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LordGrauzir
Decline...
May 12, 2015, 09:14:am
Passing time in the dark solitude of my loneliness, one cigarette at a time, one bottle of nodding elixir whose face looks like mine, one more handful of pills, to hasten my decline.

Stillness in a room of shadows with crumpled paper covering the floor, the madness sets in as it has time and time before, and once again I listen for someone to save me, a voice, a knock from behind my door, but silence, always silence, as my demons form a line, pushing me ever forward, to hasten my decline.

There is no mitigation, no amelioration, in this my life's cruel station, the years have only grown worse with my spirits timekeeper stagnant in his cruel design, for he well knows this curse so perversely divine, hence each day I drink and smoke, and abuse to kill the pain, for each diurnal course that passes, hastens my decline.




photo doom-nature-347.jpg





Mood: morbid..
Music: Lethal Diabolic

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XP8
from MARCO VISCONTI: the fourteenth Trump
May 01, 2015, 03:03:pm
On this very May Day, 14 years ago, three guys who met just slightly more than twelve months before in the dark recesses of Rome’s dirties goth clubs decided to forego the celebrations of the day (May 1st is a national holiday in Italy, and a huge concert is organised in one of Rome’s biggest squares, Piazza San Giovanni) and instead hid in one of their homes, playing with samples, synths and drum machines - yes, 2001 was still the year of hardware electronics.

In the Crowley-Harris Thoth deck, the fourteenth Trump is called “Art”, and the Master Therion writes about it: “Transmute all wholly into the image of thy will, bringing each to its true token of perfection. “…Combination of forces, realization, action based on accurate calculation; the way of escape, success after elaborate manoeuvres…” 
Fourteen years later, this seems to me the best way to depict my own personal experience with XP8.

I won’t bother you all again with the reasons why we are stopping now: not only I already voiced my thoughts many times in the past year, and you can still read them here or here, but I also keep reading comments like “oh, I’ve heard more from this band now that they quit than ever before”, or “man, that was the longest goodbye ever”.

It was meant to be like this: if I learned something over this years is that unless you are in the business of making pre-canned pop music (which is absolutely a good business, mind you!), you need to create more than “just” music. You need to create a narrative, a myth that people can relate with in every possible way, you need to become an icon for them to both love AND hate. 
Only by doing so you can leave a mark.

I think we did leave that mark, among very few others. 
No matter what you think of our music or of us personally, you have one opinion about us: and that means we exist in your noosphere, and that is more than 99% of other bands out there. That is our revenge. 

Fourteen years ago, XP8 started as a (rather crappy at first) amateurish musical project, and it evolved into a complex hypersigil that will keep on reverberating its message for years to come.

Thank you all for the ride.

- Marco Visconti

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Pestilenz

[reply]
from MARCO VISCONTI: the fourteenth Trump
May 01, 2015, 06:07:pm
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The Art of Revenge. :-)

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XP8
from MARKO RESURRECCION: farewell and goodbye (at least for now)
May 01, 2015, 03:02:pm
Dear listeners,

as some of you may know, or may have somehow noticed, I am not a great communicator.
Never been.
Plague of my life.
But on a watershed moment like this, even I feel the urge to put fingers to keys and commit some pixels to your screens and - oh how much I hate the word now - “share”…




For many years now, writing and singing for XP8 has been my means of expressing my feelings, my views and a lot of my grudges.
Unfortunately for you listeners this has meant that you were not at the forefront of my mind when the music happened, when decisions were taken.
Unfortunately for XP8 this has meant that we have lost just as many listeners as we have gained.
I can’t shake the feeling that most of XP8’s perceived success is more rooted in Marco’s undeniable web talent than the quality of our musical output.

But grown we have.
And better we did become

But too late.
And I think it’s only right to close this project now.
Now that we can be proud of what we are, if not of what we have achieved, and before we become caricatures of our former selves.
I’ve learned so much through XP8: about music, about myself, about others, about love.

it’s been great.
Exhilarating.
At times downright frustrating.
Always worth it.

I will probably bother your ears some more soon.

Until then, farewell and goodbye

- Marko Resurreccion

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Pestilenz

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from MARKO RESURRECCION: farewell and goodbye (at least for now)
May 01, 2015, 06:03:pm
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Farewell Marko and XP8 Thanks for the amazing tunes. Always supported you guys. Best of luck with your future endeavors.

Pestilenz

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from MARKO RESURRECCION: farewell and goodbye (at least for now)
May 01, 2015, 06:06:pm
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Thank you as well for including the fans in this. We're learning from you as well. XP8 is dead was a sad tune man. However I definitely understand the reasoning behind it. I will be following your crew to see what they do next. Thank you.

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LizZiePop
How well do you know me?
March 27, 2015, 11:47:pm
1. What is my last name? WITHOUT CHECKING FACEBOOK
2. Who is my fiancé WITHOUT LOOKING
3. What is my nickname on here
4. who gave me my nickname
5. what is my favourite colour
6. what is my favourite animal
7. What was my biggest struggle in life? and how long did I deal with this struggle?
8. what is my simple daily routine (what do I do on a normal day)
9. what am I doing every second I can? (no one say masturbate cuz you will be WRONG!!) lol
10. who is my favourite VF model?

Mood: sneaky

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last 5 of 14 comments:

deathbeforedishonour

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How well do you know me?
March 28, 2015, 05:44:am
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Id say I probs got like 1 or 2

bloodontheasphalt

[reply]
How well do you know me?
March 28, 2015, 11:32:am
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I like this survey. hmm

LizZiePop

[reply]
How well do you know me?
March 28, 2015, 11:48:am
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deathbeforedishonour you actually got half of them right :-)

dark_roses

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How well do you know me?
March 28, 2015, 05:18:pm
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1. What is my last name? WITHOUT CHECKING FACEBOOK idk 2. Who is my fiancé WITHOUT LOOKING aaron 3. What is my nickname on here idk 4. who gave me my nickname idk 5. what is my favourite colour idk 6. what is my favourite animal idk 7. What was my biggest struggle in life? and how long did I deal with this struggle? idk 8. what is my simple daily routine (what do I do on a normal day) idk 9. what am I doing every second I can? (no one say masturbate cuz you will be WRONG!!) lol idk 10. who is my favourite VF model? idkI need to talk to you more and get to know you lol

LadySabertooth

[reply]
How well do you know me?
March 28, 2015, 06:05:pm
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I already got all the answers wrong before I posted die

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LizZiePop
I miss my sister
March 27, 2015, 01:58:am
I miss my sister so bad .....................I hate april

Mood: beyond words to describe my sadness

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Pzycho_GrimX

[reply]
I miss my sister
March 27, 2015, 02:00:am
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i feel guilty as if i triggered that for starting our talk u.u

LizZiePop

[reply]
I miss my sister
March 27, 2015, 02:02:am
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its fine it doesn't bother me that bad its just usually from end of march till the middle of april

Pzycho_GrimX

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I miss my sister
March 27, 2015, 02:06:am
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oh,okey... hope you feel better soon.

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LizZiePop
I want HONEST!! describe me in single words only
March 26, 2015, 03:00:pm
describe me with single words and if I get a bunch of bullshit ..................... imma do it over I WANT HONEST PEOPLE lol xD

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last 5 of 18 comments:

dark_roses

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I want HONEST!! describe me in single words only
March 26, 2015, 03:30:pm
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I do as well. Just saying. lol

-Enigma-

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I want HONEST!! describe me in single words only
March 26, 2015, 03:37:pm
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dude man bro....we should hang...What trailer park are you in?

LadySabertooth

[reply]
I want HONEST!! describe me in single words only
March 26, 2015, 04:19:pm
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Bubbly!

Lokiilette

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I want HONEST!! describe me in single words only
March 26, 2015, 05:32:pm
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Red :-)

SiramulxXxJethel

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I want HONEST!! describe me in single words only
March 26, 2015, 10:10:pm
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kind

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LizZiePop
controversial topic
February 25, 2015, 09:30:pm
*insert opinion on random topic that people find controversial*

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-13-

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controversial topic
February 25, 2015, 11:17:pm
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Well, post something goddamnit Y

Shiivy

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controversial topic
February 26, 2015, 06:59:am
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I dogsit Emily right now. She tried to sleep, but she can't manage to find the perfect position on my couch. She makes me lough with nearly everything she does lol

Trista

[reply]
controversial topic
February 26, 2015, 07:17:am
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uh i accidentally propped something

LIPSTICK

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controversial topic
March 29, 2015, 10:20:am
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Controversial topic :O

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XP8
XP8 is dead
February 03, 2015, 05:32:am
With the release of the last EP in our Alchemy Series started 9 months ago, we conclude the XP8 experience.

It's been a long fun ride which lasted almost 15 years, brought us on the stages of all the world along several tours and countless festival appareances, and let us define the sound of a generation.

Thanks to all who have been supporting us and thanks also to all the silly trolls on forums like this one: without you, too, things would have been less interesting!

You can get the last EP and the entire Alchemy series on Bandcamp, iTunes, Amazon MP3, or listen to it on Spotify, Soundcloud and YouTube.


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Pestilenz

[reply]
XP8 is dead
February 03, 2015, 07:27:am
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R.I.P it's been a pleasure meeting and chatting with you guys. You guys always kick ass and thank you for the great music and support to the fans as long as you possibly could. You will be missed greatly.

Zombie_Radio2

[reply]
XP8 is dead
February 05, 2015, 04:05:am
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Still got XP8 tattooed on my arm since I was 14 will always keep that as a memory of you guys and your music <3!

Mytrix

[reply]
XP8 is dead
June 28, 2015, 03:20:am
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One of the first groups to introduce me to various alternative genres. Thank you for that - forever a fan!

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LizZiePop
i need prayers or thoughts please give me something anything
January 21, 2015, 10:48:pm
I know I tell my business too much to people and I have no filter but recently Aaron (my fiancé) unkillablescythe an di have been dealing with something potentially very devastating........ I may not be able to have children see I can make babies and he can make babies but i may be allergic to his ....stuff.... and i still need to talk to the doctor about it but i potentially could bare no children if im correct :-( please God i want children and please I know im young and im not asking for one now but i want to make a baby in the future. please we need your prayers and/or thoughts just anything please help us

Mood: beyond worried

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buckheadhobo

[reply]
January 31, 2015, 11:02:pm
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[ Private ]

LizZiePop

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i need prayers or thoughts please give me something anything
January 31, 2015, 11:03:pm
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I want my own baby both him and I agree on that and I want only his sperm :-(

buckheadhobo

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January 31, 2015, 11:04:pm
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[ Private ]

LizZiePop

[reply]
i need prayers or thoughts please give me something anything
January 31, 2015, 11:38:pm
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yess but im starting to think that the stinging is more of because of friction because I may be too small for him so yea :-(

LizZiePop

[reply]
i need prayers or thoughts please give me something anything
February 22, 2015, 10:36:pm
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yea hes just really big and im really small......... and it caused weird symptoms

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LordGrauzir
January 21, 2015, 08:29:am
Sometimes, when she is alone,
In the dark cloudy night,
Only the lightening shows her the life,
A numb silence surrounds her with strife.
She may feel the words from the dark air,
She would never think of the happening,
But you know what, the silence speaks,
The silence tells us our future,
The time we can't imagine, the uncertainty,
The silence knows all of those,
There is no explanation of that,
She may call it a prejudice or blind belief,
However you define it, it is the fact,
Silence speaks us, warns us, shows us.
It is a kind of opaque mirror,
Behind its, all the future are hidden,
But we only can see the light through it,
We just need to believe inside ourselves,
Then only then we can hear, we can feel,
The dark silence speaks to us all...



photo darkness-image.jpg

Mood: dark & creative...
Music: Anathema

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ShieldMaiden

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January 21, 2015, 01:29:pm
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Beautiful sir! This woman is a dark goddess.

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LizZiePop
Bored with Hair!! HELP!!!!
December 11, 2014, 10:45:am
I need a new hairstyle what should I do to my hair btw I need to have it to where I can work at a drug store that is very conservative and I cant dye it.

Cut it     0 / 0.0%
shave it     9 / 17.6%
chop it     1 / 2.0%
layer it     12 / 23.5%
trim it     2 / 3.9%
undercut it     1 / 2.0%
leave it     0 / 0.0%
grow it     25 / 49.0%
other (please explain down below your idea)     1 / 2.0%
other (please explain down below your idea)     0 / 0.0%
Mood: bored
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last 5 of 25 comments:

deathbeforedishonour

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Bored with Hair!! HELP!!!!
December 11, 2014, 02:45:pm
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Shave it...shave it all xD jkjk

DJGashRash

[reply]
Bored with Hair!! HELP!!!!
December 12, 2014, 08:06:am
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Shave it to the scalp and draw on your head with markers.

DanielleDisasterous

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Bored with Hair!! HELP!!!!
December 15, 2014, 02:14:am
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get a whig.

DanielleDisasterous

[reply]
Bored with Hair!! HELP!!!!
December 15, 2014, 02:15:am
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wig***** i can't even spell

aria1234

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Bored with Hair!! HELP!!!!
January 01, 2015, 08:43:pm
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i would grow it out i think you would like nice with long hair

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LizZiePop
FILL THIS OUT!!
November 22, 2014, 05:15:pm
I stole this from someone XD but please fill it out
Would you kiss me?
[ ] Hell Yeah
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
[ ] Maybe
[ ] already did

Would you do me?
[ ] In an instant!
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
[ ] Maybe
[ ] you look to sweet to fuck
[ ] already did

Am I attractive?
[ ] Heck no
[ ] hot as Hell
[ ] Fine
[ ] Cute
[ ] Okay I think ur pretty
[ ] Sexy
[ ] Ugly!

Do you think im a virgin?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
[ ] Don't know

Name one thing you would like to do to me?


3 things you would like to know about me?
1.)
2.)
3.)

If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
[ ] maybe

What kind of pic would you send me of yourself?
[ ] Fully clothed
[ ] No boxers
[ ] Just in boxers
[ ] Only shirt and boxers
[ ] Naked
[ ] I wouldn't send you anything
[ ] Who needs pics, I have a webcam ;-)

Would you rather..
[ ] Hook up with me
[ ] Cuddle with me
[ ] Date me
[ ] Marry me
[ ] Friends
[ ] Do me

What kind of underwear are you wearing right now?
[ ] boxers
[ ] whitie tighties
[ ] thong
[ ] g-string
[ ] granny panties
[ ] boy shorts
[ ] none

What's your favourite position?


On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me..
[ ] 1
[ ] 2
[ ] 3
[ ] 4
[ ] 5
[ ] 6
[ ] 7
[ ] 8
[ ] 9
[ ] 10

What would you want me to be to you or what do you think about me?
[ ] Friend
[ ] girlfriend/Boy friend
[ ] Friend with benefit
[ ] I want your number
[ ] Pretty/Cute
[ ] Hottie
[ ] Sexy
[ ] Gorgeous
[ ] Amazingly Beautiful
[ ] I'd take you home in a second
[ ] I'd make out with you right now
[ ] I'd Hit it
[ ] I love you,

What's your favourite color?


Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No

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last 5 of 15 comments:

Tam

[reply]
FILL THIS OUT!!
November 24, 2014, 08:21:am
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thats what she said as she was..nvm lol

Resurrected_Rogue

[reply]
FILL THIS OUT!!
November 24, 2014, 08:22:am
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It had to at least be attempted popcorn

Tam

[reply]
FILL THIS OUT!!
November 24, 2014, 08:23:am
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lol if your gonna have popcorn you gotta drill a hole in the bottom

Tam

[reply]
FILL THIS OUT!!
November 24, 2014, 08:33:am
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lol say your at the movies with your gf and she wants a little extra butter....
deadcommande
[reply]
FILL THIS OUT!!
November 24, 2014, 09:10:am
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Hell yes, in an Instant, hot as hell, no, anything you would be ok with, 1 what fetishes do you have 2 what's your plans for the future 3 do you have tattoos, yes, naked, any of the above, none, don't have a fav, and 10, I think your hot and gf, black, yes

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LizZiePop
Let Me Tell You Something About Pits....
November 21, 2014, 05:26:pm
Let me tell you something about pits....
There are different types of pits that give you different feelings

1.You feel that your Pit is full of emotion so you:
a. bottle it upp until you burst
b. let all your emotions out

either way, you will end up emptying your pit of emotion and it will turn into your next type of pit.

2. You feel empty like all your insides just got ripped out and all that is left is a hollow corpse so you:
a. float about in your ghostly empty corpse state and wallow in your emptiness
b. try to fill your pit with unhealthy habits
c. try to fill your pit with healthy habits

if you choose a:
you will never change

if you choose b:
you will go in the dark path that leads you in a spiraling down fall into your pit

if you choose c:
you will develop habits that will make your pit full and make your life feel fulfilled

now here is the question I ask you:
What is your pit? (and more importantly) WHAT WILL YOU DO ABOUT IT?

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Countess_Xero

[reply]
Let Me Tell You Something About Pits....
November 21, 2014, 05:41:pm
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just stick a funnel in the butt..

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