What can I tell you about myself? I love the Gothic subculture but I don't get much of a chance to meet other Goths, which is why I joined VF. I go to a school where to be Goth or Emo is considered a sin in itself, and I don't really care what people there think of me but I miss talking to people who I can relate to :( I am desperately lonely so pleeease, show me some affection!! I'd much rather an insightful inbox message to a pic comment, and I'm willing to give my msn address once I get to know you. I also have an account with the dreaded Myspace *shudder*

I am 168 cm tall (sorry to all you guys who don't measure things in centimetres, but I don't know how many feet I am), I weigh 50 kg and apparently have the perfect hip-to-waist ratio (0.7). I have very long, curly chestnut hair that falls past my waist, hazel coloured eyes (as you can see from my pic) and I'm very pale because my mother is Irish. Some people say I have an American accent. My star sign is Taurus.

Some of you may think this to be very superficial of me, but I admire beauty and see it in almost everything. This does not mean that I am anti-ugly, or if you're sexy I will like you. I am just more attracted to pretty things than most people...Anyway I love art, music, drama, literature, film, pretty much anything creative...in case you hadn't already guessed, yes I am a romantic ♥

I play the semi-acoustic, acoustic and electronic violin, and compose violin music sometimes. I hope there are some people on VF who appreciate Gothic instrumental music, if you do I'd really like to talk with you :)

I love art, especially surrealism. Most of the time I sketch fashion designs, models from Gothic Beauty magazines and landscapes, like cemeteries. I'm best with watercolour and charcoal.

I am also fascinated by the occult and Satanism, although I am not a Satanist or a "witch". I am not a religious person - I believe that in the past, religions were invented to explain occurences and other such things that science is now capable of explaining today. However I will not discriminate against you if you are religious, although I actually think fundamentalists of any religion are dangerous.

Socially, I am awkward, bordering inept. Having conversations with strangers, aquaintances I don't know very well or anyone who isn't a close friend is physically stressful and exhausting for me. I'm serious, I actually tire from trying to hold conversations. I almost never use the telephone, I very much prefer texting. I do not trust anyone completely. Do not take offence to this, I simply cannot do it. I won't allow myself to be dependent on any one thing, be it an object, a pet or a person. If you've read my FAQ then you've probably realised that my hatred of socialising is produced by the same incident in my past that produced my distrust and distaste of most men.

I am currently in a long-term relationship with my boyfriend Mike. I don't think I've ever gotten on so well with a boy as I have with him. I never become bored with him, he's intelligent AND handsome. He seems to be one of a dying breed of real "gentlemen" in today's society.
If Mike and I ever break up, I doubt I would date anyone again. I typically do not want either "meaningful" relationships or random hook ups; I'm much happier being independent of others. Mike seems to be the only exception to this.