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dead_bettie
People that live near you
August 19, 2014, 12:34:am
That are/were your friends. And then poof shit happens.

It's interesting to see things from a different perspective

When I become this title then all of a sudden
"OMG Batz I love you."

I don't get it but it's okay hyenas will laugh.

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People that live near you
August 19, 2014, 12:37:am
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Noticed what?

dead_bettie

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People that live near you
August 19, 2014, 12:38:am
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Do you have the points for it Laura.

XdarkXanarchyX

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People that live near you
August 19, 2014, 12:39:am
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We only began talking a few months ago. shrug Before then I don't think I really paid any attention to you. XDBut yeah, it's interesting to see how people change so much when things that aren't a big deal change/happen. Oh well, forget the losers and beware the fakes!

-13-

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People that live near you
August 19, 2014, 12:39:am
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No roflmao I was kidding. 100% joking hugs

deliratio_solitudo

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People that live near you
August 19, 2014, 10:19:am
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well, I do love you! O.O

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Vampirebloodrare
Let's Play
August 18, 2014, 11:11:am
SINGLE or NOT, put this as your journal & see how many colors you get(Don't be afraid!)

BLUE- I like you a lot.
ORANGE- I wanna kiss you.
WHITE- I wanna be with you.
PINK- Inbox me sometime, we need to get to know each other.
RED- Can i get those digits?
PURPLE- I love you.
BLACK- I want you, but I can't have you.
GREEN- I'm sorry for leaving you.
BROWN- You're really cute.
YELLOW - Get in my bed!

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VampireMorgan969

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Let's Play
August 18, 2014, 12:16:pm
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Pink, Brown, when I get to know you, then all the colors will fall in place accordingly.. have a blessed week.

RevolutionPunk

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Let's Play
August 18, 2014, 03:28:pm
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Brown and Pink :P

Reptile239

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Let's Play
August 18, 2014, 07:11:pm
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all except green :3

Inarius

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Let's Play
August 19, 2014, 01:31:am
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The Shocker, Rev? ...Yeah, I'm gonna have to go with those colors too. Since Kitty's double-cute, we'll say two in the pink and one in the... brown.

bullet88

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Let's Play
August 19, 2014, 03:20:am
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Pink Blue Orange White Purple Brown

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BellaMorteMusic
Exorcisms video released!
August 11, 2014, 05:01:am
It’s here!!! We proudly present the video for the title track of our upcoming album, “Exorcisms”! The album will be released by Metropolis Records on 10.28.14 on CD & limited edition white vinyl!

PLEASE share this video with your friends on all of your social networks! It means the world to us! <3 <3 <3

Mood: Fired up!
Music: Bella Morte - Exorcisms

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dead_bettie
Since my phones being cracked out right now.. Ill post this photo here
August 10, 2014, 03:01:am
With two women I dearly admire.
Gitane Demone and Dinah Cancer from 45 grave aka Mary.
I am honored to be in their life and able to spend time with them.
Uploaded with Imgupr

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Fecal-Intolerance

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Since my phones being cracked out right now.. Ill post this photo here
August 10, 2014, 03:27:pm
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Ive met karl before

dead_bettie

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Since my phones being cracked out right now.. Ill post this photo here
August 10, 2014, 03:27:pm
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Awesome! You have?

dead_bettie

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Since my phones being cracked out right now.. Ill post this photo here
August 10, 2014, 03:27:pm
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You need to go out...

Fecal-Intolerance

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Since my phones being cracked out right now.. Ill post this photo here
August 10, 2014, 10:55:pm
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You need to be more respectful when addressing me in public, sweetie ;-)

dead_bettie

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Since my phones being cracked out right now.. Ill post this photo here
August 10, 2014, 11:06:pm
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Wait what?

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dead_bettie
So tell me about your regrets or things you wish you hadn't done..
August 06, 2014, 08:37:pm
Be honest

Have you ever regret eating something?     1 / 6.3%
Kissing someone?     0 / 0.0%
Going to an event?     0 / 0.0%
Meeting someone?     3 / 18.8%
Not reading the material for a test you were supposed to take?     0 / 0.0%
Having sex with someone?     6 / 37.5%
Dating someone?     3 / 18.8%
Living with someone?     1 / 6.3%
Lending someone money?     2 / 12.5%
Lending someone money?     0 / 0.0%
Mood: I don't know
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XdarkXanarchyX

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So tell me about your regrets or things you wish you hadn't done..
August 11, 2014, 03:50:am
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-13- hugs You can't regret something like this. If someone is that committed to slaying themselves then I think sooner or later they will. That's usually not something over night that pops into a person's mind and is done spontaneously. I imagine they had been dealing with the idea and whatever issues they had in their life for a while and maybe didn't tell you everything for whatever reasons. I don't know. It's really a shame when someone decides that's what they have to do. I hope you feel a little better sharing now and I'm glad you have had this person in your life to help you when you needed. I'm sure you were a good friend to them too when you were in each other's lives and possibly you kept them going for as long as they did.I also wonder if one of their main purposes in this world was to be there for you and help you grow & learn. Life is curious like that.Now what you can do is continue being a good friend for others and live your life to the fullest.I don't really believe that people are gone forever. I know my mother is watching over me from the spiritworld and has sent spirit animals to protect me. :-) Perhaps one day he will come to you and communicate with you in a dream.Hope I wasn't too off target there. I don't really know the story. paranoid

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So tell me about your regrets or things you wish you hadn't done..
August 11, 2014, 03:55:am
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Thank you for that. hugsYou were spot on. I mean, I feel better knowing he did it non-violently. I'm not known as the suicidal type, I'm not suicidal. But I believe around that time, I was randomly having the phrase "I'm going to kill myself" pop into my head. I told Kim about those thoughts. It was weird. But I believe it was around that time.Wouldn't be the first time. Months before I drew a picture with a random tombstone that said 2013. Few weeks later a classmate was killed in an accident. Didn't realize that drawing was like that until a month or two after. Kind of freaky.

RabbitMoon

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So tell me about your regrets or things you wish you hadn't done..
August 11, 2014, 09:29:am
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I'm sure reading his poetry will be really touching, and make you feel closer to him. nodYou can't tell yourself that you're responsible because you're not. Your friend was really unwell, and it occurs in spite of having the best of friends. I would say that your friend knew that telling you he wanted to do it would mean that it wouldn't happen, because you were his friend and sure would have done anything to keep him alive. I'm sure your friend knew this, and it might have even been part of the contact shutting down. You can't blame yourself. Don't. I'm sure missing him is hard enough, without internalizing the blame. hugsI'm accumulating fuckloads of regret. Until recently I used to think I was a good person. I'm not. :<So, I couldn't pick a regret.

deliratio_solitudo

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So tell me about your regrets or things you wish you hadn't done..
August 11, 2014, 12:19:pm
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To be honest, regret is something we always live with wether we care to admit or not.The most difficult decision we make is what we do with them, and how do we let them affect us.

Chaeonite

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So tell me about your regrets or things you wish you hadn't done..
August 17, 2014, 07:47:pm
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Where yeah totally regret moving in w/ my last gf. Ruined everything quick.

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dead_bettie
I swear..
August 04, 2014, 07:20:am

No, this isn't a "boys II men" tribute.
But, I have seen so much and it makes me laugh and to the ones I care about it saddens me!
Why are you doing this to yourself?
Some of you have been vacuumed into a deep hole you may not get out of until you either use your brain or notice how stupid you are acting and then it's to late.
It's just sad sad sad!!!
And it's annoying.
Distasteful, and very very unclassy.
Some people... Just wow...

I strongly recommend that you all start a Vf event in your area like me. Hell, I'll even help you! I know the ropes and I pride myself in being Vf California's representative and director of marketing and promotions. Aside from that; I'm proud of being a student in student government, and a mommy!
I love my derby fam!

I don't know... I just hope that you all have goals, goals that will get you somewhere in life. Or, that you at least have a plan!

Geez, okay..

-Thank you
-Dead Bettie

~Namaste~

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Phoenix__Wright

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I swear..
August 04, 2014, 07:28:am
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I'm down on bended knee...

Phoenix__Wright

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I swear..
August 04, 2014, 07:29:am
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BellaMorteMusic
10.28.14
August 03, 2014, 04:58:pm

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XP8
ALT-FAIL: or how things have ended...
August 02, 2014, 04:20:am
So, it looks like the rumours were true: Alt-Fest is now officially cancelled.


We only want to add a couple of things… first of all, for us this is particularly sad because we planned it to be the last XP8 concert, our farewell gig. And before you jump to conclusions: no, it’s not going to be easy to find an alternative. Especially not one as good as Alt-Fest was: that kinda exposure is something simply doesn’t come by these days. Not for us at least.
It looks like we’ll have to do without one last farewell party: we want to to thank all the people who contacted us, some offering alternatives, but none of them seem viable for us at this moment, especially given the fact we prepared pyros for this show and wanted to film it professionally.
Surely it’s a sign of how much you guys cared about it, and we thank you for that.

Furthermore, I am personally baffled by the comments I’ve been reading around: it looks like some people are actually happy that the festival failed, and did it so spectacularly. It feels like these people, maybe just the dreaded vocal minority of the web, but maybe not, are truly happy that pretty much the only big event the goth/industrial scene has seen outside Germany - EVER - was doomed to fall. It boggles my mind. But then again, these are those ultra-defender of the “underground” would rather die of ebola - very possible these days - than having 10 more people at their parties. These people are the very reason why this scene is fading away faster and faster. Elitism and sectarianism only brought a sterile soil, and turned away those youngsters who approached this genre and scene in the past few years: it’s not an uncommon view to see the blogs, tumblrs or twitters of guys and girls who embraced our music just a few years ago now having completely forsaken it, going to back to something more inclusive like metal or alt rock.

Finally, I’m equally baffled at how bad the Alt-Fest HQ handled the mess: the last 4 days have been a lesson in how to fail at social media under every aspect. It’s truly a disgrace. Adding this to the way they boasted to be “the biggest festival in the universe” and their repeated pleas to support it “in the name of the scene”, it gives out a very sad, almost pathetic image.
These people basically frozen the UK alt scene for two whole years, jeopardising tour plans and putting club nights and the few other festivals at risk, and in the end they failed to deliver what they promised... and all they can say is "I'm sorry, we miscalculated". This is what happens when amateurs take the stage.

To add insult to injury, at this point I can tell you that pretty much ALL THE HEADLINERS and their agents WERE contacted as the rumors of the cancellation started to spread by the various companies working on the logistics of the event. Yet the promoters left us and countless others completely in the dark, as we were just not good enough to even be included in a mass email. It seems they didn’t realise that even “just a day” would have made a hell of a difference, as not only we are all losing money but now we are also effectively losing time and the chance to reschedule our time, holidays and whatnot. I defended them for months when the naysayers started their annoying mumbling, but in retrospect I must say those naysayers were right.

I do wonder if their monthly event in London will still go on. I wouldn’t feel ok by supporting someone who just let so many people down like this: no matter what sort of problems they were trying to face, you just don’t keep people for four full days in the dark, when you get non-stop messages from people who spend hundreds if not thousands of cash in flights, trains, rentals and hotels.
Still it seems that running a successful monthly club for the "alternative people" will give you a free pass for every fuck up you might end up doing, as the countless messages of absolution and support, even in the face of this inevitable demise, kept on popping over social media... sure, the minority in relation with the thousands of angry voices that were asking for the statement they released only today.

In closure: Alt-Fest is gone, and it’s a missed opportunity for everyone - maybe it was just too ambitious to being with, but it was the right thing to try, to breathe new life in an ageing, fading scene.
Sure, there are still other, genre-specific festivals out there, and some are bloody good. But by closing the boundaries more and more we are just dying out. XP8 is disappearing. Straftanz is gone already. More will follow as more already fell over the past few years. Maybe most of you won’t care, or even notice, but when in a few years or even less the only bands you’ll get to see live will be the ones already headlining every German festival, just realise who of you had, too, a part in all of this. *

- Marco Visconti



* = and to some of the Americans out there, reading this: no, there won’t be any real coldwave comeback. Enjoy the little hype the Wax Trax! 2.0 bands are going for now before the entire, inevitable demise. *fnord*

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NeoVamp_NET

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ALT-FAIL: or how things have ended...
August 04, 2014, 08:38:am
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I'm happy I got to see you guys years ago in holland! I'm sad this is farewell then. See you around I guess.

Zombie_Radio2

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ALT-FAIL: or how things have ended...
August 04, 2014, 12:02:pm
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do what they did on Wayne's world when they were trying to put on WayneStock if their festival is cancelled make your own! and get bands together and put on the biggest and greatest festival you can! ^-^ I don't know I'm trying here :x but seriously a lot of people doubt alternative bands and don't want to do the shows their all for rap,hip hop,and pop >.<

forestspirit99

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ALT-FAIL: or how things have ended...
August 04, 2014, 01:21:pm
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The UK industrial scene still has Infest and Resistanz Festival. It's a shame that Alt-fest got cancelled. I guess that the organizers bit off more than they could chew with regards to the line-up and the budget needed to host this event. I feel sorry for all the bands and everyone who bought a ticket to the event. I hope that they get their money back.

punklolita

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ALT-FAIL: or how things have ended...
August 08, 2014, 10:37:am
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I feel sorry for everybody who spend their money on theis i didnt but i was pretty exited about this festival and watch the videos, wtf is wrong whit the world???

PsyenceFiction

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ALT-FAIL: or how things have ended...
August 09, 2014, 12:49:am
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I was pretty sad that I wasn't going to make it to this in the first place due to my money situation. So when I heard it was cancelled I was in a weird state. Slightly glad that I didn't spend a bunch of time and money to try and make it but sad because this seemed like one of the best festivals ever. There was so much to this that made me so excited. Band after band that I love and adore and have wanted to see for so many years and it's horrible to see how it's fallen apart for everyone. But the people whom put it together clearly had no idea what they were doing. And it's a shame because they promised the world but gave us all but grains of sand. I suppose it was just too good to be true and inevitable.I'm also sadden to hear that I won't get to see an XP8 show now. I've loved you're guys work for years and have never had an ability to see a show and, to the best of my knowledge, never heard you guys play in Kansas City. But alas I wish the best for you.

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dead_bettie
I need to update my profile
August 01, 2014, 04:03:pm
So many grammatical errors and wiggly sentences. I'm rambling on my profile. For those of you that have read it, please forgive me.

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XdarkXanarchyX

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I need to update my profile
August 01, 2014, 04:17:pm
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You are forgiven. hugs

unpardonablesin

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I need to update my profile
August 01, 2014, 05:15:pm
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You are forgiven....for now. Y

Shiivy

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I need to update my profile
August 01, 2014, 05:54:pm
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your error english is still better than mine... i haven't noticed any errors yet Y

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dead_bettie
Who can wow me?
July 29, 2014, 01:36:am
No one can and that's the problem..

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Fecal-Intolerance

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Who can wow me?
August 01, 2014, 05:55:pm
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*hug*

dead_bettie

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Who can wow me?
August 01, 2014, 06:44:pm
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glomp

KhaoticFury

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Who can wow me?
August 01, 2014, 09:49:pm
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I'm too bland c:

dead_bettie

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Who can wow me?
August 01, 2014, 09:50:pm
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Kaii I miss you

KhaoticFury

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Who can wow me?
August 03, 2014, 05:21:am
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Miss you too. :-) Hope you're enjoying your summer!

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dead_bettie
You're an idiot!
July 28, 2014, 12:56:pm
You're a dirty bird
The internet has officially made you disrespect yourself.

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dead_bettie

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You're an idiot!
July 28, 2014, 01:42:pm
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Haha

XdarkXanarchyX

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You're an idiot!
July 28, 2014, 08:43:pm
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orly?

Fecal-Intolerance

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You're an idiot!
July 29, 2014, 07:31:am
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You dont need to tell me twice.

dead_bettie

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You're an idiot!
July 29, 2014, 12:17:pm
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I'm not talking about you!

AlienX_20

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You're an idiot!
July 29, 2014, 10:06:pm
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I had to fart in someone's general direction it was either left or right if that makes me dirty oh well.

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Scarlette
July 27, 2014, 02:36:pm
I just wanted to take a moment to say a very happy (belated) birthday to all those that haven't heard anything from me and their b-days have passed. Lots of hugs!

Also, how has everyone been?!! hugs

Mood: Good
Music: Throat Full of Glass-Chombichrist

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vampiric_angel69
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July 28, 2014, 12:24:am
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thanks

Scarlette

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July 28, 2014, 10:24:am
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You're welcome, doll! heart

ames_heartless

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August 01, 2014, 07:05:pm
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awwww how sweet

Scarlette

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August 01, 2014, 07:38:pm
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cute

ames_heartless

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August 02, 2014, 06:37:pm
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chainsaw :-D

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Vampirebloodrare
Skinny Loved by Birdy
July 25, 2014, 02:39:pm

Come on skinny love just last the year,
Pour a little salt we were never here,
My my my, my my my, my-my my-my...
Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer.

Tell my love to wreck it all,
Cut out all the ropes and let me fall,
My my my, my my my, my-my my-my...
Right in the moment this order's tall.

And I told you to be patient,
And I told you to be fine,
And I told you to be balanced,
And I told you to be kind,
And in the morning I'll be with you,
But it will be a different kind,
'Cause I'll be holding all the tickets,
And you'll be owning all the fines.

Come on skinny love, what happened here?
Suckle on the hope in light brassieres,
My my my, my my my, my-my my-my...
Sullen load is full, so slow on the split.

And I told you to be patient,
And I told you to be fine,
And I told you to be balanced,
And I told you to be kind,
And now all your love is wasted,
Then who the hell was I?
'Cause now I'm breaking at the britches,
And at the end of all your lines.

Who will love you?
Who will fight?
And who will fall far behind?

Come on skinny love,
My my my, my my my, my-my my-my...
My my my, my my my, my-my my-my.

Mood: Happy
Music: Skinny Love by Birdy

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--death-of-seasons

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Skinny Loved by Birdy
July 25, 2014, 03:13:pm
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*Bon Iver
blowme_andleave
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August 03, 2014, 10:35:am
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[ Private ]

Vampirebloodrare

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Skinny Loved by Birdy
August 03, 2014, 01:19:pm
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Yes I have

JudgeFudge

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Skinny Loved by Birdy
August 05, 2014, 08:17:pm
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Bon Iver version is so much better :-(

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dead_bettie
Help me choose a new phone
July 24, 2014, 05:24:pm
I'm leaving sprint for another service.
Which phone should I get?

Nokia Lumia 520/windows phone     12 / 75.0%
iPhone 4     4 / 25.0%
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Astute_Decay

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Help me choose a new phone
July 24, 2014, 10:59:pm
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simplify yourself! orly

dead_bettie

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Help me choose a new phone
July 24, 2014, 11:28:pm
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I would if I had a computer or laptop hmph

XdarkXanarchyX

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Help me choose a new phone
July 25, 2014, 06:16:am
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Go with Ting and maybe you can just keep your phone or choose from something they support. Since you previously had Sprint it's likely you can just keep using that phone as they use the Sprint network so I hope you're not switching because of poor service/area coverage! lolThey are pretty affordable and have good setups and whatever you don't use they give you credit for. nod

deliratio_solitudo

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Help me choose a new phone
July 25, 2014, 02:38:pm
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nokia, they last forever!!! *though I have an LG and love it*

kittykittygoboom

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Help me choose a new phone
July 26, 2014, 12:10:am
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Anything's better than an iPhone XD

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