u know the feeling when u talk to someone for days on for hours in awhile?
its nice isnt it.
but what if that person suddenly lets say lost the net connect. computer broke. found a bf/gf and disconnected from the world.
and about a year later. if he/she get new net/computer or break up with the bf/gf
suddenly they come back and go all (i missed u soo much) and all that bla bla Bull shit.
kinda annoying
even worst when they dont ever remember u when u used to talk everyday.
just though about it.
after someone here on vf. which i didnt talk to in ages suddenly came back
did it happen to anyone else?
No, but I haven't really looked for that kind of relationship here. Besides I am so boring and lacking at my social skills that hardly make lasting friends here. I've been on here since '06 and have one person that actually talks to me on a some what regular basis outside of cults.
Yeah, I had a friend on Myspace a few years ago. We talked almost every day and then just bam nothing for a few months. Then I got a message from his account and it was one of his friends telling me that he was in prison for a class C felony or some shit. Haven't talked to him since.. lol.
he had a decent reasonnot someone who got a bf/gf and ignored uor someone who didnt have computer or netand was to lazy to get on someone else's to message his friends
don't be confused. If you weren't good enough for him to stay in a relationship with and he's hollering at you now, he's probably just hard up for attention cause he's not getting it from anyone else.
Even saying the name of this band makes me sick........
Let me explain, before my fellow grunge lovers behead me.
All of us that pat attention to grunge, even loosely, know that Scott Weiland has fucked up big time, more than once.
He fell off the wagon folks! Back on drugs, I admit, when he was on coke he made much better music.
But come on man! Give it a rest before you turn into a giant fucking nose!
The consequences of his fun snorting ride, are that he is never to return to STP or Velvet revolver.
So what do the guys in stp do?
A good question.
Are you ready for the answer?
Are you?
I don't think you are......
They go and make Chester Bennington from Linkin park their new lead vocalist!
Reasons this is bad:
1. Chester's voice fits new metal very well, not grunge.
2. Chester Bennington is probably the farthest off they could have gone in replacing Scott, even worse than William Duvall replacing Lane Staley
3. No
4. You cant
5. Stop it
6. This has caused my brain to bleed
7. Fuck off and die for making this choice, if you are not going to bring a giant reason for your success back into the band, then just die in a fiery fire ball of fire and just....pain and agony..,
Rant over.
Mood: Confused as to why music is still called music.... Music: American head charge
The I have in my heart grows. The aching that it holds, is tearing me apart. I sit here and listen to my music hoping I could drown my pain and anger. I hide my rage, I hide my anger I in side. Just like all those years ago in high-school. I let a tiny piece of it slip out and I lost control. I can never loose control again. If I loose control I might not be able regain my control. I felt a bit of it last weekend when I raised my voice at my mom. I tried to get her, to listen to me but she doesn't listen to me. So I lost it for a moment. I have to find a balance, I have to or I might not be me. This pain in my heart makes me a monster. I have it and I have to deal. I hate that I feel like a monster, I have a dark side in me and I must keep it caged cause if I don't. I don't know the out come. But I will take responsibility for my actions. I keep in my room cause if I don't I feel like I am gonna snap sometimes. I snapped once a few years back when I was young. I had just moved here and was in California. I was at Disneyland with my cousins and a certain cousin said something to me and I snapped and nearly broke his arm. My family couldn't believe it. My mom looked at me and I just got up, walked away from everyone. But since there I haven't had and major problems. I just wish I had a way to control my rage. I feel like a monster.
I sit here
I sit here wondering
Wondering if I will find
That one women who gives
Me butterflies everytime
I see her
I see her smile and can't
Can't help but smile
Wondering and waiting
Is a drag
I wonder if she will
Be the my one and only
I sit here and wonder
So i was redoing my Favorites and shit list
they are really old from when i just got here many years ago
so just to make sure u understand how they work for me.. at least
Favorites List
is for people i love to talk to and people i talk to a lot.
thank you guys u earn it
Shit List
Well that for assholes who act like assholes.
and no it isnt like someone who was just not nice.
im talking about really rude people who have no respect to anyone but them self
so they are on my shit list. and people 5 people on my shit list.
probably the newest gonna get bombed.
well unless ur really are an asshole. then ull gonna get it months.
to make sure people know who u are
ok too much talking
Love You All
Miss so Many of u. so message me
P.s Pasche stop saying my journal are Negative. Love u too.
Mood: Hyper Music: Marylin Manson - Heart Shaped Glasses
We have all heard of insane asylums, and how they treated the mentally ill back in the late 1800s to mid 1900s. Well, there was one in New York called Letchworth Village. This asylum held patients from infantry to the elderly. They were the mentally ill (or as the mental retarded patients) and they had the handicapped patients. These patients were there, because their families didn't want children or family members with any disabilities or retardation. So, they casted them out of the family, and forgotten all about them. When they entered Letchworth Village, they were never seen again. No one left, but the employees. Most patients wouldn't be clothed, they were sexually assaulted by employees, and they would be forced to be medicated by having a spoon forced down their throats (That spoon was used once by every single patient. Never washed) They were physically assaulted, and if they bitten you more than 3 times, they would rip out their teeth one by one. Left them with no teeth so, they couldn't bite. They would leave their patients in beds of urine and feces. They would force feed their patients, and most patients never knew how to swallow or chew food so, they winded up choking to death. Also, in 1950 a doctor named Hilary Koprowski tested the first ever Polio vaccine on a little mental retarded boy. Once he had no side affects, they began testing and using patients as animals for testing. Once patients died, they would stuff their bodies in the morgue in Letchworth Village. The morticians would take out their brains, and put them in jars of preservatives. Even to this day, the jars of brains are still in Letchworth Village. The patients would be buried in the back of Letchworth Village in unmarked graves. All they had were crosses with their patient's number written on it. Even in death they were forgotten. Once word got out about the employees' mistreatment to the patients, they were forced to close Letchworth Village for good in 1996. Even to this day, a lot of people believe that Letchworth Village is haunted. Haunted by the patients who were angered, hurt, and confused.
Spirits returns with laughs and chills
Living zombies and graveyard thrills
Smell and feel your flesh sizzle and sputter
When being burned alive
Ooh ooh ooh ooh
Midnight Spookshow
Horror strikes at midnight tonight
Living mummy terror of the tomb
Weird woman unearthly creature
Face to face with the spirit world
Spirit world, world... ooh
Ik if people being bother by my random friend adding read this
After a while on this site.
I figure out that maybe 20% of the people u message here actually answer.
So why should i bother write a message to each person i want to talk to when i know the im mostly likely wont get reply to ?
It just waste of time and typing.
So i just add people who ever want to talk to me. add me back or message me.
And the people who dont get unfriend the next day
No harm done.
Save me time and hang cramps
So dont go crazy if i add u.
If u dont like it unfriend me.
If not just wait for tomorrow ill remove all my none mutual friends anyway.
Beside its just VampireFreak.
Friending someone here isnt the end of the world.
I normally dont refriend someone i deleted or got deleted by
But some times i do by mistake.
If it bother u so much. then message me and ill just take u off.
I love my friends here. i wish i could have time to talk to them all.
But who ever message me ALWAYS get reply.
So dont go messaging crazy shit about me adding u.
Thank You
Sorry if this journal upset anyone
Just had to be said
I feel the same as most others. Seems you're a swell fella. Though I just wait for the other person to message me if they add me. c: Whenever you wanna message I shall respond!!
There's a question mark in the place of a spark
That used to be an answer
Aiming straight for the heart he missed his mark and
The arrow turned to cancer, no no
Now you get so high that you still can't fly
And you wonder if you're really where you want to be
'Cause the sun don't rise if you close your eyes
And you're sinking low, I thought you'd like to know
Like me, you're drowning in a daydream
There's a man who watches over me
There's a man where I used to be
Mr. Tambourine play one more song for me
'Cause I gotta leave, I lost what I believed
There's a snake up in the tree
Only hearing what he sees
But the years go by and you don't know why
Did you take it all for granted?
Now you get so low that you can't say no
And you wonder if you're really where you want to be
'Cause the tide does rise and it's no surprise
That it washes you away, now you're far from home
Like me, you're drowning in a daydream
There's a man who watches over me
There's a man where I used to be
Mr. Tambourine play one more song for me
'Cause I gotta leave, I lost what I believed
There's a man who watches over me
There's a man where I used to be
Mr. Tambourine play one more song for me
'Cause I gotta leave, I lost what I believed
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