How do I adress a letter to my generation?
Inspiration isn't cheap these days.
msn;cassy_dropitlikitshot@hotmail|yim;babyilooklikeanoutlaw|aim;cassvontease
My name is Cassy. Not cassie, kelsy, casey, kassey. Get it right or choke on it. I'm nineteen. I'm a bitch and don't think that because I'm talking, we're friends.
"but it's no use going back to yesterday because i was a different person then. " (Alice in wonderland is my all time favorite movie.)
I'm a real showstopper. I am not scene, I make my own. I'm a realist. I'm blunt and opinionated. I'm an artist and a photographer. I'm both a pessimist and optimist. I'm short tempered and confusing. I like to rant and scream when I'm frustrated. I have fears and flaws like everyone else on the fucking planet. I'm not perfect and not even damn close. i have anxiety and i'm self conscious; most days. I cuss like a sailor and hit like a man. i drink, smoke, and all the other damned things that make the world go round. LET ME SAY THIS; i'm fucking gay. don't hit on me, i don't like dick. females feel free, i'm a flirt. C: I stop and smell flowers. I stare at the sky. & honestly, I can't simply spill my life story and what i'm about. i'm me, the end. it's the fucking internet, you wanna know something? ASK. But as for everything else. GET FUCKED. I'm not here for your entertainment.
& This isn't e-harmony. I'm not here to get laid.
I have trust issues, I don't trust people easily. Trust is the key of every foundation. With not trust. there is nothing. Trust is everything. -- I wear my heart literally on my sleeve. I'm a hopeless romantic, i just want love. I get walked on, i'm too nice, and i make everyone else happy before I make myself happy. I'm not a perfect stick figure. I have a brain and I use it. I eat food because It's i like food, get fucked. It's my life, and my body. I'm human. I will eat, rock, drink and fuck anything I want. For Starters, if you Typ3 LyKK disz!: do NOT fucking comment me. It's annoying. If you can't spark my interest or keep me entertained, then GTFO. TITS OR GTFO. I can't stand having a conversation with a wall. If you aren't attractive, or if you don't have pictures, please GTFO. If you're some old creeper on my dick, then GTFO. kaythanks. You will get no response from me. If you have anything to do with bringing you the horizon, at the disco, BLANKsmile, nevershoutBLANK, or anything out of originality in your username, I will not repsond. I don't waste my time with ordinary people. IDGAF if your suicidal, emotional, lonely, and needy. this is the fucking internet, grow the fuck up. You're talking to pixels on a screen, get the fuck over it. Don't drown me in your problems, because I really don't give a shit. All you are is another person on a worldwidewebsite. KAYTHANKS.
My name is Cassandra, I have many nicknames but you can call me Cassy, or cj. I get very pissed off when people misspell my name, ESPECIALLY when it's on my profile or under my default picture or everywhere else on my fucking page. Do not misspell my name or you will choke on your words. But in the end, i really just a softy.
I don't know much about myself other than the basics. I'm still learning, growing and all that jazz. I don't know where I'll be in 10 years, who I'll be friends with or what my occupation will be. I know what I want to do, and if it happens, then it happens. if not, well fuck it. LET'S GET FUCKING WASTED. I live everyday as it comes and do what i can to keep myself happy, regardless of the drug i consume. And I don't care. I'm impatient and i have a very short temper. I have many insecurities and pet peeves. You learn to love me. I shout obsenities and I have bad road rage. I throw things. I cause chaos. I can't tan for shit. I have freckles, a weird nose, and a childish laugh. I love discovering new music and bands, and I promote new bands also. Also while rediscovering old bands that I used to listen to or grew up to. I believe in fate and astrology; fortune cookies, soul mates and love at first sight. But maybe that's the kid in me. I have a lot of career ideas: record label, suicide girl, professional cinderella, nurse, bartender, tattoo artist, and/or a hooker. [;
I don't believe in religion or blasphemy or the bible. I think it's all just fake and ridiculous. I follow my own path. I AM MY OWN GOD. I believe in what i see, hear, feel, and taste. If i can't, then it's a fucking waste of my time.
I have an odd taste in things. My room is a warp hole. I love gore and monsters. Zombies and blood. Pale skin, lush lips and a pasety appearances. im a weirdo. anyway, bands i fancy most: FFTL, ADTR, SILVERSTEIN, TOOL, FLYLEAF, IWABO, INTHISMOMENT, UNDEROATH, ASD, ESTK, PARAMORE, SMASHINGPUMPKINS, HOLE, BTF, TOOL, PORCELAINANDTHETRAMPS,BREAKINGBENJAMIN, LINKIN PARK,and DUBSTEP is what i listen to on a regular basis and amongst others but these are i can think of on the top of my head.
I fancy clouds. They are so beautiful to me, i could lounge outside all day and chase them.
I'm basically nice and I can be a bitch. I don't talk shit, I state facts. And I'm definately one of the people you can rely on to have your back. I won't mind throwing hands, believe me. I'm a lover more than a fighter. I don't do that gossip, two-faced shit because it's annoying and ridiculous. I hate those types of people and I don't associate my time with childish, petty behavior. I do not waste my time with useless people. If you can't entertain me or strangely keep my interest then we aren't friends. I can't be in contact with someone who can't keep my interest. If we're friends, it's for a good reason. I do not have normal friends and I cannot be friends with normal people. I am protective over my friends. If a good friend or my mum is insulted, you better believe you will swallow your teeth. A bitch starts something, A bitch will eat the curb. :D I'm really nicer than I come off though. IDGAF who you are. Seriously, but I'm just being honest. I'm really honestly shy at first, I can't trust people easily but I do try, most of the time. :D :D :D :D
I love to have fun, and I laugh a lot. I laugh loudest, and I'm seriously like a child when I'm with my friends. I have a chilidsh and immature sense of humor and you have to be on my level to understand me. I don't think I'll ever grow out of my immaturity. My night usually ends with a variety of stuff in my hair like: orange juice pulp, frosting, and any other unmentionables. I laugh at my own jokes, even if they're not funny. Laughing is literally a hobby for me. You honestly can not see me without a smile on my face. I really really really love to drink and play beer pong and smoke and stuff and just have a good time and not waste life. :D SMD, idgaf about your opinions. [;
that doesn't mean i follow your scene. Fuck your scene.
-- I make wishes on shooting stars and dandelions; sing into my hairbrush and dance in my bathroom. I love fairytales, and all that jazz. I dance in the shower, jump in puddles, skip around, scream freely and skip down the street. I piss in peoples yard, and i dress like trash, wanna complain? gtfo. I'll burst into song randomly, and hum showtunes.
So basically; I'm an ordinary girl, well, a bit extraordinary. And that's about it. kbye.
Laughing is literally a hobby for me. You honestly can not see me without a smile on my face. I really really really love to drink and play beer pong and smoke and stuff and just have a good time and not waste life. :D SMD, idgaf about your opinions. [;
