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(I want to die sometimes....) I feel cold metal at my temple, At least it ain't a pimple. The hammer slides back, Soon someone's gonna get whacked. What's that you say, It's time to pay. Oops, pulled the trigger, It's okay, I never liked my figure. Aww, pathetic me that's drool, In my own blood pool. Suicide may not be the answer. But it sure seems like fun. Why don't you join me. Just pick up the gun when I'm done Downed some phenegrin pills, Hope you've made out your wills. Is that Jack gotta get that, Don't Drink beer, it'll make u fat. Where's my mirror and line of coke, God, its really easy to self choke. Can't find the Tylenol bottle, Headed at the cliff full throttle. Tie up my arm, morphine injection time, I'm a monster, a demon, maybe even a mime. He Steers (No Direction for me to in life....) Curve my addiction to misery, how would you like some tea. Craven a world not here, If I died would you shed a tear. Your insults are like stings of a bee, you hate cause your jealous of me I don't like anyone to be near, is there anything good left to fear. Its time that I go to sea, Hop the ferryman hasn't changed his fee. I feel like I'm missing a gear, I wish everyone was a little queer Horny Dead Man (haha Idk really what inspired this) Can you heal my bleedn heart someone has shot it with a poison dart shaking, I think I'm going into shock god this hurts bad, anyone a doc. Wish this didn't happen at the quickie-mart guess I can't return my shoppin cart I bet this is gonna be easy to mock all I can think about is will this affect my cock. Ooh, that nurse is a little pop tart got to concentrate, I don't want to fart maybe I should try not to gawk when I open my mouth, the words don't talk. They're prepping for surgery, this is gonna smart hope this isn't goodbye nurse, just a start She really had a great pair of stalks I bet she gets hit on by all the docs. Its sad really, that we have to part and we had only just begun to lark this is totally random, I'm missing a sock Guess I'm dead, r.i.p.ing under a big rock. RANDOM ONES I'm drowning in a sea of humanity, How can anyone keep their sanity. I'm criminal, please give amnesty. I'd like you save for your vanity. Can't seem to integrate humanity. Some think I'm a classic insanity. Do I need to say yes, your majesty. Liken me for me would be tragedy. BREAK you tie me up and torture me you know how much I like it you want a ring, we'll have to see you don't like us, I don't give a shit you crave me too much my love you look too hard for happily ever after you need to be free, like a dove you could use some humor and laughter BREAK There's dark days ahead And i need you in bed Did I take my med I feel heavy as lead Of course I'm well read Don't take what I said With humor that's shed I have to be fed Need a ring thee wed People ask why I'm so dark, I tell em I got raped in the dark, I was high, she was a narc, Your a wuss is a common remark. BREAK Wondering why I try I'm pounding on the gate path before me, is hid I think I'm dead inside is it my fate to wait until I'm old, what's your bid BREAK I like to read, I like Intellect hahahaha I like to write, I like humor hahahaha Where my peeps hahahaha sendn a call out hahahaha Oops they're stay at home geeks 4 Melle4 How to drink my jack with water back I'm lacking civility and tact Macintosh impossible to hack Have I mentioned you pack a nice rack Use a potato sack for your vac Don't yak to much you'll step on a tack Rhyming my knack, I deserved a smack. 3 unlabeled Lost in an endless world of possibility To the wind of change & unforeseen prosperity Wrapped up with confusion & lack of lifestyle dexterity Never knowing what tomorrow will bring What could I do with no ability to sing Growing up in a sea of gangsters, hoes and bling Certainty& paths unplanned I got and airstrip but no plane to landed Shall I do what I want or wait to be commanded Fakers Lie to me, tell me I can change the world Lie to me, tell me I'm special Lie to me, Lie to me Tell me I'm attractive, tell me I'm a winner Let the world reality body check My beatin and bloody carcass Into the broken wall of truth Crutch I can't go outside without fears Got a heart beating way too fast Hurts so much it brings me to tears Hate this life, not meat to last So sick of @ss-holes & their beers Have a boat without any mast Behind my eyes you see turning gears Our minds are infinite &vast But we can't overcome some jeers I've got wounds to heal from my past 3 or three or III running away is so easy for me its all i've ever known in my short span bad habits are common in the world of today so i'm being lazy, watch hours of tv I don't got will enough to stand who cares what i do, i still gotta say that is unless free speech has a new fee hope for your sake, you got a guardsman cause i'm about ready to make you pay humanity is weird, haven't found it's key everybody loves one another, like fans not me though, i'd rather not be gay gues it's just the way in which i see if were up to me, i'd bury you all in sand you should feel great, that i can't have my way My Sister Katie I lost my sis when I was eight Her dad took her away I've never said goodbye, even this late How I wish for one more day You should know her name was Kate I had so many things to say Losing her made my head fill with hate Why? did I miss something I had to pay She trapped my emotions like bait All my days now are dark and gray I can't stand that I was given this fate So much pain I carry through today I wana ask god why; I'll just have to wait Is it me again? Why am I here in this war of life Everyone tells me I'm supposed to fight What can be accomplished at the end of a Knife How would I know wrong from right I cant stand the sight of my face But I just cut at my legs instead Do they really want me in the rat race Poised to put me under they're tread Am I the only one who sees it How the masses eliminate the weak I'd speak but I'm afraid to get hit I don't know what to seek I got a hole breaking my heart Do I endure this terrible pain Depression is tearing me apart Will it ever leave or wane I'm just a spoiled suburbanite loser No one bothers to care You drink to much stupid boozer Are people like me really that rare Why do I feel old at twenty-four Vanity or a premonition of my fate Sometimes I feel like such a whore But for me It's probably too late I'm looking at the ground Three-hundred feet isn't that far I definitely don't want to be found Down the hole I go for par Don't think I was meant to be alive Go ahead push me a little more And maybe I'll take an asphalt dive Could be that'll settle the score I'm rambling now to my own tune I don't have nuts on my menu Borderline-personality disorder make me a loon So let the craziness continue Vile Testament I reek of hypocrisy and false pretenses A wonder I don't shatter mirrors with just a glance How would you feel in this face, body and soul You'd scream to breakout no matter the method Am I a run away? Retched & uninvited we are in this world Why couldn't I have been aborted I must be one of God's little mistakes Some crimes are too unforgivable for sanctifying Am I a criminal? Illusions are my stock & trade, but if you only knew what I'm hiding A swift death would come for me at your request I'm sure you'd be delighted without my presence It doesn't stop me, I continue on creating new desecrations Am I the manifestation of true evil? May my death be the last one I cause I was bred for a purpose, I'm beginning to perceive But will it be as the prophesy of my mind has deemed All burnt up in flame & fright, when the killing starts Am I the anti-christ? Why I love and hate Shannon I love you from afar You were once my friend Why'd you leave me be Afraid of what I could say I don't know what I did wrong Do I got to be dying for you to respond Cause that's the only time we talk Know your with someone else Doesn't matter, I know my heart The only person I get mad at is you So obviously its cause you matter most I've wanted you from the start Even when I was with your sis But I guess I don't deserve you attention It's not like I bothered telling you That I wish you were mine Guess this is my fault for wanting I cant have you & you think I'm an ass Think your kindness to me is fake You barely speak unless I make you My love isn't that important Only a glimmer in the dark For Shanon who I love n hate Hey what does EMO mean anyways Sum think its gay, I don't know what to say I'm shades of gray, do you like sunshine rays I saw a blue jay only yesterday Dream I'm laying in a pile of hay What's a bay, that's lacking sandy wet quays Sum shout yay with that rest calling for nay You better pay cause your out come may. Weaknesses what is it that makes us so frail whining tell we get our way or so there's nothing to pay we all seem to cry and wail could be its all not real simply a ticket for the meal I think its a veil covering our insecurities some other looming possibilities or some kind of a fake bail lack of attention span or a more devious plan I put my head to the rail no train coming though I look to and fro oh shit its beginning to hail I guess we all need to defend from hurts that are hard to mend no matter how hard you scream and yell your only a human being and will only get so much meaning from the hammer smashing the nail trapped by society's protocol that and lots of alcohol my only escape is to set sail with pens and parchment in my tiny apartment I stay in to write which makes me pale I don't like it out there anyways its so easy to keep to oneself nowadays is it wrong to wish to fail? expectation is so very high why should I even try everyday I walk along a nature trail its very peaceful sometimes to see all the cedars and pines bet I end up in some jail making license plates for the state I know I don't have a good fate but then again its only the start of the tale might turn out alright but I haven't the slightest insight time to check my mail oh good more bad news letters I had almost forgot I'm I debtor maybe I just find the holy grail new that's just fiction messing with my diction if had the grades I could've gone to yale then I wouldn't be poor and fruitless just rich and hopeless Problematical Existence The people who love me I hate absolutely & the people I love Seem apathetic to my feelings I really don't know why it is I even try to love anyways It makes no difference whether I'm alive or not I'm not special or important Nothing I do will be remembered I'm nearly a complete failure of a human If I die today only one person would attend the funeral you ever feel like you must have been dreadful in a previous life Like you murdered so many people The karma will screw you for eternity It's like I'm reliving the same day over & over Too bad its the worst one of my pathetic lifetime Emotional pain is so high I got to hurt myself physically to distract myself from it Cutting deep so it needs stitches Scratching tell I've bleed all over my hands Breaking veins to make my skin bruise black & blue I can't feel my hands from pounding my knuckles on my desk If god exists up there in some kind or heaven Then it didn't want me & I should seek the devil Maybe I'd be welcome in hell It can't be any worse than where I am now What's our over-populated cesspool of a planet up to One blip in six-billion plus Seems like I'd be saving the planet With a sacrifice to ensure one less mouth to feed People have major issues with keeping there hands off each other So what if I'm a cynic Like you aren't Its just the inevitable response today Why support a world that doesn't care about anyone Unless they're rich, attractive, super talented or all of the above Don't mind me over here being invisible It's okay I wouldn't speak to you anyway I bet your fake & will betray me the first chance you get Not like being a real, honest & introspective persona is worth something Why not build character then I ask Oh yeah your lazy Stupid me to forget that you'd rather Go tanning, get plastered, slut around & listen to hip-hop Sorry if I offend your vane, selfish, waste of a valuable life, nope I'm not So much frivolousness I don't understand I mean come on It makes me want to puke How could I love that or get any love in return with so much of there love directed at themselves, none is left for me I have a death wish not like you think Its not selfish to want another life When yours is as depressing as mine is everyday Is it so bad to need to end the pain or life to see what else there maybe A release is all I need for I think I can be more meaningful in death then in life Sacrifice I would die Die all for you Relinquish my soul Damaged beyond repair My tragic anesthetization Burning hope fades to black Crushingly heavy conscience pains Released out of my animated carcass Liberation for my tormented life Lacerate my veins too deep Make it bleed brutally Blood to infuse you Shift of power Drain tell I'm dry Soak up all I contain Don't want to be coming back Love wasted Dimming lights Essence leaving me Thoughts turn to god Could religion be accurate Is there some phenomenon near Sight blurred in a flash Thirst takes hold Oh it isn't god at all Turning has transpired Trusted it not to fledge me Yet another betrayal in evidence Again & again this pattern False expectations Humans no different Hate consumes all that is left Now & forever Scarred core of being Initiates journey for peace Roaming aimlessly throughout Traded an existence for another one Didn't know screwing up death possible Proved myself wholly wrong Truly hellish this end So tired still Please let it end Lay down to sleep Bring my next death Never conscious again Worth evacuated the universe Invisible pain is too much Cursed by endurance Lost My soul has died At least I tried It was to myself that I lied Love that was vied The tears streak Making me weak Cant speak Heart pain makes me meek Haven't the strength to stand Man of the unsuitable brand Constantly out of hand Even if I made a hundred grand Low and broken hearted Love I shouldn't have started Fool for loving after being parted Cupid came and I got darted I have no worth All I was to her was mirth Drowning in the firth Flaming more then a hearth Just a passing whim My eyes grow dim Holding on the rim Shall I go for a swim So dark without her light No one was right I tried to bring her to me height But all I got was into a fight Age does matter most I'm practically a ghost Wishing for a home on the coast She burnt me like toast She needed constant attention I knew it was her condition But I had a mission To rid her of this false notion Hurts It hurts all over Makes me wana die Take my pain away Put a bullet in my head Save me from this heart ache Just put down this poor animal If you could feel this hurt you'd know why Given up on life, love and the pursuit of happiness Why did I even try What's the fucking point All I ever do is screw things up I'm a worthless waste of an existence Should have ended long ago I died the day my sister was taken I've been an animated dead boy ever since I haven't matured since I turned age fourteen I lie all the time Never really had a girl Yep I'll die a virgin and alone I lie cause I'm so lame nobody pays any attention I am what I hate I'm a faker, liar, trashy fool Sorry if this comes as a surprise But I gotta come clean with all this weighing on me I guess no one wants me dead So I'll have to take care of it myself Time to walk to the bridge so I can "Oops" fall To my doom & the wreck of a few girls who like me STUPID ME I'm stupid I'm empty I'm insignificant I'm forged I'm immaterial I'm fake I'm meaningless I'm counterfeit I'm bogus I'm hollow I'm corrupt I'm deceitful I'm false I'm a sham I'm unimportant I'm idiotic I'm pointless I'm irrelevant I'm untruthful I'm brainless I'm futile I'm insincere I'm a fool I'm misleading I'm pretender I'm slow I'm not real I'm dull I'm a liar I'm dim I'm worthless I'm inconsequential I'm a phony I'm unintelligent I'm dense I'm a fraud I'm a impostor I'm trivial I'm a hypocrite I'm dishonest Hopeless Traveled long and far Through seas of boiling tar Searching for reasons In all the seasons Needing vindications Not sacred revelations For the pain within Cast aside any sin I can't breath A warning you should heed The walls are getting so close Make me a ghost End my suffering Bash it with my blessing Ill ask god to pardon you She'll be easy to woo It's better for all My face like a doll If I'm not around I've moved to a different town Break my neck Got a new apartment with a fiery deck Cut my wrist Watch out for any blood spay mist Bring my end I have no ability to mend You know you can Never was much of a man I hurt those I love Magician's toy dove Shouldn't have been born I'll I've known it scorn Mother choose life Even in the world of strife Well I choose choice Too big a burden to hoist I can't sleep because of it's sting No girl will ever wear my ring So I never sleep Covers my reality with fog so deep I cry from it More then I would if I were hit My insides are dead and decaying It was of my own making So my shell doesn't matter As meaningless as pancake batter My blood is toxic So much poison that I'm sick It's killing me Ferry man come collect your fee Bleed it out Don't have any clout Your just my leech How I miss mission beach Heal my soul before I pass Fight a stupid war for gas So I can have a little peace have my head with axle grease I'll see you in the next body Hope its not gaudy Wings I've tried to live the life given to me Can't find the door to happiness Even if I could, I wouldn't have a key If only I was fearless I hide in ordinary sight So much fear my wits are crippled Feel my face is a terrible blight A few mistakes have rippled Now nothing is left to save Should I end it tonight What happened to the land of the brave I don't have the right Where is my favorite blade My thick skin isn't as tough as you'd think No reason I should have been made Too long I've survived on the brink Time to end Spill all my blood onto the floor For a heart that will not mend I'm dead to the core Watch my body from above Must be close to death now Floating up out of my body like a black dove So ugly I could be a fucking cow Even the beauty of red stains Can't help my looks No one really feels my dreadful pains I've spent half my life in books Careless I stood on the brink But something held me back Went to take another stiff drink To make up for what I lack I wished only to sink Suicide was simply a knack For someone with so many kinks This trip there was no need to pack It was her holding me Preventing my demise She brought me to me knees Showed me my real size Was she in possession of a key To lift me up on high Or to cross the narrow sea Little did I know I would have to vie I took comfort in this bond Loyal as the family dog Of her, I had grown quite fond She covered my senses in a fog Calming me like a windless pond Compared to me I seemed the hog Should have known I'd be con'd And then left to die in a bog The flower's love was a sham Foolish was I not to see Then it hit me with a wham I was not her only Bee But I'm just a goat, not a ram She's no better then girls with a fee Playing an innocent little lamb I didn't even know the he And summer was ending I had lost my only chance Love was left, still pending Why hadn't I made a stronger advance My heart had still needed more mending A joust had left me heartbroken with a lance But some reason I kept up my sending Turned down at the high school dance And my love was unbending Heart Attack My pain cannot be expressed clearly Aches so deep I want to rip my own heart out Then she comes back to me again I take her back knowing what she will do For a while she loves me But she finds another lover And I'm left out in the cold So frozen I lose my feelings, my body, my soul She comes at me with anger As heated as hell With a mallet in handI know what is her plan is Swinging the tool at my chest It is buried deep inside me breaking me apart And again, and again she hits me. Finally she shatters the remains of the soul Ice crystals cover the ground completely She notices my lingering eye on the ground Say tells me I was to blame for my demise And crushes the eye under her boots, then turns to leave Shattered Mirrors I see my image reflected in the mirror What to me is more dearer? Can you recognize my face Through the guns sites of a fighter ace Something needed but is not there Such a weight I feel too much I fear to bear Pale blue eyes betray my failure I have a chance to really live but I need a cure It shows my flaws to all that can see Take a bat and smash to bits my knee Can it be fixed what I didn't learn on my own God is only one to know Falling From Grace This summers at an end Do you have a coat to lend Getting colder is the trend Have the darkest days ahead to fend Push a button, maybe it'll send Sot stubborn & unwilling to bend Leaves fall to the ground like rain Clean them up or you'll get a nasty stain Close yourself to the coming winter's pain Meet a boy with the name Zain Don't fall for that girl Jane The chill is coming, Father Winter Ordains Make way for that stupid turkey day It's the opposite of May Ice starts to clog the northern bay Very soon you'll lose you feeling of gay Because summer refuses to stay See there goes the last summertime ray So grey & weary, think I need a cane Clouds hide the moon's wax & wane Cloak yourself with a scarf of lion's mane Windy are the nights, blight & bane Confused & lost in the season's change is insane Hate my coat, & winter clothing does that make me vain The World So sick of the world we're in, everyday I live is pushing tin. Wanting to be sprung from hell, unwilling to accept heaven's bail. Spinning toward the abyss don't tell but I miss my sis. We'll see the apocalypse today, wouldn't it be funny if I were gay. Where's my imaginary friend at, he's kinda mean & crazy with perfect lats. I need an refill of hope, please, maybe a girl, so long as she's not a sleaze. I got a kidney stone inside me, damn that's a bitch, so hard to pee. Have mental issues too, I'm clinical, so fucked up I could be clerical. What the hell is depression anyway, we all have sins we need to pay. They say find god, or get help, Freak, I just nod, shy away like the meek. People Suck Why is everybody thinkn that they know, what it's like to be me, I don't like your tone, I can't call cause I hate using phones, you bring up god and I just moan, not this again, throw a dog a bone, and I was just about to hit the zone, go ahead and throw the first stone, it's not like they'll see, I'm alone. Whatever happened to the hope, the idiots look to that nazi pope, I'd do it but I'm not on dope, I bet your favorite color ain't taupe, (somtimes)I wana die hanging from a rope, someone forgot to teach me to cope, we could stay up and make soap, I'd get better, but then what to write, nope. Aye Every night I stare into the sky Wishing only for god to let me die If only I could hear her lie Love her to you on high Bleed me from the eye Me &death go together like ham & rye I'd hang from a noose if I knew how to tie Cursed by a constant urge to question why Pacifists don't ever vie Bake me a god damn pie Went to a bridge so I could learn to fly I should end this, "sigh" Plastic Painkiller (poem that turned into a song of sorts.) I reach out for you To hold your heart in my hands Steel my breath from me With all your advances Make me believe there is no other Blind my eyes to everyone else Two hearts entwined as one Release a heavy burden from my soul Show this invisible man to love Be his personal painkiller Never to be cast aside for another Own him as he owns you for all to see But there's trouble in paradise Not all is what it seems to be The boy's got a problem, the girl is scared Rifts & cracks begin to form ever so slowly Makes them second guess each others love Tears stream their faces How'd it come to this? Boy leaves to go die, girl begs him just to stay Show this scarred girl to love Be her emotional plastic surgeon Never again to be broken like a shattered mirror Own her as she owns you for all to see Both are alone now with their demons Hurting inside so deep no one can truly see He runs tell his lungs want to burst She purges so a new love will find her Two hearts are no longer one They take different paths that pull them further apart Man needs to find a way to die, woman so tired all she does is cry We all get broken by love Point of no Return (feed up with the deplorable shelter system) Bend me, I won't break Take everything i can't be Giving me nothing in return Heart swells as if to burst Fill my lungs with toxic smoke Make me wait in the cold wind Can't think clearly, foggy from all the pain Reminise about my suicidal days Oh, if only I had finished the job Totally insane from too much stress Hope doesn't help in this place Only thoughts of how to survive tell tomarrow When will my heart beat again It has apparently stopped in its rhythm Clinically dead the fucking world I don't speak all that much No one will notice if I were dead Can't stand their voices in my ears Wish I could silence the world Snuff it out in one fell swoop Burn it all to hell and gone Maybe the heat will un-numb my senses Bringing me back to this realm Only to die again a real death from scorched flesh. Vampiric (anger towards like the people that look down on my situation) I love what I am You really don't give a dam I hate to share what I can do Think I only do it to make girls woo? Then you'd be surprized to know I like boys too. I Hate what you are You hand too much in that stupid bar So you think being mundaine is cool.? Try being like me, and I'll drown you in a pool God back to your perfect life you fucking tool. Vagabond Life (About living homelessly) Cursed are these sleepless night Have you clues to the homeless' plights So cold we'll all turn to wrights What has god dont to the lights? Who will the reaper set in this sights? Taken to riding the wind via kites Nothing to be done with no civilian rights Everyday and everynight eruption of the fights Longing for the days of wigs, pomp, and tights When its impolite just for someone to openly bites In those days, armies really showed their mights Horrible were the sacraficial human rites No will help me reach any hrights I'm stuck below the ground in catacomb sites Waiting (Getting back on my happy pills) Waiting to be seen by the shrink The room is filled with crazys & nutjobs Walls tell me not to drink It's too hard to abstain when you're on the brink One more named is called and that begins the sobs Everyone rushes out from behind the glass To see whats the matter with the mime They can't realize how long I've waited this time The Bitch at the counter does too much sass I shouldn't publish this stupid rhyme Speed Life’s a game of who can run the fastest With some of us dragging weight behind us I wana run so fast, so fast it hurts But I can’t, something is holding me back As if I was weighted down with lead So heavy the harder I pull the more it weighs I wana run so fast, so fast my bones break Break everything inside me, I don’t care I have nothing of value, or to hide So broken now I slip out of my harness I wana run so fast, so fast my flesh burns off Finally set free to roam without reservation Only problem is that air burns so hot like acid Ripping all that I am or could be from me I wana run so fast, so fast my muscles burst Haphazardly healed bones hold them to me I keep going looking for that truth to set me totally free One by one, they’re shredded from me, with shock I wana run so fast, so fast all I am is energy I’m moving at the speed of pre-cognition I stop, I look back, where am I? where I fucking started… I’m Tired Sick of all the wasted lives People just living for the next rush On the edge but without any meaning How can you go on holding on like that? Only those that have nothing are free Free to be the best and worst of us Fear in the very heart of those lost Scorched earthen remains of the last terror That which would cripple the mundane Barely breaks their sweat Bring us all to the lowest commonality The humanity is all that we possess Sinner & saints show their true colors here No fog of common reality to shield them Just breaking bonds of cadaverous rage Unleash fearless leadership up modernity Change the world of men like the seasons Trust in the authenticity or winter’s hell It will bring the strongest to their knees Delicates are washed into roughened leather Nihilistic revolution to set us right The apocalypse of fate it seems to me Everything circles back to it’s beginning Wish I had nothing more to lose Reasoned Rhyme Alliterated name Make me vain Like Lois Lane Unattractive Dame Slit the vein Abel & Cain A lion that’s tame Eat chow mein Fight with Jane You’re all the same Dried bloodstain Isildor’s Bane Maces Maim Wax or wane What a strain Cum that came Walk with a cane Nothing to gain Finger points to blame Little is sane So I ordain Horse’s leg is lame Dance for rain See my feign Fortune & fame Hide the pain Forth & main My favorite game Travel to Maine Fuck with the insane Hold on I've been waiting so long For someone to come into my life The one that will make it all right I can't hadrly go on anymore All i have is this terrible ache in my chest I wish i could say I gave this life my best I cry all night for no apparent reason Feelings & emotions run away on their own I get all mixed up talking to people on the phone I got more then one side to me There's the side I show you, & the side i hide Inside there's this thing saying, "I've already died" Secretly i wish i had been a girl My gender doesn't suid my personal disposition Maybe that's just faking a woman's intuition All I think is I'm one big mistake When your mothers dont want you and dad ignores You begin to think that you're personality bores How do I rationalize being a prude & a whore? My sex drive overwhelms me at times so much I hate it Then pills make it disappear like proactively treated zits I want to wear all white to a goth ball where to you go when neither outcasts or accepted like you Everyone hurts me but no one is made to pay their dues. |