After realizing of the potential of making photography a career, dug into my compact disks available. This photographer stood out the most and has been one of my inspirations.
The collective of isolated cultures implemented within everyday societies. Characteristically such cultures are conceptual to those individual’s state of being. That state of being existent by either by necessity, cohort ion, conventionality, or free will.
Even at the slightest arrangement and composition of musical notes to a series of those of complexity result in a musical creation. Those who have noticed my forte concerning music is eclectic. Even with that the case classical music is and always be first on my choice of preference.
Though I am not that much of dancer, fact of the matter what is typical of composition of this sort is well received. For it inspires others that do to dance.
Things concerning last week’s incident as still under investigation. I myself am leaning towards it was an isolated happening. Found out someone whose name is not needed vehicle was side swiped. Coincidental? All things presently that happen that indicate wrong doings at this point are to be correlated. When I post yellow alert it is not for just me but everyone to keep aware of all around you.
Assimilation last night was beyond excellent. All DJ’s including our guest DJ Andy LaPlegua from Combichrist Icon Of Coil. There at IDL Ballroom costumes were all about. Met up with so many known and now know. Though I might not be able to place all the faces with names I felt privileged to assist in creating memories by photographing as I did. Till the next all Assimilated… be safe.
Ok so a person I thought was my friend went schizo on me for no reason. (ashtonblue8) I sent this person a simple IM "Hello" and she goes off on me. I'm still wondering why people go complete schizo like that. People keep hatin I guess.
Before beginning my studies at Raritan Valley Community College in 2006… I dove into countless books in relation to photography. Though beneficial to existent talents it was this professor who inspired me to close the books, grab the camera, and really do it like not ever before.
The year was 2009... Due to circumstances beyond my control was asked to vacate the apartment residing in. Due to lack of time had no place planned to relocate to. With this evident took to living on the streets of Tulsa, Oklahoma. Reasoned this as it will be an experience not really ever done by me. After 8 months of lessons given those of good, bad, and outright did that really have to happen. Still in retrospect glad I had to partake in something most might not ever have to. Thoughts are to retract all the various locations and document it all media wise. Resulting in a representation of went through.
The recognition of motherhood and all that is to be comes upon us this weekend. Typically how it goes for me every woman with or without child should be acknowledged. It has always been the highest feat known to mankind’s achievements for a woman to create a miracle put forth on earth. It does not stop there. Not all that rare the rearing of children goes beyond that of biological proportions for many women. The guiding along with raising a child deemed of cultural standards is the biggest responsibility society has to make so. No matter where you are in life concerning your own Mom or who you might consider your mother. Thank her for all the good she has given you and know that she will in the future.
What is contrary to the common opinion that real men secure in the sexuality… have no problem wearing pastel or pink colors? Fact of the matter… is has no actual bearings on a real man’s choice of color they wear on if they are secure or not with they’re sexuality. From a straight guy with not so narrow view on reality.
The Big Bang Theory name of the very well-known television series can also be consistent to that of online activity. Either such goes about on that of the available social network web sites by the actions of those that are part of them. Even more preciosity done for effective measures on dating web sites that utilize algorithms to match up members. Though sexual intercourse may not always be the case on motive of everyone still that of theory if you really think about it.
It was the year 2002 was getting over a major event in my life, the escaped fate of death. The discovery of a venue bar named ‘The Cave’ came into existence for me. This establishment catered to various facets of Rock who provided the entertainment. What in all right was already an ingrained hobby became my means to assist in getting the place and bands known, that being photography. Doing such was an outlet like no other for me. While capturing countless bands a whole other zone for me came about. A member of one of the bands walked up to me after their show with the question of “How much will you charge us for the pictures taken?” At this point not ever considering what was a hobby being a carrier did not know what to say, we eventually agreed to amount of $20.00. This transaction that partook began what present day part of the skills is provided carrier wise. Not setting for less than best when it comes to what I do the immersion of studies along with practice was necessary. Now present day along with the additional skills acquired what shall be a business venture that will solidify into permanency is very near. Let it be known without the support of who are family and friends nothing of the sort would have ever been.
Well it's been a while since I've written and well might as well share what I've been up to so far since my last update. Well my last update happened a long while ago and to be honest nothing has changed much in the heart, love or relationship part of my life. I have met some amazing people and though they seem like a good match to me, to them I don't seem to match up at all. Kind of sad in a way but then again I guess I just need to keep trying.
But there were a few possibilities however. At least I think there are, then again anything IS possible. Hopefully they give me a chance but until then I'll just keep smiling, being me and enjoy what I do have so far.
Well aside from that, I took a break from music for a bit. Had a show and performed back in March. That was a lot of fun. I haven't had a good performance in a while. It felt so good to unleash all that pent up stress inside really. To those who don't know I've been a deejay for a very long time, when I go up on stage I don't do that whole clown deejay with a lap top thing. I'm an actual deejay, mixing records, scratching, getting the crowd hyped, grab a mic and get on it type of artist. When I go on I perform at my best. And well the show was great, the turnout was minimal but the show was great. For me performing in front of a few hundred, 10 people or a 10000 doesn't matter. I love to perform for the music and the fans. I'm a real artist when it comes to that. So after that I took a long break. I really needed it though. Best come back ever, also put all the other competition on notice. Now they are aware and panicking again. Fine by me honestly. They have ruined my scene and for what we truly stand for and do for way to long. So now I have more bookings again, and I will be traveling soon. YES!
Also I got back into working out. I actually dropped 16lbs which I'm happy about. My goal however is much bigger. I need another 35lbs and to tone up. I started dieting, working out and running again. Though I was never a runner. The only set back so far was while running I turned awkwardly and twisted my knee not to mention re-injured an old injury in my lung from a few years back. So I blew out a lung and bruised it. How that happened internally, well lets just say, never hold in sneezes, just let them go. Now I'm healing, it's been a week so far but I'm ready to continue forward. I will be doing other exercises to get back into shape again. The reason I'm doing this however isn't for anyone else really. It's for me. Normally I would have said it was to impress people, maybe make them notice me but what I noticed wasn't that I needed to do that. People seem to notice me anyway. From who I am to what I do. And my charm, friendship and personality has always been my light in that aspect. This is more for me, to not only feel healthy but to be healthy. Something I needed to accomplish because they were my goals, not someone elses. The point is to make myself happy and this would truly do that for me. The older I get the more I understand and the better a person I become. So my goal would be to get back down to at least 240 maybe 230. I can't lose the mass because I am strong and have muscles hidden under but what I can do is become healthier so I can fix my confidence as well as my will to do everything I've always wanted to do.
Among all those things I've gotten more into drawing, I'll upload some new things I finished up. I've also began song writing again, writing my book again and of course making new music and enjoying life. I still have some major dreams ahead of me and in time I know I will be able to reach them. For now I'll just enjoy what I have and keep waiting for a heart to connect with mine. Well that's really it that's going on, but in time new adventures will happen again.
I have put thought into the concept of having sex with random strangers, doing with hopes of feeling wanted in some way at least. Then another though came to mind. Being wanted requires more than that of sexual intercourse. So the actual need to prove my value in every way will then express s that of those wanting me sincerely.
In the forty years that I have been living here in America I have not seen our economy as bad as the state that it currently is in. As it seems the American middle class is no longer in existence. The rich are getting richer the poorer are getting poorer.
We as a whole are the only ones to blame. No one political figure that was or is should be. The American government was established “for the people by the people.” As much as it would be desired by anyone with an ounce of concern to rally up together than storm capitol hill in protest. Such manner as that would be diminished before it could even come about.
What can we do in favor to eliminate this that affects every American citizen? Is to literally start at home. Getting back to basics on how money is spent. Not spending more than what is earned additionally some of what is earned invested in stocks and federal bonds. The other effective way of changing our fiscal tides is to write our congressmen on the pressing issue at hand. Asking for a economical summit with a sensible solution drawn out that will have outstanding results. When that has been done it is presented in a message to American citizens.
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