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The Bullshit
WARNING: The following text it is too long for idiots to read.
My life is a mixture of desperation and relief. You don't have to read all this shit below. Just go to likes and dislikes like everyone else... Really, there's
nothing like "write this or that in your comment if you read my profile". No tricks XD
Welcome to my pro, I know you are not reading this but I had the sudden urge to update a bit all this crap. This is my fourth account, I didn't like my
other three usernames.. No trouble involved. I won’t tell you my real name because I don’t like it... but you can call me May, Mary, Maria,
Mayerzsebet.. (nothing to do with the countess) I don't care really ^^
I’m absolutely straight and I'm single just because I’m too picky and due to some annoyingly horrible, disgusting experience that made me hate men
in many ways (and fear them as well). It's nothing about cheating, it's a bit more serious and complicated than that but don't even ask; I shouldn't be
writing this in the first place, but I want you to understand my behaviour. I mean.. I don't want a man that calls me princess and then treats me like
shit. As simple as that. Some people tell me that men are scared of me because I'm not easily dominated; and that's what they want apparently...
Whatever. I don’t like extremely handsome guys, they need to have something special to attract me, that’s all.
I like cats and animals in general (I'm gonna be one of those old ladies living with loads of cats all alone) apart from spiders, cockroaches and other
little things that move their bodies around in the mud. Well, some spiders are pretty, but I prefer them to be far away from my face. They're scary and
kinda walk too quickly... I don't like it when they start running around like mad. It's intimidating. Hmmm… I’m going on and on about animals.. Really, I
don’t know what to say.
I usually don’t trust people, because I think that you're evil by nature.. I’m very insecure, I always think I’m going to fail. I’m always changing my icons
because I end up hating my pics after a while. Don’t tell me I’m pretty coz I’m not, you’re probably much prettier than me so yeah, forget about it. I
can’t lie to anyone really coz you would notice anyway. I’m a bad liar. Also, I suffer a lot when I see someone crying, especially when they're old. I
really could understand you if I wanted to, but only if I feel you're not lying to me. Some people say I don't have feelings.. oh well, people are stupid. I
don't show them all that often but I do have them.
I created this profile because I once was browsing users and felt like commenting on some bloke’s pro, then I realized I had to be logged in to do so. I
don’t know how I ended up having a shitty profile with NOTHING on it (and no idea about how to change that) and loads of comments saying 'Welcome
to VF. Awesome profile “10”..' I couldn’t understand a thing… xD Looking back, I can't believe I'm actually showing my face on the internet, I wouldn't
have even dreamed about it years or even months ago.. Anyway I like it here now, I have fun, I talk to many people I don’t know (that is something I
had never done before), I made a cult which I’m very happy with… and I think this is it.
I’m not a goth, a punk, grunge.. or anything like that. I'm just myself and my consequences are my consequences (just in case you were wondering). I
know NOTHING about music and I don't pretend I do, I listen to what I like. I don't know the title of many songs I listen to and sometimes I don't even
know the name of the band. Not that I'm proud of it but yeah, I can't help it. It's always been like that. I’ve got a peculiar way of thinking that sometimes
disturbs me even. I think a lot and my conscience and me aren't bestest friends, to put it some way. The same happens when I haven’t done anything
wrong. Weird, I know. I always reply to my messages or comments or whatever, but I just ignore people who tell me to rate or comment back. I hate
that, please don’t you ever do this (anyway ppl who do that are the ones that don’t read profiles). Sometimes I don’t reply to pic comments but I read
them all and really appreciate them :) Also, what's the point of saying "10" and not rating at all? Are you stupid? Or you think I am the stupid one?
I only use messenger to talk about university stuff –if I used it for pleasure I wouldn’t give it to people I don’t know anyway-. Don't ask for it coz now I
don't even use it anymore.. Just vf, ok? I hope you liked it ;) I'm sorry it is so long though :(
Please have a look at my pets.
You can't bloody imagine how much I care for my cats. They're all my life. Bye bye.. (for now)
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Actually, I don't care if you think it's too long. If you don't want to read it just move on to another profile. Rant, rant, rant... I haven't slept properly in
many weeks now and I'm very tired but strangely enough I get all these feelings I thought I would never have the opportunity to experience again. I feel
like writing about stuff, stupid stuff no one likes to read.
I was now thinking about you, underage kids, hitting on me. You know, that makes me feel like a pedo, so don't do it. I'm all right with conversation but
leave the flattering for girls your age ;) Wait, underage kids are not likely to read this anyway... I feel so like wasting my time now lol *kidding* (BTW,
I'm 26, so stop asking, age is just a number)
I'm aware that this is so incoherent and disorganised. It's unusual in me to be disorganised or untidy but that's just how my mind works. Yeah you, Mr/
Miss Perfect, your mind works like this as well. The form of the text only reflects the content. In fact, I'm obsessed with tidiness, emptiness and stuff
like that. I never liked decoration.. that just accumulates dust.. This is what you get when you're being honest and not faking who you are in order to
be cool... I've always been a bit psycho (in a harmless way, of course) and I tell you, I'm not ashamed of it anymore. I've seen so many stupid people
out there that I just feel lucky to be the proud owner of a brain. You might be pretty, I prefer being smart.
Brainstorm's so scary. I wouldn't dare myself you know... you could say things you do not mean. It has nothing to do with being honest. Remember
that subconscious is not the same as honesty and I don't wanna go any further as I'm not qualified (yet) to give a satisfactory explanation of the
subject, the individual, our ego... whatever.
I really like cinema, I could sit on my arse all day watching movies, they make me feel good because you can be anyone, live anyone's life. I love
complicated films, films about serial killers, Asian horror and stuff like that. However, I prefer to watch movies about psychos than movies directed by
them. Some people say that if you don't understand a film it's because you're stupid or maybe because you don't understand the director's techniques.
Well... some movies just don't have a concrete message. Have they ever heard about the term "open ending"? Right, you create your own reality, you
give it sense. That doesn't mean I have to agree with you or that I didn't get it.
Now I feel like being frivolous so let's do talk about ratings. I'm glad rating cults have been eliminated, exterminated, done with.. yeah, gone ha ha ha.
Are you suffering kids? Then fuck off, life's not a perfect ten, no one's a perfect ten.
I gave up leaving comments because people never reply. I always leave a 10 if I like the profile. If I don't like it, I leave -which is not the same thing
lolish-. I also give out tens if I'm given a ten, even though the profile's shit. I think it's just fair. And I do and say what I want (no.., not really but still, I
just wanted to say it) Ok, I've never been in a rating cult, I don't like beauty cults, apps are stupid -sorry, they really are- and yeah that's it I think.
Actually.. I was thinking that once I joined a rating cult.. for like ten minutes lol Just to see how they worked. I wasn't even rated, although I rated the
staff.. I felt stupid and ashamed afterwards. I see ratings as a kind of game and yeah, of course I want tens. You wanna know why? Coz I wanna be
cool just like you, and I'm an attention seeker that has no social life. No, seriously (except for the social life thing). It's because the more points you
get, the more people sees your profile so the more chances you have to meet someone worthwhile. However, after I deleted my old account I never get
comments anymore... The End.
If you are offended by anything you read on this profile go hide or get lost I don't really mind which one you choose.
By the way, forgive my English because it's not my first language, not even my second one.. If I wrote in my mother tongue or in Spanish I'd sound
much more intelligent than I do right now xD
Likes
- My sign [s]
- I love biting people (Click link below if you wanna be bitten xD)
Click here
- Click any of the dolls and be my friend on Neopets!
- Cats, they are lovely fluffy beings and just give back what they get.. Not like dogs, that are always there for you even if you ignore them. It's not fair. I
do like dogs too, don't get me wrong...
- Music, I listen to what I feel like. I never know any songs' titles and sometimes I don't even know the band's name. That makes me completely
useless towards music but at least I don't go around shouting what an expert I am.
- Dark pubs, I just like to walk into a pub, grab a beer and feel safe, away from everything, from everyone..
- Horror movies, especially Asian Horror.
- Long black skirts.
- Cold and rainy days.. Strangely enough they change my mood to the better. People always say they feel depressed on those days. Well, I
don't.
- Peppermint and trees, fresh stuff.
- Silence and Intelligent people, not that I get any of those too often.
- Blokes with long -and clean- hair. I love it, let it grow man!
- Lemons, oranges and strawberries.. This is kinda pointless actually..
- People who make me feel I belong. That is, no one.
- Horses, because they're perfect creatures
(And yeah, I drew that -Indian ink, toothpick- with my name pasted 100 times on it :P)
- I love cartoons! Yeah, I do.. coz I'm childish like that =P
Dis [Likes]
- To be honest I don't enjoy disliking stuff you know.. but that's just the way it is..
- I strongly dislike people that don't reply. What's the point of this site then? You're meant to chat..
- I especially hate people who wanna be something they're not.
- I hate hip-hop, I don't care if you listen to it but don't make me listen to it too.
- I can't stand liars.. Yuck!
- I don't trust people who don't like animals..
- I hate it when people think you're there just to please them..
- Hot weather, I hate it.. If I didn't live in an old and creepy house I'd have air conditioner just like almost everyone else here *sighs*
- I hate being hurt, I try to be nice to people so I expect people to be nice to me in the same way -if I talk to you it's because I don't dislike you. If I did
I'd just ignore you because I don't like DRAMA-
- I can't stand those who believe they're better than the rest of us.. It's stupid to think that your hair or make-up are cooler than everybody else's... Get
real.. maybe you're shit on the inside, have you had a look lately..?
- I hate the fact that there's only one Johnny Depp in the world. It's just NOT fair, you know.
Music
Aesma Daeva, Alaska, Amber Asylum, Bad Religion, Bauhaus, Celtas Cortos, Christian Death,
Coil, Cradle of Filth, Crematory, Delerium, Dover, Epica, Extremoduro, Forever Slave,
Gothminister, Héroes del Silencio, HIM, Hollenthon, Korn, La Polla Records, Lacrimas Profundere,
Lacuna Coil, Leaves’ Eyes, London After Midnight, Love Like Blood, Marilyn Manson,
Mephisto Walz, Mercyful Fate, Midnight Syndicate, Mortiis, My Dying Bride, Nirvana, OffSpring,
Parálisis Permanente, Plumb, Siniestro Total, Slipknot, SOAD, Sopor Aeternus, Summoning,
The 69 Eyes, The Gathering, The Sisters of Mercy, Theatre of Tragedy, Theatres des Vampires,
Tristania, Type 0 Negative, Vampiria, And many more...
Other Bullshit
They are the sex:
Kurt Cobain is GOD
Please visit: JusticeforKurt and CobainCase by Tom Grant
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Girl
May, Maria
26 seasons
Student and be a Madonna
Spain, The Earth
Single but not for you
The warning
I know my profile is very long U_U
You don't need to read the whole of it.
There's enough info in likes & dislikes.
I always reply but give me some time!
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Want to Fuck ME?
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