Sad, as it maybe,she had to break her own heart, Too many nights, she sat there all torn apart..
A dream girl a lonely soul,
Sitting under its own corrupted auspices sky
You are loneliness in disguise.
Telling white lies about,
your love that never dies
Saying I'm a dream from the sky....
A match of sorrow that only cries
your muse,your everything
I'm no one just a dream,
I admit this once more as you scream,
Your advice,I forever adorn.
It's time I follow the crying crows,
and praise what is left.
Afraid to listen my rhymes
of sorrow were hurting now,
I release it all,your smiles,
your words,and worn out sadness
I walked away silently and lonely.
Whose name she whispers in the darkness of loneliness.
The only thing that remains are the echoes of pouring rain
that weep of pain and a broken heart again...
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In alchemy, albedo is one of the four major stages of the magnum opus; along with Nigredo, Citrinitas and Rubedo. It is a Latinicized term meaning whiteness. Following the chaos or massa confusa of the Nigredo stage, the alchemist undertakes a purification in albedo, which is literally referred to as ablutio – the washing away of impurities. In this process, the subject is divided into two opposing principles to be later coagulated to form a unity of opposites or coincidentia oppositorum during Rubedo.
Titus Burckhardt interprets the albedo as the end of the lesser work, corresponding to a spiritualization of the body. The goal of this portion of the process is to regain the original purity and receptivity of the soul. Psychologist Carl Jung equated the albedo with unconscious contrasexual soul images; the anima in men and animus in women. It is a phase where insight into shadow projections are realized, and inflated ego and unneeded conceptualizations are removed from the psyche.
I am standing here in the shadows
of my pain and sorrow.
I hibernate now my feathers torn and plucked,
fallen my mind ripped to shreds.
Bitterness and loneliness
sets in and my sorrows are deep.
I lost my soul and scattered
thoughts of love today descended
into a rocky abyss fills.
My caged soul is lost to the darkness.
My love feels wounded like
the fragile bird that refrains
from breathing.Daggers pierced my soul.
There is no one now in my life
but the sins of vultures around my sad cage of sorrow.
It’s the sadness cage not even ten by ten.
A lonely soul swings back and forth
on a bare lonely floor from end to end,
from side to side,wild ones and two leaps of pain.
It’s the suffering inside of me
that makes darkness as you see,Its bars
plastered over blackness iron studs of loneliness,
as vultures look at me every night with sadness..
Some types of pain could never truly be forgiven
Because the hurt can never be forgotten
Lurking underneath the still calm surface.
Cold darkness suffocates
A constant and deceptive reminder
Perpetually intertwined ingrained in ones being
An ache that not only supplies a haunting memory
But provides the basis of your existence
And drastically alters the course of your life forever
Ideologies and emotions compiled
Molded by the lingering acts
Cleverly disguised in every word spoken
Souring with bitterness each laugh
It stares indifferently without remorse
From an aging reflection
Scars formed by unrestrained emotion
and echos of a lost sad soul
In a diary made of flesh so cold.
Each with its own date and memory
An internal event horizon
In which no experience escapes its grasp
To be asked to relinquish it
Is to request you surrender a piece of yourself
The impossibility of partial suffering
No mistaken affection prevents the misery
simply self preservation to one own sad soul
And an ignorance of life without the pain and sorrow..
Mood: calm in my darkened mind... Music: Saturn Form Essence