause all I see is a shattered conscious staring right back at me.

Oh, please be done; how much longer can this drama afford to run?

Fate looks sharp, severs all my ties and breaks whatever doesn't bend.

It hurts just to wake up,whenever you wear me thin.
Alone on the outside, so tired of looking in.
The end is uncertain, and I've never been so afraid.
But I don't need a telescope to see that theres hope, and that makes me feel brave.