SPENCER<3You are everything to me. Without you I'd totally break down and fall apart. I love everything about you and always will. You are the most amazing thing that has happened to me and I'm thankful for it. 8/28/09, I will NEVER forget that day. I love you with all my heart. You are my fucking life and that will never change. If you ever decide you don't want me anymore, you would still have my heart. I lost you once and that was THE WORST pain EVER. I wouldn't be able to bear it again. Knowing you since I we were 5 is amazing. These 13 years have been the best of my life. You make me feel something that words cannot describe. Seeing you is the ebst part of my day<3 I love hearing you laugh it's one of the best things to hear. Everything about you is amazing and I love you. I can go on about you forever but you probably wouldn't want me to. Oh well I'm gonna. Spencer, you are the funniest, best, cutest, amazingest person in the world. You are the definition of perfect in my world no matter what anyone says. The fights like you say mean NOTHING. You fight for what you love. Yes I'm in love with you and have been for so long now. I don't care what they say you mean everything to me and I never want that to change. I love you Spencer more than anything in this world, I would take a fucking bullet for you<3 8/28/09<3
I refuse to delete this :/ I will always love him deep down no matter what. After all the shit we went through it has to end like this. I wanna make things right and make you mine again. Make it so no one can touch you or have you :/. But I'll go with whatever you want/need cuz I wanna see you happy and not angry all the time. I'll love you forever and never let go of what we had, that I promise. You're still the most amazing person in the world to me and always will be forevr<3. But what happened was just too painful and killed me inside </3 I wanna have you back to myself. I know I'm selfish, but I'll always be yours I promise. I'm never gonna let go of what we had and what we did. I still love you, forever<333 October 3, 2010 the worst day of my life...
