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maverikal
Status: Exploit, violate, damage and destroy.
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Profile: This profile was edited with My_Uberskillz .. //The self description... Hi stranger. I'm Luke. I live close to Dallas. I like to make all kinds of terrible and wonderful things happen around here. My soul gave me dreams then told me to live them out, and I'm working on that. I think every struggle is a chance to better myself, and life has given me plenty of chances to make myself better. Music is something I care about a lot. I've got every intention of making a living off of it. It makes me happy to be able to create things I think are beautiful. The best thing I've ever done for myself is have hope for tomorrow, and use the time I've been given to make sure every day only gets better. I typically do whatever the fuck I want, and get whatever I want. Which is surprisingly easy to do when you keep your expectations at realistic levels. It's been years since I've loved somebody. It's not a terrible thing, I know I can't live for love alone. My dreams are more important to me than that. Having broken and suicidal cunts throwing themselves at me is something I really don't need any more of. I don't want to have to coddle somebody for the rest of my life. I don't want anyone to rely solely on me for their happiness. I don't want to fix anybody anymore. Chances are if you constantly hate yourself and contemplate suicide, the only thing you can offer me is a warm body. I could talk about electronic music all day. Every part of it has become intensely passionate for me. I think lifting the restrictions of music beyond only having physical instruments is the best thing that's happened for artists in the modern age. //What I like to do... I like to be the person that makes stuff happen. I'm a music enthusiast, a DJ, a dancer, fire spinner, and a damn good friend to lots of people. As for DJ'ing, I spin straight neurofunk. I can spin anything else if I want to, even classic rock. I'm really in love with neurofunk. Also, no I'm not some shitty laptop DJ rocking skullcandies. I have my own decks and mixers. I've been producing music now for about a year and a half. I write ambient music for indy games, and also make prog trance. It was a long journey to find a style I was comfortable with, but it ended up being right where I wanted it. Lots of people who love music also love dancing, and I fall under that category too. I do liquid, poi (fire and glow), and dnbstep. Proficiency is in that exact order. All of my friends that spin poi own me at it, and even though fire looks really, really, cool, I prefer my glowsticks so I can actually do wraps without accidentally losing some of the hair off my arms. //Rant about life... I've learned in this world that a lot of people are nothing but talk, and I see to it that each one makes themselves look like an idiot. I'm not the best at everything I like to do, but I'll be damned if I can't say I'm good at it. A lot of people try to make me like them, it doesn't work. Love isn't something I hand out to people on a regular basis. Life is tough, things will rarely ever go your way, when it does go your way make the most of it, when it doesn't just get back up and try until it does. I don't like modern society all that much, but I manage to work my way around in it. People that don't have hobbies besides doing drugs, having sex, and watching TV I can't see as actual people. I've never taken drugs before and I'm quite proud of myself for that. It doesn't bother me if my friends are wasted off their ass and high as a kite, it's just not for me. My shortcomings are numerous, I'm thankful for the choice to express my strengths as much as I please and to use my shortcomings as little as possible. I find comfort in the world not making sense. I'm glad I don't understand everything, to predict everything would remove any will left I have to wake up in the morning. I don't want to know what's going to happen to me, even if my fate is sealed I could die thinking where I end up is in my control. To stare into the future without question or doubt would make me feel like my life was trapped in a movie I couldn't rewind, unwillingly playing part in a film I only could act out. Likes: Nerds, Glowsticks, Poi, Dancing, Orbits, EF4A, Anime, Games, Programming.  Dislikes: Football, country music, preps, overly happy people, psychologists.I EAT KANDI KIDS FOR BREAKFAST. Favorite Music: Everything electronic. Except dubstep, well, most dubstep.
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