I'm constantly told that people (especially women) like confidence in a man. How can one be confident or feel good about themselves when everyone shits on them and makes them feel completely worthless?
As for the world treating you like you are worthless the world treats diamonds like they are worth so much. But really what is it besides a pretty rock ? When Famine hits do you think people will trade food they can eat for diamonds that sparkle a bit more than other rocks ? People have a perpetual and horrible habit of placing value in the wrong places.
If the world cares so much to apparently be against you, that prooobably means you're worth it for it to notice. Take pride in the fact the world notices. Hell having people not like you reminds you that you're doing something. If you don't like it, who cares? Don't change to be loved. It can't all be bad. I don't mean to sound offensive, but I see a lot of your stuff as "the world is against me" and its really not, not that often anyway. Just recognize it, learn from it, and grow from it. Confidence comes from what you want to be, not what others make you. If I listened to what everyone told me, I'd have killed myself at least twenty times by now. You have to laugh at what people do to you after the hurt. If you let it fester, you lose yourself. Find peace and strength in your problems not suffering and loss. All that weird stuff people tell you and yeah.. Just feel good for yourself, not bad.
Drove Nearly 400 Miles Today And Spent The Rest Of The Day At A Peterbilt Dealership Working On And Repairing Diesel Engines And Components. I Am Now Also A Diesel Mechanic In Training. (: Having A Class A CDL Has Been So Rewarding For Me. I Am Filthy, Covered In Oil, Sweat, And Grease..I Need A Shower! :O
When i was younger up till now i played alot of yugioh with my brother. I haa suicases full of cards and i lost em in a house fire. I saved afew but its been hard times for me lately. What im asking is if anybody out here has any spares ot just tired of there yugioh cards. Would you please take alil time and charity and send me some. Im no bum just that i would ask in hopes to maybe meet someone out there ina tournamate. I couldnt never pay ya back enough if you do. I do duel on line at WWW.DUELINGNETWORK.com alias is JesseJames420. My mailing adress is: 719 W 3rd st Marion Indiana. Plus id like to try open a yugioh cult. Just shoe me some love and help snd please let me know so we can be friends.
Thanks for the heads up my slow ass brother did that i told em to ask the question but not the rest. Plus it be fun to catch some rapeo in my house. Id finaly get to kill someone legaly. But thx again tho. I am serious bout the cards thing tho lol
This is being done because I've accumulated too many people that annoy me in various ways.
*If a person says "why is no one talking to me" and never responds to my messages, enough of the bullshit, I don't have time for it or to argue, the person's gone; tired of hypocrite bullshit.
I encourage people to be independent, but if I don't hear from you in a month after messaging you, and you make that complaint, it annoys me thus I delete you.
*If a person constantly dumps their bullshit on me seeking advice, for every little god damn thing, like "how do I meet girls", "my mom's a bitch what do /B/", "what kind of pipe is healthy", and many others you are gone, I'm not a fucking Therapist, and more than likely have more problems than you, be a fucking adult and figure things out, if a person is not able to do that, you're not an equal and I don't want you around.
*If a person tries to manipulate me because I'm nice "people have tried to borrow money from me" I will say no because I'm not stupid, and any other silly domination games, like trying to use me for a ride and shit, it will not work and you shall be purged.
*If your life consists of talking shit about people, or other peoples lives, you can fuck yourself, as I don't keep that type of company and shall be purged.
I have many hobbies and none of them are destructive, I expect the same.
For an idea of a good person, look at DSL_Eldar, the guy has hobbies, a life, is virtually never negative, does not self bullshit, yet is still able to talk to people because he uses time management, anyone who's retarded should use him as a template for repairing their broken selves.
The people still on my friends list have nothing to worry about, if you're still here, ignore this negative bullshit, I'm doing a massive purge of all negative people, or anyone who annoys me, and will be replacing them with stable people that I consider good influences, and are fun to be around.
Take the step, make the choice, refuse to pull the trigger. As life moves on, remember where peace once laid it's head. Till death or before the end of it all. The world can only pick one. Away for the night and asleep for eternity. Bow to the darkness and smile at your fears. The threat shows no harm but the scars still burn with the aftertaste of peroxide. Twisted thoughts and unknown paths to the future of where no one can be a hero. The happy endings are written in stone and the tablet is operating at a 1.0 processor equivalent to the rocks of which the cavemen stood upon. Think of where we could be and of where our lives continue to stand. We can only breathe if your violent hands wasn't trying to silence our cries for help. We are who you never expected us to be. We are the fallen. The ones who stood up and the ones who walked on after the 100 year crawl. To all we are three. Love, Hate and of course Forgiveness for the spiritual ignorance has us blinded. Running won't stop the madness. Only you can put out the flame. Only we can shut off the forgotten nightlight.
Fan: You keep mentioning how different and awesome the new album is gonna be and it's got me curious... what's going on that's making it so different?
Answer: There's a lot going on with the album lyrically. My head is in a different place than it was with the previous two albums. Both "Pride" and "Legacy" had me dealing with a lot of emotional and relationship issues. This new album is more aggressive, a lot more pent-up anger. I'm dealing with a lot of shit that's bothered me in the past or still annoying me. Political, social, whatever... just a bunch of stupid shit, and I'm throwing off the gloves. I'm not being nice on this album. I stepping on toes and doing it on purpose. I'm pointing out the stupid shit I see every day, the lack of morals and apparent intelligence, and I'm calling it out.
The opening track (as of right now) is a short, spoken-word intro and it pretty much sums it up I think. It really sets the stage for the album. And the album itself? Well, it's gotta a higher average BPM so far along with some screaming and is just generally darker, but much more danceable than the previous releases. I think people are really gonna dig on this release... whenever I can get it finished.
Hope this answers your question!
If you have a question feel free to inbox me or leave it here. If I think it's a good enough question I may even post it as a journal thread like this!!!
Hey everyone, just wanted to drop some quick updates before I head to bed for the night. With me getting ready to move most of the way across the country I'm trying to take care of some stuff for the page and music before the long haul. I went in and scrubbed my bio today to make it easier to read and slightly more professional. Additionally, I rearranged the albums/links towards the bottom of the page so they are a little more streamlined and easier to look at, plus less space-consuming. I'm still writing music and will probably post a list of the songs completed thus far (though not all of them will be on the album) and maybe the titles will give everyone a hint of how this album is going. That being said, I'm about 1/3 the way done writing the total number of songs I want... so a summer release is still a slight possibility, at least for the initial EP. I'm also going to be working on making some banners in the next week or so to link to various other pages as well as this one. I'll try to figure out how to embed the code so you can copy the code and put the link/banner on your own page to show your support.
I'm really pushing myself to get as much done as possible before leaving. I'm even trying to get in one last photoshoot in GA, but we'll see. There are more important things, I think, to try and get done. If any of you have ideas for the page, or things you'd like to see on the page, let me know in the comments below and I'll see what I can do.
Wow... this is the longest "update" I've posted in a while. I'd better stop before you all get spoiled. Have a good one!
So, I have a bit of news to put out really quick...
1. The new album is progressing, if not slowly. I am now about 1/3 the way done writing all the material I want for it so hopefully I'll be starting demoing and recording soon.
2. I got official word today that I will be moving to Colorado next month (April) so there may be a bit of down time from being on here and working on the album.
3. As the new album comes together I'm starting to put together details. I have an idea for the album title and possible the cover, but we'll see.
I will keep pumping out information as it becomes available. Hope everyone had a good weekend.