There have been some changes happening on my life and they started after the car accident. I ended up dating someone because of the ordeal, but it didnt last long and the official break-up was at the beginning of April. Believe me when I say I didnt shed many tears, and saw it coming. It was a minor hiccup and I've moved on.
Over the past few years, I've been on a path of self-discovery and I realized that this previous relationship was slightly hindering my progress, unintentionally. But my needs, that I communicated often, were consistently not being met, and my needs were easy to appease (communication, yo!). So with the end of the relationship, I went full swing into doing me and taking care of myself. In a few short months, it feels as though things have exploded forward, and I'm working onward.
I took on a new job, and also chose to dive further into exploring my sexuality and expression, I also started camming. I decided to say "fuck it" and just do it already. I've made some money but since I'm not too active, it's not steady. But it's still early on in the excursion.
That aside, I've changed rooms in the house I live in and while the room is smaller, I find I sleep better at night. It's homey and has better lighting, it's warmer, easier air flow... better atmosphere, and I only had to move downstairs. Ha!
More creative things are in the works, I am probably going to start posting on deviant art again, as I've completely abandoned my page for so long. Shame on me. D:
But that aside, I'm doing me and feeling good. I've encountered a hiccup with my current job but overall, I'm optimistic. Cant stress too much over something that's just beginning.
Per the previous journal entry, I wanted to let those of you who actually read this that I ended up getting another car. I went "trick or treating" for one on Hallowe'en and am loving what I'm driving.
I've been running around crazy with my job, and also a relationship. I see him quite frequently (as he lives merely minutes away) and he's already met my parents and most of my family. I've met a chunk of his family as well. It's been quite awesome so far and I'm antsy to see how it progresses. Day by day.
In the meantime, havent been shooting much lately. My creative outlets have been here and there, I dont feel that inspired lately to do much drawing, but a few hands-on outlets I lack the materials to do so, but I make due where I can. I've sifted through all the old shirts I could and cut them up into scarves, made some nifty ones! Other than that, not much else is going on besides work and training again. Seems like TKD wants me to test in the summer for my next rank. Bring it on!
Other than that, I havent been very active on this site, partially because I'm not interested in talking to the majority of people who message me on here. If it isnt a Skype proposition, it's a lame "Heyyy" with nothing else and I've better things to do with my time than respond to messages that dont stimulate me intellectually. I should at least keep active in the cults though, I admit.
The winds of change are stirring and I'm making it that way
October 27, 2013, 09:22:pm
So, a week ago, I drove down to Toledo, Ohio for a photoshoot event. I spent the shooting hours running up and down stairs, racing against time constraints to change from outfit to outfit, and having a blast with it all. What happened while I attempted to drive home is the real story.
I've never driven to Toledo by myself and was in unfamiliar territory. I got hit by another vehicle at an intersection, and the impact practically took off the entire front bumper, with some engine damage to boot. I didnt get faulted for the accident, the cops informed me the other driver would be (they left the scene of the accident, and were unlicensed). About 40 minutes later, the actual owner of the other car came back (to retrieve her license plate that came off in the accident, that I found, with the cops standing next to me). She gave her statement, and I was taken to the safety building after my car was towed to the city lot. My car is still there.
This past week has been a rollercoaster and I've got some unfavourable answers but they're not as bad as they sound. The other vehicle's insurance faulted me (failure to yield), which means I'm getting no help towards my totaled car, or so it seemed at that point. I spoke to my claims handler, and she said the only person who's called on this claim is me, and they havent heard anything from the other person. Meaning, my claim is closed and no one is getting money from anyone. I dont get money for my totaled car, the other vehicle's owner isnt getting any money towards the property damage done to her vehicle.
My other worry was getting my car towed back home, but after speaking to the city lot again about the issue (and the shocker of a soap opera involving my car, my car's ownership information being incorrectly entered and showing up as owned by my dead mom), a cop at the lot informed me that as long as I brought my ID and proof of ownership, I'd be allowed access into my car to retrieve my belongings, and as long as I didnt sign the release papers, I owed the lot no money.
For the record, I'm fine and suffered no injuries from the accident. I've been doing insurance footwork all week and also making calls and sending inquiries about car financing and getting insurance quotes for full coverage. I may have found my next insurance company and I might know, with good financing, what car I could be getting. I have a car loan application from my credit union waiting to be printed off.
So, things are going to be changing and I'm making it so. I'm also dead-set on waiting for nobody and I'm ceasing waiting for people to get their heads out of their asses. I'm waiting for nobody, it's all my life now and no one is going to get in the way or hold me back.