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dead_bettie
Another random something
April 16, 2014, 05:14:pm
Your face full of pain
My eyes aching in rain
It's not lust it's pure trust
Knocking at the door
My heart hides
My mind full of obscene feelings and truth
Just leap through to the other side
A clogged heart
A dragonfly in the night flying in circles
As cinema strange soothes my mind
Clapping monkeys turn in to turtles that slowly unclog the fogginess of an unshaped heart
Running to and fro
Can't hide beneath the mausoleum floor
Bricks to cover
Bamboo to protect
Lost in this developing epiphany


(Doesn't make sense? Good that's the point. My obscure poetry:-) it's in my genes thank you papa)!

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CORTEX

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Another random something
April 19, 2014, 02:35:am
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<3

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dead_bettie
DIA IS PLAYING IN SANTA ANA! All female tribute band to DIO
April 16, 2014, 01:07:am
My friends are playing again and it's going to be amazing! You don't want to miss it!
$8.00 good music and celebrating Malti's birthday! It's going to be a super special show you don't want to miss!
This is 21+

For more info post here or message me personally!

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YOLO

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DIA IS PLAYING IN SANTA ANA! All female tribute band to DIO
April 16, 2014, 01:43:am
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what a bunch of shit

dead_bettie

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DIA IS PLAYING IN SANTA ANA! All female tribute band to DIO
April 16, 2014, 01:44:am
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Oh?

YOLO

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DIA IS PLAYING IN SANTA ANA! All female tribute band to DIO
April 16, 2014, 01:46:am
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i listened to their attempt at a rainbow in the dark cover and i'm furious

dead_bettie

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DIA IS PLAYING IN SANTA ANA! All female tribute band to DIO
April 16, 2014, 01:55:am
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Okay

Astute_Decay

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DIA IS PLAYING IN SANTA ANA! All female tribute band to DIO
April 16, 2014, 06:28:pm
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thats cool, express your opinion, doesn't mean you have to be a asshole about it. confused (by the way never heard it, but i learned a little thing called respect for other people)

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dead_bettie
Art art art!!!! Check this out!
April 15, 2014, 02:21:pm

My friend Sarah is an artist as well as filming and photographing events. I bid you to take the time to look through her art. She's assisted famous rockstar photographer James Emberly.
Have any questions feel free to post here or messages me. When you've looked at her art let me know what you think or if you're interested in any of her stuff.
Here's the link pointdown
http://www.sarahsfantasyart.com

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dead_bettie
Fuck you!!! Eeww
April 09, 2014, 04:06:am
Yes I'm ranting..

I just want to say fuck you.
I don't care.

Your loss...


Rants are fun

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dead_bettie

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Fuck you!!! Eeww
April 09, 2014, 06:09:pm
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No we weren't kidding. I'm sending tea to dark anarchy and crystal

-13-

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Fuck you!!! Eeww
April 09, 2014, 06:10:pm
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sad if I wasn't In the middle of moving, you could send me some

HappiestPlaceonEarth

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Fuck you!!! Eeww
April 11, 2014, 02:08:am
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Mutha FUCK YOU U dont no me!

dead_bettie

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Fuck you!!! Eeww
April 11, 2014, 02:57:am
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Slap a hoe mane! roflmao

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dead_bettie
Damn you...
March 29, 2014, 07:10:am
Why I will never know
Tears are just falling out of my eyes and I don't know why.
Laying in the dark in solace
It all came back.
I haven't been able to process the pain
I didn't want to acknowledge that you were actually gone
But I am broken inside and I am hurting badly
It's been over three months since you decided to leave this world

Oh it hurts so fucking much
It's killing me
I am mourning now .....


Mood: :(

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casca520

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Damn you...
March 29, 2014, 10:36:am
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hugs But this is when you keep on living. Nothing can extinguish the fire inside you.

MissGothy

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Damn you...
March 29, 2014, 11:22:am
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hugs stay strong love.

Lilly_Darkness_Panda

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Damn you...
April 01, 2014, 12:30:am
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I'm sorry

dead_bettie

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Damn you...
April 01, 2014, 12:33:am
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Thank you

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dead_bettie
Feliz tus Complianios mi BERY!!!! For you!!
March 28, 2014, 01:29:am
Yeah I can't draw for shit but it's for you! Happy Birthday Bery!
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Es especial para ti ! Only because I love you and I might not be able to see you mañana and probably won't see you till next week.. sad

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Dominus_Nosferatu

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Feliz tus Complianios mi BERY!!!! For you!!
March 28, 2014, 02:11:am
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Boo :-( Maybe you'll be able to make it for my actual celebration next Friday? I'll help you pay for a sitter hysterical

dead_bettie

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Feliz tus Complianios mi BERY!!!! For you!!
March 28, 2014, 02:17:am
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Aww no you don't have too! I wouldn't let you! I will be there! Te promeso

krypton-ninja

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Feliz tus Complianios mi BERY!!!! For you!!
March 28, 2014, 03:04:am
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yay happy birthday bery

Dobermann_Tiberium

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Feliz tus Complianios mi BERY!!!! For you!!
March 28, 2014, 05:06:am
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Cumpleaños* :P

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dead_bettie
No I'm not popular...
March 27, 2014, 10:05:pm
I just have a few texts
And the rest are from my two lovelies blowing up my phone ;-)
73 texts no big deal...
31 missed calls... I don't answer my phone often?

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Mood: Haha
Music: Specimen-hex

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MentalBrute

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No I'm not popular...
March 27, 2014, 11:18:pm
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So you some kind of drug dealer or something?

unpardonablesin

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No I'm not popular...
March 27, 2014, 11:19:pm
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I get a lot of texts and calls Monday through Friday. Otherwise, nothing on weekends XD

dead_bettie

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No I'm not popular...
March 27, 2014, 11:21:pm
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Lol mentalbrute no! I usually get 26-36 texts if I leave my phone alone for 6 hours. I do that sometimes. I'm not glued to my phone you know ;-) Sin I can text you on the weekends!!!

Ilus

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No I'm not popular...
March 28, 2014, 01:37:am
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Lol we were talking about blowing her phone up too lol

dead_bettie

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No I'm not popular...
March 28, 2014, 01:39:am
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You're evil haha

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LordGrauzir
One Act...
March 26, 2014, 01:07:pm
This soul’s malaise's seeds were sown in my youth, buried deep in black soil with overgrowth, until adulthood's wind storms and rains uncovered their ground to give rise to insanity and thoughts of endings..

Such obsessions are unnatural to human nature and most living things, but the abused heart is ripe for germination of such painful ideals.
The greatest injustice will be that of many sufferers like myself, the lacking appreciation of the performance of a normal life to all viewers of this garden play, it is the great secret known only to the other than..

For the torment is hidden from mortals view, but the agony is corporeal as it is subliminal, for the plays curtain call draws near, even as friends and lovers lose interest in the story.
The actor bows his last time, but he shall never rise again...





Source: https://www.facebook.com/GraveThoughtsandMisery

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Noodles1234

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One Act...
March 26, 2014, 01:43:pm
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Even though the theater has been stripped it's still beautiful

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dead_bettie
I'm so upset right now
March 26, 2014, 05:12:am
I can't explain it but I'm not a happy camper.
I want to run in the dark night and scream!
So for now this is calming me..

No set backs



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Lilly_Darkness_Panda

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I'm so upset right now
March 26, 2014, 05:08:pm
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I'm sorry

SilverDemonEyes

[online]
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I'm so upset right now
March 26, 2014, 08:48:pm
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I don't need to know why to know you can pull through.

dead_bettie

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I'm so upset right now
March 26, 2014, 08:51:pm
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Thank you silver

Dominus_Nosferatu

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I'm so upset right now
March 27, 2014, 09:28:pm
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Awww noooo mi Bettie :-( hug

dead_bettie

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I'm so upset right now
March 27, 2014, 09:58:pm
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Aww te extrano mi Bery sad

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dead_bettie
I need my profile to look like
March 26, 2014, 01:43:am
Similar to TonyNsanity's

help?

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Michi

[online]
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I need my profile to look like
March 26, 2014, 02:16:am
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i wish i could help but i can't code for crap

dead_bettie

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I need my profile to look like
March 26, 2014, 02:18:am
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It's okay Michi! I love you!

Michi

[online]
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I need my profile to look like
March 26, 2014, 02:23:am
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kiss i love you moor

Michi

[online]
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I need my profile to look like
March 26, 2014, 02:23:am
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more*

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LordGrauzir
March 25, 2014, 12:34:pm
The thick cloud of despair hangs over me,
Thoughts are black of my future dim,
But why do I think so? ~ Why, oh why,
Depression is an Attitude of Mind,
It lingers from time to time,
I crave for Action and things to do,
This time, and every time.
I need a shove, a push to start,
To work, write letters more,
For as soon as I do start to work,
The Cloud of Depression will out the door.
Depression is an ugly word,
It hangs like a suffocating cloud,
I wish I had a magic word,
Which I could shout at it ~ ALOUD.
But I need to conquer it myself,
To dispel its evil ways,
To clear my thoughts from out my head,
Before retiring again, to my bed.
Depression is creep quiet
serial killer stalker
truly an insidious affliction
that slays prey humanity
worldwide in eventide cancer
grown in bones of ones soul.
Depression is a lonely word
entwined in solitude
all alone is all by myself
with no one there but sorrow..
Lights chasing folks dancing
in rooms of loneliness,following themselves in
saddened depressions of existence.





Source: https://www.facebook.com/pages/Endless-Sorrow/411984952187437


Mood: recovering from tooth surgery...
Music: Yearning

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dead_bettie
I can be so stupid!
March 22, 2014, 04:30:am
Giving chances
Chasing nothingness
Opening myself up to be butchered every time
It's just this cycle
I get stuck in it everytime

Plugs here and there
The cords fit sometimes
You want something badly and it's the hidden feeling you dare to never say
Everytime you reach out for it
It plays a long for a little and then closes you out

You just want that crow or bat
You watch to much tv and it's just unrealistic


The words you hear are never truly true
You get lied to and stomped on
You allow it to happen because you don't judge no matter what happened in your past
There's no base
All is lost in this cosmic space

You are almost always just hoping it will be different
It won't be the same
And everytime you end up being hurt
You get injured little by little on the way

Sometimes I'm stupid....

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krypton-ninja

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I can be so stupid!
March 22, 2014, 04:31:am
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:-( this makes me sad..

dead_bettie

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I can be so stupid!
March 22, 2014, 04:32:am
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Why?

krypton-ninja

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I can be so stupid!
March 22, 2014, 04:35:am
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The way it was worded ...i feel you're talking down on yourself over past experiences. -hugs-

TIMOTHYGRAVES

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I can be so stupid!
March 22, 2014, 05:24:am
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This reminds me of, well, me. A lot actually. Thank you for posting such an ebbing write.

thumper778899

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I can be so stupid!
April 03, 2014, 11:01:pm
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So true, but we keep going and trying.

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dead_bettie
I need help
March 20, 2014, 11:45:pm
Is there anyone that can help me design something? It's for my school. It is important to me. I would truly appreciate it!

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JamesBasilisk

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I need help
March 21, 2014, 10:42:pm
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You have a bad habit of answering "really?" to everything I say lol I speak the truth :-)

dead_bettie

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I need help
March 21, 2014, 11:01:pm
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I have a bad habit of using that "really?" With everyone. I think it's my self consciousness or something

JamesBasilisk

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I need help
March 21, 2014, 11:02:pm
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I know... You'll survive, trust me ;-)

TonyNSanity

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I need help
March 22, 2014, 06:24:am
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text me and tell me what it is you need..

dead_bettie

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I need help
March 22, 2014, 01:37:pm
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Okay Tony I will. Thank you :-)

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dead_bettie
I'm sorry
March 15, 2014, 05:31:pm
That I don't cake make up on my face
I'm sorry that I don't wear all this foundation and powder.
I'm sorry that I suck at being a girl and don't know shit about makeup

I am sorry that you are full of shit..

Rant over

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CORTEX

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I'm sorry
March 18, 2014, 12:09:am
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I like that you love your boots.

dead_bettie

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I'm sorry
March 18, 2014, 12:12:am
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Thank you :-)

CORTEX

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I'm sorry
March 18, 2014, 12:29:am
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Im sorry that bitches be thirsty & hella fake. Natural beauty is exquisite but physical beauty as a whole just withers and wilts. I think your a purty flower anyhow Betty, a strong individual with a good heart. & last but not least you seem to be doing a damn fine job parenting those girls. KUDOS to you.

dead_bettie

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I'm sorry
March 18, 2014, 12:33:am
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Thank you so much that is very kind of you

Lasluna

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I'm sorry
April 14, 2014, 01:04:am
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You should never apologize for being you.

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