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FarrIL
Changes
May 28, 2014, 06:36:pm
It's been a while.

There have been some changes happening on my life and they started after the car accident. I ended up dating someone because of the ordeal, but it didnt last long and the official break-up was at the beginning of April. Believe me when I say I didnt shed many tears, and saw it coming. It was a minor hiccup and I've moved on.


Over the past few years, I've been on a path of self-discovery and I realized that this previous relationship was slightly hindering my progress, unintentionally. But my needs, that I communicated often, were consistently not being met, and my needs were easy to appease (communication, yo!). So with the end of the relationship, I went full swing into doing me and taking care of myself. In a few short months, it feels as though things have exploded forward, and I'm working onward.

I took on a new job, and also chose to dive further into exploring my sexuality and expression, I also started camming. I decided to say "fuck it" and just do it already. I've made some money but since I'm not too active, it's not steady. But it's still early on in the excursion.

That aside, I've changed rooms in the house I live in and while the room is smaller, I find I sleep better at night. It's homey and has better lighting, it's warmer, easier air flow... better atmosphere, and I only had to move downstairs. Ha!


More creative things are in the works, I am probably going to start posting on deviant art again, as I've completely abandoned my page for so long. Shame on me. D:


But that aside, I'm doing me and feeling good. I've encountered a hiccup with my current job but overall, I'm optimistic. Cant stress too much over something that's just beginning.

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FarrIL
I'm not dead, for the record
December 29, 2013, 09:54:pm
I've just been quite busy.

Per the previous journal entry, I wanted to let those of you who actually read this that I ended up getting another car. I went "trick or treating" for one on Hallowe'en and am loving what I'm driving.

I've been running around crazy with my job, and also a relationship. I see him quite frequently (as he lives merely minutes away) and he's already met my parents and most of my family. I've met a chunk of his family as well. It's been quite awesome so far and I'm antsy to see how it progresses. Day by day.

In the meantime, havent been shooting much lately. My creative outlets have been here and there, I dont feel that inspired lately to do much drawing, but a few hands-on outlets I lack the materials to do so, but I make due where I can. I've sifted through all the old shirts I could and cut them up into scarves, made some nifty ones! Other than that, not much else is going on besides work and training again. Seems like TKD wants me to test in the summer for my next rank. Bring it on!


Other than that, I havent been very active on this site, partially because I'm not interested in talking to the majority of people who message me on here. If it isnt a Skype proposition, it's a lame "Heyyy" with nothing else and I've better things to do with my time than respond to messages that dont stimulate me intellectually. I should at least keep active in the cults though, I admit.

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