After a lot of unfortunate events im left questioning what is the meaning of life,without love and without someone to share it with?Walking around seeing couples hold hands,exchange kisses and gifts,exchanging the bond between each other and sharing common interests.What is my life? it is but a work in progress.Never ending with learning and growing and challenging myself to become and form into a better being,not only for myself but for my children,not just for other people. I have a lot to offer and wont settle for the first sweet looking guy who talks to me.The person has to show me they are worthy of my love and trust and efforts to confide in them.That they can be a mature partner who will not only show love,compassion,kindness and understanding,but also accepts that i want to help them to grow and mature into a better person,not change them entirely but help them grow in areas maybe they are struggling.Too many guys are resistant to change,they get aggressive and abusive and sometimes even violent,thinking they automatically should be treated like a king with having done nothing earn it.A women whos been through so much hell and than actually takes interest in someone and opens herself up and talks to the person is taking a big risk,especially if she has kids,the guy can try and play with her or her kids,she worries will this guy hurt me or my child,will this guy treat us well or just leave us with nothing.Trully as men you cannot have any inkling of understanding of how it is for a women,without women?you would not be here.Also women not only take risks in talking but a lot of guys will use them and abuse them and than say bye bye,in some cases the guy wont say bye and just dissapears,think of how easy it is to just blame someone else for your actions,any kid can do that,a man takes responsibilities for their actions,they dont play victim and say she made me do it,blah,get your head out of your ass,nobody controls you but you,ive never once in my entire life ever hit someone or punched them to get what i wanted,i may have said things i did not mean,but i would appologize for my behavior,i am a very sweet and loving person, i go through a lot of hell and stress to keep myself stable and calm and loving,when people mess with that? trying to break me,thats on them,that shows bad character,anyways ive gotten on to ranting.There is a actual real man out there,that when i complain,they wont bitch or whine and say oh what a nag or shes bipolar,they wont name call,they will understand and try and better themselves or their communication with me. I want to share with you a sight,it explains what i would like and how i am a bit well actually and what i would like in a man.This type of guy is what im looking for,a man who understands women and knows how to be a man.He sums it up really well.
really sad when people jump to conclusions and assume shit that your someone that your not, then treat u like shit or act like u dont exist when they dont know nothing about you. even most of my co-workers, they scared to say anything or anybody i contact with
Post about this subject but, I LovE Five Finger Death Punch...
Their Latest video for the Track, "Wrong Side of Heaven, Righteous Side of Hell" touched Me (for lack of a better explanation).
so, I am going to share this new video with any of you could choose to click on the link. I do believe this is a serious problem not just in the United States but in other countries.
I always give change out to homeless people who appear to be veterans, and I could be giving might those who never were but it gives me a small comfort but I think it I'm trying to help out somebody help me live in such a wonderful country.
*Not that our country does not have its own problems because, it does! But in comparison to the rest of the world for the most part, we've got it made!
Its really sad n pathetic when everyone treats me like shit when i havent done anything wrong cept my guard being up n one day they wanna be my friend n oneday they dont and wonder if i give u a fuck or not. Everyone tries to get under my skin without any prevail n people keep staring at me n wonder if I give a shit or not, i dont get it, wht do they want from me lol
follow your heart for a new hope
if you cross the wrong fork
you will run into a huge slope
fill your emptiness with the stars
when you find what your looking for
grab life by the hand and take charge
its a bumping road if your not prepared
when you know what you wanna do
take the advice been given to you
and never let your emotions get scared
life will be difficult if u let it
set your mind and soul at ease
your greatest sacrifice will be cherish