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So since my poetry collection is pretty much suffocating me by being all over the place unorganized, I've created this wonderful page to help me organize my thoughts and get ready to write my book that I have been contemplating for oh I don't know....6 months now lol. I'm sure it wont be done for another year or so but I've got this so I never loose anything ever again ^_^ ......Hopefully it works haha.
~Dani~ Lies of the ocean Jumbled thoughts fall onto the page Waves crashing over me I stumble but I will not fall Another wave comes and I am swept out to sea The water engulfs me and I am thrown all over Finally the waves subside for a moment and I manage to swim to the shore I'm finally able to stand but I don't want to fall backwards into the sea once again I slowly start walking down the beach I leave footprints in the sand Impressions on people's lives I have hope that I can stand strong even though the sea is calling to me I won't give in and let myself be washed away again The pain shows in my eyes I'm hurting again…Everyone around me as well I wish the wanting would just go away I'm having trouble standing I'm hobbling down the beach and teetering once or twice but I will not fall back into the ocean, I will not give into its calling The tears trickle down my cheeks they leave small puddles as I walk Finally I fall onto the sandy beach and scream to the sky Someone help me I want to be saved I want to change I walk slowly at first then I run away from the ocean it calls out to me I don't want to go back so I keep running But I stumble and I am once again swept away into the waves The waves crash over me, my thoughts race Darkness is all I see I won't let this wave of guilt overcome me Crashing back and forth inside my head are thoughts or her and it helps me make my way back to the beach again This time I succeed and I run from the beach as far as I can go Away, away from the lies of the ocean. Listen Catastrophic are are arguments loving you is hard loving her was harder LISTEN! I will forget But for today you are mine Settling in the dirt Falling into the mud Rotting on the side LISTEN! My world is coming to an end I don't want to forget those times you made me smile Sitting here waiting for the sun to shine Justifying my actions Was I wrong? LISTEN! Days like today I feel like falling forever Cause I feel like I'm looking through shattered glass Forever is a long time I don't know what I'm feeling anymore Fold me up like a paper doll and tuck me away LISTEN! How much time has passes since I last smiled? Is this real? I question every move you make Listen to the voices Were different, will we ever be the same? LISTEN! Just listen Loving you Curious as a child I am tempted to take you hand So happy am I with you I have the sun, the moon and the stars I take my lovers hand gently and pull her along the grassy meadow We make love under the trees When its all over I pull her closer to me and whisper I love you in her ear She giggles and pulls away Running down the grassy lane naked, the sun shines upon her body She is beautiful and she is mine I love her I slowly get up and chase her down the lane She is mine All mine Curious as a child I am tempted to take you hand To feel the love that we share connect Nothing can tear us apart I can feel you all over In the sun and in the trees Your eyes pulling me into them I fall into the deep pools of blue In a trance I love you ♥ Alive I'm alive What more do I need? The air I draw into my lungs, and the blood that pulses through my veins. I'm alive But there has to be more! I can feel you here next to me Holding onto my last memory of you I wish it was a better one The tears that dried on my cheeks Savoring that last kiss I will remember your ghost Forever will I remember. I said I would wait forever To feel your kiss again. I can try Watching the angels fly away I'm never coming home again I'm alive I get the feeling your never going to come home Come home I scream at the top of my lungs Who's here to listen? Your smile haunts me Should I have tried harder? Something needs to change I need your touch again To feel the way I felt, safe in your arms All I have is the empty feeling as I slowly speak your name My sorrows are heaven flown As the bullet comes shooting from the sky I say my last goodbye, I say my last goodbye I'm alive..... White lines Watch as the white lines pass before you eyes Looking for the truth between the lies Like sitting in the backseat, watching your life roll by on a movie screen I tried to tell you, things just weren't the same. I've got to get away Wide open spaces My heart and my head want two different things I've tried to leave before But I walk away and watch the white lines I'm ready to make a change Open your heart and your eyes Bring me home I dream of flying and the sun shining Seems like I've been here before But I'm all on my own I'm loosing it all Watch as the white lines pass before your eyes Looking for the truth between the lies I've been here for so long With only my mind as company Lead me away home Let me fail and fall I feel chained down I can't run Let me out I'm not afraid to loose it all Because I will get back up again Looking between the white lines Only blaming myself Can you hear me? I said your right this time. You win. Watch as the white lines pass before you eyes Looking for the truth between the lies |
