Hi you readers, I am ludmilla. I live in Holland, the land of weed and the wallen. No, it is not always raining here and not everyone likes cheese. I like it. I live in Gelderland, some part of Holland (yes, they part it up even smaller!)
I'm kinda strange, some people love it and some don't.
I believe that life is supposed to have fun and do your own thing, so that's what I usually do. I know that my few good friends make me happy, and all that stuff.

And oh, I don't "own" pics, I don't call my friends like they are a part of my family, I don't make sings and I usually never rate. If you want to know why, just ask, but I think you can already imagine why.

The things I don't dislike and the things I like better than the things I don't care about...
things like:

- my friends
- meeting new people
- all kinds of music
- eating cookies
- noodles
- a good party
- compositioning music
- reading books
- drawing

and quite a lot of other things

- cult notifications
- all the hypocrite people I know (quite much)
- dumb people
- people who have nothing better to do than going to every meeting they hear about
- coming late
- being bored or broke
- KNORR wereldgerechten. tasteless wannabe-food
- all those girls who are complaining about those cliché stupid mainstream sluts with blonde hair, pink mini-skirts and shit, while they are wearing even more makeup on their faces and showing their boobs even more and the funny thing about it is that they think they are better and smarter
- two people who are in love and showing it a little "too much" to others in public. You love each other, thats fine. BUT PLEASE, I DON'T HAVE TO SEE YOU ALMOST HAVING SEX. DO SUCH THINGS IN PRIVATE
- those hyves-shit everyone is on right now

That's a lot of music. I listen usually everything between rock, metal, electro, industrial and so on...a bandlist? no fucking way. And I listen 42.5 (yes, there back!!):

- Radiorock
- Gothicrock
- Gothmetal
- Blackmetal
- Cybermetal
- Electrometal
- Wave
- Darkwave
- Newwave
- Electro
- Futurepop
- Synthpop
- EBM
- Industrial
- Darkrave
- Noise
- Powernoise
- Goa
- Goatrance
- Psytrance