lol-denni at Vampirefreaks.com

Most people get the impression that
I am a sweet, darling girl.
I have a tiny voice and a small body.
Some may call me adorable.

I love to shock.

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I can be extraordinarily bitter and I usually do not have anything nice to say. My glass is always half-empty. My outlook on the world is pretty bleak. I absolutely do not take shit from anybody and I will do anything to further myself. On occasion, I will stab somebody in the back. It is not a problem with an exaggerated sense of self-importance; I just do whatever it takes.

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A few years ago, I turned into one of those sad, emo clich�s everybody loves so much. I was a depressed kid in high school and I would cut my wrists to get attention. I got over that phase fairly quick. Except for the black eye liner. My point here is that I have been there and done that. I am capable of the occasional expression of sympathy.

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Nothing irritates me more than somebody asking how to spell or pronounce my name. It is spelled uniquely because it is a made up name I got from my father. I will punch you in your face if you say I have a pretty name. It is NOT pretty at all, it is revolting. Call me DENNI. I introduce myself as Danielle to save time. Yes, you are saying my name wrong, but so has everybody else I have ever met. Do not ever ask me about it. I do not care how you say it and I will not help correct your pronunciation. Good luck, you are on your own with this.

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Making friends has never really been an interest of mine. I only bother to stay close to a select few group of people. And for those people, I am extremely loyal and I will give up my life to save any one of them. I cherish my friends more than words could ever describe.

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My sense of humor is sick, twisted, and sarcastic. I am hilarious to the people who can comprehend my mentality and do not take me seriously. Most people feel misled when they hear such awful things coming out of my mouth.
Get over it.
Life is not always so pretty.

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I am a dish that is best served cold. The people that can handle me, they love me. Then there are the people who wear their heart on their sleeve. Get over yourself. If I tell you that you are stupid, then you are an IDIOT and I guarantee that I am not the first person to notice. Take me seriously and learn to be intelligent. You will find people like you better that way. The truth hurts and I am a harsh person. I never lie. If you cannot handle the truth, then make me aware so I can get you a razorblade. I will assist you with saving the world from another minute of your undignified existence.

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I make it through the day because I simply do not care about much of anything. I used to make myself excruciatingly sick because I was quite literally, worrying myself to death. I have learned how to let things go and it makes life so much easier. I do tend to let people believe that I have a cold heart, but I am nothing like that. I let everybody think that nothing ever upsets me. As soon as I am alone, I cry. It is not just a few tears, I can cry a river. Everything hurts my feelings. I am a lot more fragile than I want everybody to see.

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My love life is never simple. I do not bother to date many people. Getting to know a new person just is not something I enjoy very often. However, I really love to love another person. I absolutely want commitment. Being single is not something I particularly enjoy. I adore having somebody to come home to every night. It makes me feel good to have at least one person out there whose day is made by seeing me smile.

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I am a closet computer nerd. I love fantasy games and movies and books. It is a great genre. Role-playing and online games with other people has been a great pastime for me.
I miss you, RDI.

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The internet has become my playground. I do not care for much socializing in the real world, but I have a talent for finding friends among the billions of people with computers. I have met some of the most amazing and inspiring people online. The great thing about the internet is that I can get to know you based only on what you tell me. I have no reason to judge you for the way you walk, talk, or smile. Your personality shines through your profile, no matter how real or how fake it can be.

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I am a very strong Atheist. There is nothing that can change my mind. I spent sixteen years in religious education as a Catholic. Three of those years as an alter server on the weekends. I have received all the sacraments from baptism to confirmation; I know what I am talking about. If believing in a paradise after death helps you sleep at night, then party on. I never force my opinion on another person. If somebody wants to force their beliefs on me, then I will force reality on you.

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I am difficult to warm up to, but it is worth the effort. I will always send a response to any message I see as genuinely sincere. Everybody gets a chance at being my friend, but not everybody will make the cut. Do not be offended, you just may not be my cup of tea. Feel free to drop me a line, you may get something back. Please leave the :-aroused emote in your comment so I know you read this.

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I am sincerely touched at how many people actually take the time to read my profile. I truly am. By reading this entirely, you made me smile.

And to those people, I love you.
I love you very much.

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� hearts �

� drinking �

� dancing �

� everything purple �

� orange skittles �

� black eye liner �

� lord of the rings �

� orlando bloom �

� cuddles �

� rainy days �

� the sound of your voice �

� sleeping in �

� Atheism �

� stupid questions �

� beauty cults �

� egos �

� people who complain �

� laziness �

� screaming music �

� drugs �

� wet socks �

� comedy �

� typ!n lyk a !di0+ �

� bad grammar �

� heartbreak �

� repeating myself �

� cats �

� horror movies �

� "God" �

� cheese �

� never EVER go to sleep angry �

� heaven is not a place that you go when you die.
it's that moment in life when you feel alive �

I was standing on top of the world and I shouted, "I'M KING OF THE WORLD!!" when suddenly, volcanoes erupted, mountains crumbled, the seas dried into deserts and out from beneath my feet, the world exploded into a million pieces leaving me in a limitless, unknown, dark, oblivion.

It wasn't so bad after all, no walls to run into, but it is quite boring.

I did find a star that seemed welcoming so I stepped on it and from that moment, the star ran out of its fuel and slowly began to cave in on itself. I stood and watched like an idiot as a black hole came right under my feet, but i didn't make it out in time.

I was pulled into the fabric of time and thrown out into another world...
and there,
I began again.

lol-denni [at] Vampirefreaks.com