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Sex: female
Age: 31
Location: California, United States
Orientation: Straight
Status: In a relationship
Rating: 9.93
Rating points: 4132
Member since: September 02, 2008
Last logged in: January 25, 2016, 04:02pm
Occupation: mindbending
Account Status: Free Account
Rated by: 416 people
Latest Journal Entry: Tuesday bliss   February 17, 2015, 03:58am


Im actually living in Estonia but am sort of covering my tracks from a stalker

I like to cook and do whatever I can whenever I can...
I have bigger balls than most of the shit men who have come my way - I don't give my time to wankers. So if you even slightly suck ass - don't bother me :) ** I thought its time to put a disclaimer with this saying. I wrote this down as one of the first lines on my second account here. 6 years ago. It just makes me smile every time i see it. Distant memory of the rebellious youth :D
Here are some quotes by Bernard Black instead, that fit so much better with my being these days :

The older wine is, The gooder it is.

You can find work and sort out your life anytime. The pub closes in 5 hours.

This is life! We suffer and slave and expire.Thats it.

Im a quitter. I come from a long line of quitters. Its amazing im here at all!

Theres no such thing as friends. Theres just enemies you havent met yet.

Which one of you bitches wants to dance?

If it wasnt the way it is, it wouldnt be the way it is.

The music was too loud, the food was too cold, the drinks were few and the people were many. It was everything i expected, and less. Im never going outside again, unless i need someplace to throw up.

Shut up, all of you. Im dying.

Its not my fault i look like this.

Well, to be honest, after years of smoking and drinking, you do sometimes look at yourself and think.. you know, just sometimes, between the first cigarette with coffee in the morning to that four hundredth glass of cornershop piss at 3Am. you do sometimes look at yourself and think... This is fantastic, im in heaven!

You will toil your life away. And i will die alone, upside down on the floor of a pub toilet.

to achieve goals and ambitions
to overcome obstacles and attain a high standard
to increase self-regard by the successful exercise of talent
to overcome opposition
to have control and influence over others
to defend myself
to defend my psychological space
to vindicate the ego
to receive attention
to be seen and heard
to excite, amaze, fascinate, shock, intrigue, amuse, entertain, or entice others
to be free from social restrictions
to resist coercion and constriction
to be independent and act according to desire
to defy convention
to avoid pain
to avoid shame
to obliterate past humiliation by resumed action
to maintain self-respect
to repress fear
to overcome weakness
to belong
to be accepted
to draw close and enjoyably reciprocate with another
to converse in a friendly manner,
to tell stories, exchange sentiments, ideas, secrets
to communicate, to converse
to laugh and make jokes
to win affection of desired Other
to adhere and remain loyal to Other
to enjoy sensuous experiences with cathected Other
to feed, help, protect, comfort, console, support, nurse or heal
to be fed, helped, protected, comforted, consoled, supported, nursed or healed
to form mutually enjoyable, enduring, cooperating and reciprocating relationship with Other, with an equal
to be forgiven
to be loved
to be free

Being crafty, Tattoos, Schlumbergera, Black Jeans, Alcohol, Internet, Steam, Torrentz, Spotify, Breaking Bad, Numbers, Pickled Onion Monster Munch, Coffee, Studio Ghibli.


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Awkward silence, rain on cold windy weather, having short attention span, running out of Mana.

Favorite Music:

I dont restrict myself with music. If its good, i like it ;P

To name some from my playlist.

• Meatraffle • Taman Shud • John Cage • Death Blues • Destruction Unit • Jay Reatard • The Orwells • The Wytches • Fat White Family • Magik Markers • Super Hot Cosmos Blues Band • Shellac • Unknown Mortal Orchestra • Feeding Line • The Brian Jonestown Massacre • Mark Lanegan Band • Amen Dunes • Aphex Twin • Soundgarden • Sonic Youth • Galaktlan • T.Rex • LOOP • Jim Arrow & The Anachrones • Hypnobooster • Pink Floyd • Techno Animal • The Bend • Reignwolf • Ben Shepherd • Ian Brown ETC ETC ETC

Knife Party - 'Bonfire'

Link 2: http://youtu.be/312Sb-2PovA

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