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Benji
Okay so lately I been pretty darn happy with how things have
been with me and just my life in general. I'm with pretty
much the most amazing guy ever. Sure things could be better.
Like we could be much closer but I'm moving by him around
Janurary or Feburary. I am hoping I can see him this summer
at least once. If everything works out on his and my end
though there is a possibility. If not I will just have to
wait. I've liked this guy for maybe two months now. He's
always been great to talk to. Now all we do is talk to one
another, lol. I can't recall a time when we argued with one
another. Probably because we have yet to, lol. I just hope
it stays that way when we meet though. I tend to be quite
annoying, haha. We are one month away from being four years
apart in age. To me age never been something I looked at but
he has so yeah that kind of worried me at first. He is one
of the very few guys I know who are just so dang sweet and
amazing. I been with one great guy before but that was about
three years ago. The rest were just whack jobs, lol. Benji
I doubt would be anything like any of the assholes I dated
so I am really glad I started talking to him. I hope that
things only get better when we meet. Which I'm sure they
will. He makes me so happy even when I'm upset. It's like
I can't be upset when I'm talking to him, lol. He's on my
mind pretty much all the time. Even if we don't work out
in person and just end up being friends, I will still be so
happy so just be around him but I think we'll do just fine.
If I could I would move up there now and be with him but I
don't see a way that, that is possible at the moment so I'll
just have to be patient. Which is very hard for me to do. I
just care about him so much. I'd love to be able to meet in
person, and somewhere down that road, get a place with him.
Yeah, it's rushing ahead but that's what I would love to
have happen to us. We talked about certain things and I do
not see how that'd happen, lol. But I would love for it to. So I
ll just be waiting for when it does.
Anywho, I love this guy. He's so amazing. Even if we havn't
meet in person yet I can already tell he's an amazing guy.
I love you hun. <3
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