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Quick Facts
Those small Insignificances we gain..
Name: Biteyful Emylie
Real Name: Louise-Emma
Born: 19th Aug within Camden
Eyes: Brown/Green mix
Hair: Purple tinted
Sexuality: Pansexual
Member since: 2004
Love's: Apple ♥
Hobbies: Drawing, Music, && getting high on coffee & phones calls...
Could't breath without: Apple, Close friends, Cuddles...
''Quote here''
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Behind the Image & Name
Note: My profile hasn’t been created to allow me to appear to you all as a better person than I am or a better reflection in a mirror. People should understand that after a while when your profiles all sound the same we see through the pointless words and the presented perfection.
Yes, now follow me dears to your appointed room to stay as you are striped of all belonging, and material possessions from that moment you will be out of place and underdressed from societies norm. Please avert your eyes the gore which covers the walls and the screaming rooms you walk past; their ear-splitting shrieks are now the lest of your problems now your in here. Avoid those different eyes the sources of the half-hearted stares, and the requisite bloodied killers wandering the halls which may stalk you vigorously at any time. Here child, you have just scraped enough tonight for a single room instead of sharing a dorm, ...Oh and you have the luxury of a small cracked mirror piece to see your reflection in, a reflection of a life. This mind you see with is a masterpiece; a allowance of different worlds because I allow you a insight to who I am, It wont be pretty, It wont be deep or hash; its just what I will allow you to know.
[A general] ..look though the mirror glass
Ah, so you've stumbled in to my ''Inner Lunatic Asylum’’, have you? Well then, hello there, don't worry it’s just those wolves watching you that bite. My first name is Louise, and that's what I'd prefer you to call me at first until you’re settled. I was born within the city London in England on August the 19th, 1992, which if you calculate on your nail bitten, blood washed fingers I am just 15 years of age and a Leo. You may think my age allows me to have a small knowledge regarding the world we live in but I feel I'm not your average sluty’ teenage girl, and when I think about things I went from the age of 12 to a mind age of 16 in about a night and I don't feel that I've ever been naive to the cruelness in this world neither; not even when I was 3. I shall admit to you that regardless of the fact I haven't even reached 16 [- allowing you to think you can disregard my every word probably] in my past I've smoked what you suck like candy sticks, done those drugs, drunk alcohol like a pirate and slipped into bed with quite a few blurred faces.
I tore at my self in quite a few different damaging ways even without the help of other guests within this place, those ways mostly were drugs/alchol, cutting and I also burnt myself. Neither of my self damaging ways were a cry for attention but they were a way of sick punishment I came to believe in and as a way to feel a relief to the pain, and disgust that I felt. Now things are quite different, not a complete contrast but its getting there; I no longer have any bad substances, not even alcohol and I am in a stable relationship with somebody utterly amazing. The only unchangeable thing there has been over the last few years is that I still live at home with my mother.
I have nothing to prove to you, stay away or try with me but I will not say it wont be a bumpy ride to gain a place on my waiting list for a room to stay, as you need to prove you have its worth price; its worth price being the ability to be trustworthy to my mind. I don’t trust people around the lunatic place I see, and I’ll be dammed if I’m going to listening to you soothing me that I can. The people I trust earnt it, including my boyfriend before you signal for my knickers down. You won’t truly get to know me without my trust either because I won’t be myself and show myself around you, which is obviously the reason why I make much more sense to Adam, Bekah and Shanice; I trust to never hurt me or leave. Perhaps I should rethink my views regarding trust like everyone else, but you know what? I don’t want to thanks. I can not forget things that happened to me. Some of you consider this a blessing, but it is a nightmare. You do not know how it is when you sit on the bed, relaxing and then a memory strikes your mind and you start to get it out of your head. And for me, there aren't many pleasant memories.
"Sticks and stones may break my bones... but nothin' will ever kill me. Well, let's see now. First, they tried burning me. Then, they tried burying me. But this... this is my favourite. They even tried holy water!!!"(Freddy Krueger) [Hehe. I've actually realised, I'm pretty strong & can cope with whatever you throw at me literally or metaphorically xD.
[Current Education & Future]
I am planning on becoming a little college student, this year :]. As wish to take 'Law', 'Psychology', 'Sociology', and either 'Photography' or 'Media' :].
[The lover ♥]..though the mirror glass. :]
Adamm
He is my everything & so much morrre. He makes the ''Inner Lunatic Asylum’’ worth seeing for another day. Yes he is my boyfriend, Adam. It's honestly quite a long story how we came to be, but I've honestly never been this happy being with someone. He's been wonderful to me. =]
Hmmm anyhow ..I'm updatinggggg
Love Louise xxxx
Likes
My BF ♥.
..My Friends, Being in beddy with someone I care for, Drawing, Dragons, Foamy, Skinny Caramel Latte's from Starbucks, Teddies, Hugs.
*Smiles* =]
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Dislikes
Kiddie Porn & Abuse, Enemies, Meaningless Sex, Backstabbers, Sluts, Patheticfuckers, Liars, Getting Nightmares, Fakers, Silly Downraters
Calories, Bad hair days, My apperence in general.
Blahh x_x
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Music
(( ♥ = Seen live :] ))
♥Hinder,
♥Linkin Park,
♥MCR,
♥MSI,
♥Biffy Clyro,
♥Elliot Minor,
♥Spice Girls [Shh lol].
(Other)
The Legion of Doom,
Animals,
FM Static,
Arthur Brown,
Placebo,
ACDC,
Augustana,
Bowling For Soup,
Marilyn Manson,
Korn,
Blood Hound Gang,
Lordi,
NickelBack,
Breaking Benjamin..
+ More :D
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Contact
Msn: Asky
[&& by reading profiles, it appears I'm not the only one who suffers from cam requests xD]
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Friends
Apple♥, Bekah, Raecie, Shan, Ammi, Mark, Halo, Edd.
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