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Well Darlin; I decided to re-write this again, I fucked up the last one Its like the 4th of August at 3.48am witch makes it 8months, 4days, 3hours and 48mins since you died. It feels like longer, alot longer This summer has been weird without you, its like everyone but me has forgotten you. I'll never forget you babe How could i? We've never been apart for this long hun Its seriously hard I never thought i would be without you Guess I was wrong huh? Member tryin to go horse riding at like 1am when you lived on the farm? Fuck that was a stupid idea Or me gettin knocked over mt a fuckin donkey!!! The old farm house was cool...a lil freaky though but still cool Or when we went to inish-boffin The sky was so clear, not like dublin huh? I just relized...I have really bad luck with horses I fuckin' fell off the one over there! I miss you baby... I never thought anything could hurt this much I really wish you were here right now To be able to get a cuddle off you would be amazing I'm so scared I'll forget the sound of your voice, or the way you smelled, or how I would feel so safe wrapped in your arms like nothing and no one could ever hurt me <3 You really are and always will be amazing And no matter who comes into my life No one will ever take your place baby i mean it No matter what happens you'll Always be my bestfriend and Prince Paddy..I really love you, I always have and I always will I'm so so so sorry for every fight we ever had and every bad word I ever said to you I wish I had listened to you that night You would still be here if I had I know its my fault your gone babe I'll never forgive myself R.I.P. Paddy O'Brien Gone But Never Forgotten My Prince And I'll Always Be His Princess I Miss You... And... I Love You... Always And Forever... Forever, For life |