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mahokuro
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Sex: female
Age: 19
Location: Barren Wasteland, Texas, United States
Orientation: Straight
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Member since: July 30, 2005
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Status: In a relationship
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Latest Journal Entry: Fun Saturday-- too cute! ^^ July 21, 2008, 07:41pm
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 MAHOKURO MADAME BLACK MAGICK A voice as soft as mist A face like that of an angel A tongue sharper than any two edged sword and a vengeful sadistic personality as painful as a garden of thornes.. | | I will tell you all of my thoughts, yet hide from you my emotions..
My age.. is irrelevant. As is all the other superficial information about me.. such as height, or gender, or hair color ( I have pictures, don't I???). Although most kiddies on this site fill out that info, it really has nothing to do with my mind or personality; in fact, it doesn't have anything to do with who I am. Ironically enough, I can't really tell you about my personality, because I don't see myself the way others perceive me. You can't ask others about who I am because we all as human beings are pretty biased, and they have no idea what exactly lies beneath my skin. We create a beautiful barrier, the world and I, in a sense, which keeps the universe in balance. Believe me, however, I am not praising myself as some mysterious being who dwells within the shadows of cyberspace. Although I think I'm far from average, I'm just as far from extraordinary. I am an extreme as well as a median.
So, about me.. I have quite a few whims and ambitions. I'm a writer, but only an amateur. I enjoy cooking, but rarely have time to truly perfect my skill. I sketch, which takes the edge off my day. I like experimenting with makeup and photography, and I like doing other people's makeup, and I love working on eyebrows. I'm also a collector of many things. My biggest collections are swords, corsets, dragons, and incense. Now, what I want "to do with my life", as a career, is nursing, which I'm in college for now.

Jes..my God, what is there I can say about him? He's the most amazing man in my life right now. We've been together for 2+ years, and I pray for many more. I've been blessed to live with him for the entire 2008 summer. He's an enigma, that when I just think I've got him figured out, he does something to completely surprise me. He's everything to me. He has a lot of patience with me, probably more than most would have, and he does anything and everything under the sun to just make me happy. I love him with everything I am, and hope I can always keep him happy..I'd do absolutely anything for him.
 
I've always been drawn to darker and more macabre things in life, though that really makes me no different from most of the people on this site. I like music (who doesn't) but I'm not going to say its my passion or my life. I would hate to go without it, but I'm sure after a while, I'd get used to a world without music. My choice in music is based purely on its sound and lyrical meaning- I DON'T CARE if the singer beats their kids or hunts Siberian tigers. I don't agree with those things of course, but it's about the taste of the wine, not the bottle.
As far as faith/religion/beliefs, I don't force mine, and you don't force yours. I won't hide mine, and I hope no one feels a need to hide theirs around me. I'm extremely tolerant; I ask of you to be the same. I am a non-denominationalist (meaning no certain sect) Christian by choice, but believe me, I know what it's like to be shunned for what I believe, and I know what it's like to have things forced on me. I'm completely respectful and very fascinated by other people's religions, especially Wicca and Buddhism. Every Wiccan I know is very sweet, and although our beliefs differ, we have the same values and respect for one another. Just today, my older brother, an atheist, and I were talking about Buddhists, and we both agreed that they're really great people. They're mellow and completely cool with people having different beliefs. For that I respect them.
As far as politics (religion's sister controversial subject), I consider myself a moderate. I'm liberal on most things. If you're gay and want to get married, I don't care. Go for it. You're not affecting my marriage, and in fact, if you don't get married, then you're just going to have a lot of pre-marital sex. I try to do my part in environmentalism as well. (Most Conservatives are stupid and don't know/care anything about the environment.) I love nature, and want the next seven generations to enjoy it too. The only thing I'm Conservative on (hence, I consider it to make me a moderate) is abortion. I don't believe it's right. Too many self-centered whores use killing their unwanted children as a means of birth control. People, there are PILLS, CONDOMS, PATCHES, SHOTS, DIAPHRAMS, NUVA RINGS, AND SPONGES (if you're broke, just skeet for heaven's sake!). The judicial system never ceases to amaze me. If a man stabs his pregnant girlfriend in the gut and kills her, he gets charged with killing her and her baby. I agree 100% that a woman has rights over her body, but the child inside of her has a body of its own. There's even been footage of embryos struggling in pain during abortions. Now, I do think there are special cases, rape and incest, but those only make up a small percentage of abortions. If you sincerely think that abortion is okay, you really need to stop and think to yourself "What if my mom had aborted me?" (if you still think it's okay, or wish she would have, you should probably grow up and get over your emo self) Feel free to be immature and ignorant and spam my inbox with "u suck" messages. I'll be waiting. ( I expect the bulk of them to come from 13 and 14 year old girls with nothing but "boob shot" pics who've had an abortion or two before freshman year.)
POINT IS, MURDER IS MURDER, NO MATTER WHICH FASHION YOU DECIDE TO KILL IN.
<3 Jes..Eternally..<3 Falling asleep in the arms of my Angel of Darkness.. Lying in his arms after making love, passion, solitude, thunderstorms, blades, knives, and swords, dragons, lingerie, the occult, roses, vampirism, Japanese culture, the nighttime, moonlight, strawberries and crushed ice, Joseph Vargo, James Dean, Maggie Shayne romance novels, European and other ritzy/fancy Chocolates photography, candles, incense, and anything else that will go up in flame, corsets, boots, astrology, raw cookie dough, old episodes of the Addams Family, cats..actually most animals, the smell of Sharpie markers, the smell of burning wood, the quiet that a heavy snowfall brings, the smell of gasoline poetry, drawing, writing, people courageous enough to speak their mind, and stick to their beliefs, people strong enough to hold their tongue, dreaming, finding kindredship with those different from me, castles from the middle ages, morbid things, video gaming, horror novels, ghosts, the paranormal, the unexplained, manga, cleaning, taking cat naps, Biblical proverbs, Chinese proverbs, fortune cookie papers, antiques, old English, the woods, fairies, mythology of all sorts, fantasy artwork, Seeing elderly couples holding hands- The ultimate terrestrial display of eternal love..
society as a whole, my easily triggered anger, my own paranoia, cheaters, abortion, liars, hypocrites, shedding of innocent blood, child/animal abusers, being hit on, worry, the controlled media, the controlling government, most of the fakes that hang around in the Hot Topic, people who try to change me, people who ask too many questions, people who judge me, my own ignorance, missing things, waiting, lemon candies (except lemon heads) ignorance, those who want my pity, losing stuff, forgetting things, People who overreact on petty things.. people who brag about being promiscuous whores {you disease carriers sicken me} Fan girls/groupies
basically anything on the rock spectrum really..just ask me.
1. SOAD 2.NIN 3.HIM 4.Tool 5. Metallica... but I also like melancholy and macabre sounding classical, sometimes even opera.
AFI. Anti-Flag. Breaking Benjamin. Crossfade. Lacuna Coil Lame Immortalle Tiamat Xp8 Emilie Autumn Kittie Demonika and the Darklings The Birthday Massacre Deadstar Assembly Rammstein The Cure. Disturbed. Korn. Evanescence. Foo Fighters. Godsmack. HIM. Incubus. OLD Green Day. Nirvana. P.O.D. System of a Down. Three Days Grace. The White Stripes. Linkin Park. Atreyu. Adema. Dir en Grey. Glay. Gackt. Malice Mizer. L'Arc-en-ciel. Slipknot. The Ramones. The Clash. Tiamat. Stone Sour. Stone Temple Pilots. Audioslave. Soungarden. AAF. The 69 Eyes Tool. A Perfect Circle. Chevelle. Alice in Chains. Avenged Sevenfold. Sevendust. Bury Your Dead. As I lay Dying. NIN. Mudvayne. Drowning Pool The White Stripes Gorillaz. The Blur. The Offspring. Static X. Radiohead. Saliva. Staind. Lit. Velvet Revolver. Jane's Addiction. Queens of the Stoneage. Megadeath. Hatebreed. Rob Zombie. Slayer. White Zombie. Smile Empty Soul. Shinedown. Smashing Pumpkins. Seether. Rage Against the Machine. Cradle of Filth.
The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory! Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
.jpg) | Which of these 20 Mythological Creatures are you?? (WITH PICS) plz rate & comment!! created with QuizFarm.com | | You scored as Vampire You are a blood- thirsty beast... ok, we realize that, now lets explore some myths: Sleep in coffins- no, unless buried in one while turning; Garlic, light, or flying- no, no, & no, you just have increased senses & strength (it burns your nose and eyes & you have increased jumping distance); Crosses or holy water- no & no, just Christian belief; You are Evil- no, you choose (you can live off animals or anything with fresh blood)!! Although some myths are true: Extended Life- yes, your kind can live for many centuries; Trauma to your heart or brain (not necessarily a wood stake)- yes, you will die; Mirror- yes, you will not show up in it; Turning Bite- yes, if you bite someone and let them drink some of your blood they will become a vampire!!
Vampire | | 87% | Demon Spawn | | 73% | Goblin | | 67% | Merperson | | 67% | Fairy | | 67% | Centaur | | 60% | Satyr | | 53% | Witch/Wizard | | 53% | Elf | | 53% | Gorgon | | 50% | Zombie | | 50% | Mage | | 50% | Siren | | 47% | Werewolf | | 47% | Griffin (Gryphon) | | 37% | Hero | | 23% | Dwarf | | 23% | Leparcan | | 20% | Dragon | | 17% | Orc | | 13% | | 
Those are the biggest pieces of my soul (probably because they're so controversial), but there are really are many, many, many more things that make me tick. These were only iceberg-peaks of who I really am. Getting to know what lies beneath my icy exterior takes years. Feel free to message me and just say 'hi'. I'm typically friendly, and only a bitch when someone's out of line.
"He who conquers the left side conquers the world, chief." |
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Notice, I have many friends on here. I am not like the "elites" that try to make you feel like you're "not good enough" to talk to them. Nor did I make this just to be an amateur model. (I am not, nor have I ever been.) And, I didn't make this profile just to say I'm too cool for this site.
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