As a couple of you know my gf's close friends are pretty religious and that made me uncomfortable at first since I'm a Satanist and they are Christians. Well a week back she told them that I was and they don't care, I even hung out without my shirt on and my Satanic tattoos were exposed and they could care less lol. Tonight the usual group of us got together for dinner/movie night, all 4 couples lol, ate pizza after they said grace. The one woman gave me an odd look right before grace but I don't mind bowing my head before a meal anyways. Watched Hansel and Gretel, they liked the movie but the swearing and gore kind of made some of them iffy. After getting tired of being mildly adult-like we all got into a huge ass pillow fight and such while yelling like we were sword fighting or doing karate As we were leaving and still acting goofy the one guy I really get along with was like "Mister Ethan why don't I have your phone number? Let us fix that, what's you digits?" I feel really accepted. Things are going great these days
Spirits returns with laughs and chills
Living zombies and graveyard thrills
Smell and feel your flesh sizzle and sputter
When being burned alive
Ooh ooh ooh ooh
Midnight Spookshow
Horror strikes at midnight tonight
Living mummy terror of the tomb
Weird woman unearthly creature
Face to face with the spirit world
Spirit world, world... ooh
There's a question mark in the place of a spark
That used to be an answer
Aiming straight for the heart he missed his mark and
The arrow turned to cancer, no no
Now you get so high that you still can't fly
And you wonder if you're really where you want to be
'Cause the sun don't rise if you close your eyes
And you're sinking low, I thought you'd like to know
Like me, you're drowning in a daydream
There's a man who watches over me
There's a man where I used to be
Mr. Tambourine play one more song for me
'Cause I gotta leave, I lost what I believed
There's a snake up in the tree
Only hearing what he sees
But the years go by and you don't know why
Did you take it all for granted?
Now you get so low that you can't say no
And you wonder if you're really where you want to be
'Cause the tide does rise and it's no surprise
That it washes you away, now you're far from home
Like me, you're drowning in a daydream
There's a man who watches over me
There's a man where I used to be
Mr. Tambourine play one more song for me
'Cause I gotta leave, I lost what I believed
There's a man who watches over me
There's a man where I used to be
Mr. Tambourine play one more song for me
'Cause I gotta leave, I lost what I believed
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well i just said fuck it to all my woes n pain n i went for a nice walk. i couldn't get any company for the walk but what ever it was nice just to stroll with no particular worry of time or pace. n then after walkin down a trail i had seen some nice blossoms before, tho they were now gone to new leaves. I looked back to see a beautiful sunset shining on me so i took a couple pix
Mood: ELECTROLYTES!!! Music: Systen of a Down - Lonely day
It sounds really lovely.I live in an older stereotypical suburb, so it's not like I'm living anywhere nice, but this place that you walk around looks fantastic
Lately things switch very fast between good and bad, was having a good day and then my mood went south very fast and then I saw a name from the past that is making me really depressed thinking about that time that seems so long ago. I don't even want to drink right now, that's how bad it is
I have no Internet at home T-T This is the first time in a while I was able to get on VF cause im at a library X0. Hopefully once my dad has internet at his house, I can be on VF more often and Chat ^^
Who's your mother, Who's your mother here boy
Who's your mother, Who's your mommy dear.
Who's your father, Who's your father here boy
Who's your father, Who's your daddy dear.
Silently screaming
Where everyone knows.
Daddy's always watchin'
Where everyone - everywhere I go.
I don't wanna be a freak show pretty boy anymore
I don't wanna be a full time slave
I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore
I just wanna be Mary
I know every--
I see everything boy
I told you not to wonder in my shoes
All the boys and girls they wanna know you boy
All the girls they wanna be like you
Familys little secret
But mother never knew
Every fathers dream boy
Every mothers nightmare too
I don't wanna be a freak show pretty boy anymore
I don't wanna be a full time slave
I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore
I just wanna be Mary
No more little secrets
Now Marys on her own
Daddys got a new boy
Little brother ten years old
I don't wanna be a freak show pretty boy anymore
I don't wanna be a full time slave
I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore
I just wanna be Mary
I don't wanna be a freak show freak show pretty boy anymore
I don't wanna be a full time slave
I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore
I just wanna be Mary
well i can't sleep so fuck it. I'm going to eat ice cream and find a horror movie to watch... ._. something with sex and violence. Yea thats what i need sex and violence
you don't have to get them ._. but...i'd love you forever
As we were leaving and still acting goofy the one guy I really get along with was like "Mister Ethan why don't I have your phone number? Let us fix that, what's you digits?" I feel really accepted. Things are going great these days
And yeah disorders will do that to you =/I know the feeling Inbox?
Can someone magically give me one? Pleeeeeeeeeease?
Great!!
