Today is the day if the burn! I went to the gym again this morning before work. Now on my break at work and everything hurts. Legs, arms , back and tummy.
But they say the burn means its working. I will keep pushing myself, I can see my goal and it is good. I will not give in. I will not rest until I have the body I wish for.
Come on little mini six pack, your hiding under that fat but now it's time to come out and play.
It's been just over a year now and already I feel like I've known you for most my life. We've had our arguements and we've gone afew months without talking, but. "YOU" were there before I met cuntface, you were there after, and even after pushing you away all these times and treating you like shit, still I have the pleasure of knowing you and talking to you everyday. It gets to the point where you define a major part of my life, and I just want to place you on a pedestal and preserve your eternally - in my heart. Sometimes you warm up and say a sweet thing or two, and it just makes me want to wrap my arms around you and hold you till my last breath.
These are the complications that eat at my conscious. I never expected things to end up like this. Your my best friend. You already have everything you wanted: a great job, a house, a new car and your happily married to a great guy. I'm not niev, I know its futile to dream and if I truly care about you, then I need to respect your status. Honestly I can do that, just felt it best to open up now and get it all out. But don't worry friend, cause I still cheerish our remarkable friendship, would not trade it for anything. Just know that the more I learn about you, the more we talk and the longer Ive known you, the deeper my feelings for you become.
I know this might throw you off but I'm actually enjoying my stay here in Alaska, and I'm strongly considering a long term move here. Career aside I think being as far away from you will encurage me to move on and kinda put these dreams behind me. Better to try and move on then dwell on something that makes no sense.
I hope your happy with him and dam I hope the Hell he wakes the fuck up and realizes how lucky he is to have you. You deserve to be appreciated, and loved. Keep your head up high and don't let anybody (me included) drag you down. You are doing so well, I'm proud of you. You are so intelligent, so creative, and tough as nails. Life comes around and smacks you down and you just get right back up and rebound to the top! You kick ass and you inspire me. Your a wonderful person and finding you was the smartest thing I've ever done.
So i was redoing my Favorites and shit list
they are really old from when i just got here many years ago
so just to make sure u understand how they work for me.. at least
Favorites List
is for people i love to talk to and people i talk to a lot.
thank you guys u earn it
Shit List
Well that for assholes who act like assholes.
and no it isnt like someone who was just not nice.
im talking about really rude people who have no respect to anyone but them self
so they are on my shit list. and people 5 people on my shit list.
probably the newest gonna get bombed.
well unless ur really are an asshole. then ull gonna get it months.
to make sure people know who u are
ok too much talking
Love You All
Miss so Many of u. so message me
P.s Pasche stop saying my journal are Negative. Love u too.
Mood: Hyper Music: Marylin Manson - Heart Shaped Glasses
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. js