Sex: female Age: 22 Location: Geleen,
Limburg, Netherlands, The Netherlands Orientation: Bisexual Status: In a relationship Rating: 0.00 Rating points: 0
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Daddy I miss you... You're still here I might not be able to see you Not able to speak to you But i know You're still here After all these years Of missing your precance Missing your smile You're still here It was your dissision to leave Without lying Or dissieve And yet... I know you're still here The question why will not be answerd It will never be Just hope you tought me right Before the day You had to leave And still i know You're still here You left me With a family of lieers and thieves Who'll tell their little story's and makebelieves Lucky for me You left a few good people to And in them i see... You're still here Tried so hard to forget The things i once had Lost it all Nothing's gonna give it back so I hope... You're still here Seems so dark Without my father To turn back on the lights To promise me He's still here Guess nothing lasts forever Can't turn back time You're still here Or are you ???
Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss If you are my friend, please answer this: Are we friends, Or are we not? You told me once but i forgot.
So tell me now And tell me treu So I can say I'm here for you. Of all the friends I've ever met, you're the one I won't forget
And if I die Before you do, I'll go to heaven And wait for you
I'll give the angels back their wings And risk the loss Of everything Just to prove my friendship is treu.. To have a friend like you
18-08-1998 Nici Boschma Out of my life But never out of my heart such as you said: I have rest now and you're with your father now Just like one day I will be with you again Dear daddy...I just want the world to know how much I love you And how much I miss you... But just words aren't enough to explain how I feel.... After ten years I still can't accept the fact you're gone... I hope you're still with me somehow... Because I can't let go... Dear daddy...Why did you deside it was your time to leave? Some day maybe I will understand... But for now I just want to tell you, you're on my mind.... And as long as I'm alive...you will be here.... Because I am a part of you... I am so much like you... Did you know that ? Whenever I look in the mirror I see your face... Daddy...Please protect me, love me, and please....always stick around... I love you
I guess they think it's humor Or whatever they think it is It's gonna kill me one day Stich by stich by stich
They say it doesn't hurt As long as it's not fissical But it's their fault I found scars all over my soul
One stitch For every open wound they've caused me All those stitches together Makes that there's nothing left for me to be I tried to tell them Tried to make them understand But it doesn't make a diffrence They just don't want me to still stand
This is for all those people Who've been trying to get me on my knees What I'm trying to say is That I'm gonna be bigger than the sea So take a good look at me Cause it might be your last Before you blinked your eyes You'll realize I'm way too fast
So think about this Next time there are things you say or do Things that happen in your worst nightmares Things you wouldn't want to happen to you Think about the fact That for some this is life Think before you act And think before you take that hypothetical knife
The steps you take can have effect on others I could keep worrying But then again.... I won't even bother
...What this cult means to me...
Ok...as you can see at the top of my profile I'm a member of a cult named : Society_x. To most people the people they 'meet' at any kind of forum or chatroom don't really mean anything. I am definetly one of those people.
However in this cult the girls I've met there are NOT just people from the internet, most of them have become true friends to me.
(Just for the record : Yes we do actually meet each other and I have met most of them in real life.) And I can say that each and every girl I've met from this cult are the sweetest and most considerate girls you could ever imagine. They're ALWAYS there for one another and I personally think that humans and friendships like this are very rare. I guess I just wanted to tell everyone that is interested enough to check out my profile that I truly love this cult and the girls in it!!! In short I met a lot of AMAZING people here!!!
As time went by they have become a part of my life and because so a part of me as well. Without knowing they've learned me a lot about myself that I never knew or thought a lot about before.
Now that I'm writing this I find it very difficult to put into words what they exactly mean to me.
I do know that I care for them and yes, even love some of them.
So uhm I think this was pretty much all I wanted to say about the cult.
No one
This world finally broke me down Fade away Nothing more i can say
Totally empty I excist no more Nothing left to live for
This world sucked me dry Lost the light And my last will to fight
Used to see the good in people That girl dissapeared Drowned in fear
Done with getting hurt Pretty much done with all No deeper can i fall
No further can i go No ways out No use to scream and shout
If there's no one to hear No one that listens to me Or even trie to see
No one that gives me love Only lies and pain And me...slowly going insane
Likes My friends My nephews Photoshop Photography Society_X Meetings :D My kitty cat Sissi Other countries Spanish Music (Like Aventura) Business My boyfriend En NATUURLIJK!!! Danny
Dislikes People that lie People that bring others down just to make themselves feel better :/ Weird smells Guys on the internet who simply can't stop themselves from nagging for me to get naked :S Nagging people in general :P
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