So I started talking to Julio again..
He said he stopped talking to me cus I was being selfish
But he wants to hangout Monday.
And he said "Maybe on Monday, if we hangout, then you won't have to worry about being rejected again"..
Dunno exactly what he means, he said I'll figure it out
I also asked one of my old fuck buddies if he had any single friends I could talk to, and he said that he'd be too jealous to hook me up with one of his friends
What an ass!
So, I'm probably gonna watch some porn, then go to sleep.
And go to church tomorrow looking gorgeous and show Matt Smith what he's missing out on
Yeah. I tend to do that with just about everything.I know.I'm awesome.psKayce you can text me anytime, things are starting to be more calm again. If I ever don't reply it isn't me ignoring you, I just lose my phone often it likes to not save my messages when it dies. I'm going to bed soon. I slept about 2 hours last night Don't dwell on this boy. Just don't. You don't need a man for all the reasons you FEEL you do. He doesn't make them. All those things are within yourself, They are only there to share with someone. Like flowers care for them so the will be beautiful and bright for that right person. I'm sleepy as fuck so I hope you get my point.Night, dear you're beautiful!
just took a very hot bubble bath...and yet i still cant sleep....
this whole single thing at the bar sucks dick! just saying...
all my friends have girlfriends or boyfriends and me im just like yep..not my time yet.
I'm now officially an alumni of my school. Time has flown by and it is time to start a new chapter in my life. I will be a Henderson State University Freshman Reddie for the Fall of 2013. I will persue in getting a double major in Instrumental and Vocal Education with a minor in History or maybe Foreign Languages.
If you're inquiring about why you were deleted from my cult, it's because you have a history of being drama.
Or if you're in Slacker or Leviathan.
I saw the post lovely Trista made in Slacker.
She's always making posts about me. It's so cute
But yeah, there's your answer.
On another note, I'm super anxious waiting for my cult layouts from the VFDT! I can't wait to get them, I'm super excited :o