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Burning feathers.. Not an angel.. Heaven`s closed.. Hell`s sold out.. So I walk on earth.. Behind the curtains.. Hidden from everyone.. Untill I find a new life to ruin again.. Sex: female Age: 20 Location: Kaunas (for now), , Lithuania Member since: January 31, 2008 Account: Free Account Orientation: Straight Status: Single ADD FRIEND ADD FAVORITE ADD TO SHITLIST ADD TO CULT BLOCK USER REPORT USER

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i`ve been going through some hard times recently... trying to cope with things that happened... i`m really emotional and it really hurts when you get treated as a total nothing by the person who you love nad you know that he loves you too... i`m tired of thinking about the others.. i`m tired of being hurt every time i try to help... i`m just so tired... i need to learn to live for myself and not to think so much about the others... i just need to LIVE....... if you want to know sth more about me - just ask... Haven't slept in a week, my bed has become my coffin. Cannot breath, cannot speak.. My head's like a bomb, still waiting. Take my heart and take my soul.. I don't need them anymore! The one I love, Is striking me down on my knees.. The one I love, Drowning me in my dreams.. The one I love , Over and over again.. Dragging me under Hypnotized by the night, silently rising beside me. Emptyness, nothingness is burning a hole inside me. Take my faith and take my pride I don't need them anymore.. The one I love, Is striking me down on my knees.. The one I love, Drowning me in my dreams.. The one I love , Over and over again.. Dragging me under This bed has become my chapel of stone, a garden of darkness to where I'm thrown. So take my life, I don't need it anymore... The one I love, Is striking me down on my knees.. The one I love, Drowning me in my dreams.. The one I love, Over and over again.. Dragging me under. The one I love, Is striking me down on my knees.. [striking me down] Drowning me in my dreams.. [down on my knees] Over and over again.. [striking me down] Over and over [ and over and over ] again..

things i like.. well, there are quite a lot of the things i like... summer nights by the lake.. romantic evenings in the candle light... sitting by the window and watching the spring rain... playing the guitar by the fire... singing... making food for the ones i love... being with my friends.. talking about 'the last night dreams'... listening to the music.. and many more romantic stuff ;) and it`s one of my likes in VF :> -->

i hate when ppl (especially the ones i love) are telling lies to me.. i hate when ppl think that i`m a little child and i can`t do things on my own.. i hate when ppl make promices and then they break them.. i hate when i`m alone.. i hate when the ones i love don`t understand how hard something is for me.. i hate when somebody tells me that i have done sth wrong when i know that myself... i hate when i lose the ones i love... i hate when i have to wait for a long time for something... i hate when i can`t sleep... i hate when i fail my exams... i hate being treated as a crap only because i asked something in a wrong time.. i just sometimes hate that i`m so emotional and sensitive.. i hate that i think about others more than i think about myself...

i listen to quite different music.. from Death to Avanged Sevenfold.. from Sonata Arctica to 30 Seconds To Mars... from Ossastorium to The Rasmus... from Enigma to Korpi Ensemble...

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