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DEADHEARSEMAN
Endless nights when i can't sleep,
August 26, 2015, 05:49:am
While growing up and going out to make a place for our self in this big world,
we usually forget about people around us…

but once we succeed in achieving what we want,

we then realize how lonely we really are…

how badly we need someone to be with us and to share our success with too…..

every person has a child inside that wants to be loved and taken care of at times.

and sometimes we need someone to take care of that kid too.

No matter how much money we have or how many friends we have,
we do feel alone and lonely at times and we all want someone to hold us,
to hug us, and to tell us that everything will be alright…Life without love is meaningless.

we need that person to love us and make us smile and understand our silence too…


If we don’t have this person now, believe it will be soon -
Seeing theses girls that are always crying about a wanting a good guy,,,

even when i am standing right in front of them , it saddens me truly

from the lowest parts of my heart,
Makes me feel invisible,

i am right there for you to be with you,

your ruining your own life by looking threw me, i wish some girls would open there eyes and see me, see the truth, the good, the love they been needing,

but i am only one person who is of kind person, who lives one life,

To the world i am only one person, but i wish i could be some ones world,
I am more then willing to help pick up the pieces,
& ignore my own
i would jump and bruise my chest to dive & catch you when you fall,

Hello + like +laugh+blush+caring heart +smile's +brighter future=LOVE

SINCERE:
GRIM

Mood: Seeking Gothic love

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gothic_kiss
Finally ... After ages ... !
August 21, 2015, 09:58:pm
Waited too long ... Finally found the inspiration to get back to my journal ... Hope someone somewhere will be able to connect to this -

“Happiness depends upon ourselves. Maybe it’s not about the happy ending, maybe it’s about the story.
The purpose of life is a life of purpose. The difference between ordinary and extraordinary is that little extra.
Happiness is a direction not a destination. Thank you for existing. Be happy, be free, believe, forever young.
You know my name, not my story. You have heard what I’ve done, but not what I’ve been through. Love is like glass, looks so lovely, but it’s easy to shatter.
Every day is special, so make the most of it. You could get a life-ending illness tomorrow so make the most of every day. Life is only bad if you make it bad.
Love is rare, life is strange, nothing lasts and people change. Life is a game for everyone but love is the only prize.
If someone loves you then they wouldn’t let you slip away no matter how hard the situation is. Remember that life is full of ups and downs, without the downs the ups don’t mean anything.
I’m waiting to fall in love with someone I can open my heart to.
Love is not about who you can see spending your future with it’s about who you can’t see spending your life without.
There is no reason to cry, because I’ll know you’ll be by my side.”

~ Athena Orchard

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Finally ... After ages ... !
August 21, 2015, 11:49:pm
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misery_whispers
.....In The Night.
July 09, 2015, 03:51:am
tell me that we're lovers
tell me that I'm all you got
cause quiet words that whisper under covers
shimmer like a pyrite rock
in a closet, under my bed, in a dark basement
i heard the thumpin, i heard the creakin, i heard you tap to get in..or are you another bump in the night?
i swear i used to feel it
i swear i used to feel your touch
but it's much too hard to keep saying 'i love you'
without receiving a response (i don't need another unrequited love)
ease your pace, the devils in the details, babe.
no more talking daydreams,
cause now that you're gone i feel
solid as stone and real alone..and cold..weren't you just another bump in the night?
you can't clothe it in language
or wrap it in a metaphor
i dropped a coin in to a food court fountain
and faded in the dull decor
like a boogeyman, or a death sentence, for my wicked ways
like a santa clause, or a gold cross, i best behave..or are you another bump in the night?

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misery_whispers
My Dead End Girl
June 26, 2015, 05:29:pm
Dead end girl on the outside looking in
On a dead end world in which she cannot live
And she'd love to leave for some place all alone
And she'd love to live far from every face or name shes ever known
No, I cant say I blame her
My, oh my dead end girl
My, oh my
Dead end girl made a promise to herself
That this dead end world 
will be forced to eat itself at gun point
No, I cant say I blame her
No, how can you blame her?
My, oh my dead end girl
My, oh my
Dead end girl on the outside looking in
On a dead end world
One of which she cannot live
And she'd love to leave for someplace nice and cold
And she'd love to live far from me or anyone shes ever known
My dead end girl
Shes my dead end girl
But then I stopped and took the picture,
Found myself looking in it
Found myself drowning in it
Lost myself for a minute.
The same face in the same mirror
With his eyes a little clearer
Read what the reflections sending
This is only the beginning.
My dead end girl 
No, dead end girl
Where is my dead end girl?

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misery_whispers
Promise Of Summer
June 15, 2015, 08:29:pm
Hey silly girl, I think I got a thing for you
From late nights spent driving in this stolen car
The years we wasted living in this desert town
Haven't broken us so far
Hot afternoons we climbed onto the neighbor's house
Breathed deep and jumped into a waiting sky
Our bare feet were framed on the horizon
I felt the future in your eyes
It was the promise of summer
We sealed it with a kiss
This time I'll do things proper
How did it get to this?
Dear you, tonight lets get ahead of ourselves
Cause now, I barely can remember
Yesterday stretched on for so long
Tomorrow feels like forever
My God, you know how much I needed this
These days are filled with such disaster
Sometimes I think that life will never be the same
Sometimes I think that's the answer
And she said
Here comes the promise of summer
Let's seal it with a kiss
This time I'll do things proper
How did we get to this?
Here comes the promise of summer
Let's seal it with a kiss
Here comes the promise of summer
How did we get to this?

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misery_whispers
Pet
June 14, 2015, 04:17:pm
Oh yes, I know that you're not interested, I see
And I should let you go your way, that would be most mature of me
But I've thought for oh so long and had the best idea yet
That you and I would get along if you would let me be your pet...
I'd be the kind to follow everywhere
You'd run your fingers through my hair
Hold me close when you've had a fright
And let me in your bed when it's cold at night
You'd rub me real nice behind my ears
And sing me songs after you've had a couple beers
Give me treats when I've done something right
And let me in your bed when it's cold at night
Oh yes, and if my offer smacks of servitude
I only need remind you true love's course has yet to run real smooth
So now if you will let me near you all the night and day
Well, you will on your own see I do plenty more than sit or stay...
I'd be the kind to follow everywhere
You'd run your fingers through my hair
Hold me close when you've had a fright
And let me in your bed when it's cold at night
You'd rub me real nice behind my ears
And sing me songs after you've had a couple beers
Give me treats when I've done something right
And let me in your bed when it's cold at night
Oh yes, and you could ask me where's my sense of pride
And I would tell you I've not had one since I met you last July
So now you see that it is rather foolish to give up
All of the perks and all the benefits if I were your spaniel pup...
You'd rub me real nice behind my ears
And sing me songs after you've had a couple beers
Give me treats when I've done something right
And let me in your bed, would you let me in your bed, if you'd let me in your bed when it's cold at night...

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misery_whispers
Random Strange Sex Facts.
May 28, 2015, 06:31:am
1. A woman is more likely to want to commit adultery during ovulation than at any other time in her cycle.



2. Telling a convincing lie to someone is much more difficult when you find them sexually attractive.



3. Minute quantities of over 30 different substances have been identified in human semen. These include nitrogen, fructose, lactic acid, ascorbic acid, inositol, cholesterol, glutathione, creatine, pyruvic acid, citric acid, sorbitol, urea, uric acid and Vitamin B12, along with various salts and enzymes.



4. Chocolate contains phenylethylamine, the same feel-good chemical responsible for the ecstatic high people experience through sexual attraction and love.



5. Women who have given birth have darker labia minora than women who haven’t.



6. The majority of women experience a peak in libido just before their period.



7. -321°F is the temperature at which sperm banks store donor semen. At this temperature, semen can be stored indefinitely.



8. The point at which the average man reaches his sexual peak is between the ages of 17 and 18.



9. The earth could be re-populated to its current level using the number of sperm that could fit into an aspirin capsule.



10. A chicken egg could accommodate the number of female ova necessary to repopulate the earth to its present numbers.



11. During sexual intercourse, in addition to the genitals and breasts, the inner nose also swells.



12. White women are the most likely to engage in anal sex, particularly if they also have a college degree.



13. During erection, a smaller flaccid penis tends to have a greater percentage increase than a larger flaccid penis.



14. A teaspoon of semen contains approximately 5 calories.



15. Sex burns off an average of about 100 calories per session.



16. On average, from two to five million sperm are released each time a man ejaculates.



17. During any given period, women who read romance novels have a tendency to have twice as many lovers as those who don’t.



18. Almost a third of all women over 80 years of age still have sex with their spouse or boyfriend.



19. For both men and women, the heart rate averages 140 beats per minute at the point of orgasm.



20. The average woman will have sex more than 3,000 times over the course of her reproductive years.



21. Most men under 40 years of age can achieve an erection in less than 10 seconds.



22. Heterosexual anal sex is something 43% of women have experienced.



23. Women consider penis size the ninth most important feature for a man, while men rate it much more highly, in third place.



24. When a man ejaculates, the initial spurt travels at 28 miles per hour – faster than the world record for the 100m sprint, which currently stands at 22.9 miles per hour.



25. In one hour, the average sperm can swim seven inches.



26. With nothing in its path, a penis can shoot semen anywhere from 12 to 24 inches.



27. The longest erect penis on record was 13 inches. The smallest was 1cm.



28. There are 20 male masochists for every female masochist.



29. The average adult testicle contains enough sperm to measure a quarter of a mile laid out end to end.



30. For 75% of men, ejaculation occurs within 3 minutes of penetration.



31. During an average man’s lifetime, he will ejaculate approximately 17 litres of semen, which amounts to about half a trillion sperm.



32. The testes increase in size by 50% when a man is sexually aroused.



33. Australians are the most receptive to the idea of having a threesome – 28% of them claim to have tried it.



34. 1 in 50 people claim to have had sex in an airplane.



35. 15% of adults have had sexual intercourse at work.



36. 41% of men would like to have sex more frequently. Only 29% of women share this urge.



37. Greek couples have sex an average of 138 times a year – placing them at the top of the world sex league. Japanese couples have sex just 45 times a year, which puts them in last place.



38. 5% of adults have sex once a day. 20% have sex 3 - 4 times per week.



39. Every time they engage in oral sex with their partner, 30% of women swallow.



40. When sexually aroused, 60% of men get erect nipples.



41. Half of single women have sex by the third date.



42. 80% of men living in the USA have been circumcised.



43. Women over 40 years of age are more likely to masturbate than any other group.



44. There’s a direct link between how often a man has sex and his life expectancy.



45. According to experts, sex is about 10 times more effective as a tranquilliser than Valium.



46. Sex can relieve a headache – it releases the tension, which restricts blood vessels in the brain.



47. 44% of women find it impossible to enjoy sex with a man who is not their intellectual equal. Just 31% of men share this problem.



48. There are about 1,000 recognised euphemisms for ‘vagina’ in the English language.



49. At any given time, 25% of people are daydreaming about sex.



50. Over half of American adults have used the phone, email or text message to have sex.



51. According to studies, the larger a man’s testicles, the more likely he is to stray.



52. 75% of Japanese women own a vibrator. The average worldwide is 47%.



53. It takes two tablespoons of blood to get the average man’s penis erect.



54. During their lifetime, the average driver will have sex in their car six times.



55. Americans spend twice as much money on pornography as they do on biscuits.



56. The clitoris contains twice as many nerve fibres as the penis – a toe-curling 8,000.



57. One in five women living with their boyfriend has more than one sexual partner.



58. Besides humans, bonobos (a type of chimp) and dolphins are the only animals that have sex for pleasure.



59. It tends to be easier for women to orgasm during ovulation than at any other time in their cycle.



60. The size of the vagina decreases by 30% as orgasm becomes imminent.



61. While giving birth, some women have been known to experience orgasm.



62. Inside the female body, sperm cells can survive for up to nine days.



63. For up to 70% of women, simultaneous direct stimulation of the clitoris during intercourse is essential for them to reach orgasm.



64. Over 30% of men suffer from premature ejaculation. 10% of men are affected by erectile dysfunction.



65. It’s possible to relieve depression through masturbation.



66. The longer a man’s ring finger is compared to his index finger, the more testosterone he has.



67. The average aroused vagina is 4 inches long – shorter than the average erect penis, which measures in at 6 inches.



68. The average woman can reach orgasm in about 4 minutes through masturbation, while through intercourse, it can take 10 – 20 minutes.



69. Sneezes, along with orgasms, are the only physiological responses that cannot be voluntarily stopped once they have started.



70. Straight men tend to have smaller penises than gay men.



71. 85% of women are very satisfied with their partner’s penis size.



72. Evidence exists indicating that penis size may be linked to index finger length.



73. In rare cases, menstrual cramps have been known to bring about orgasm.



74. The amount of wet dreams a man is likely to have increases in line with the number of years spent in formal education.



75. Compared to anywhere else, adults are more likely to tell a lie in bed.



76. The majority of women prefer to have sex in the dark.



77. Men find women with enlarged pupils more sexually attractive.



78. When having sex, black women are 50% more likely to reach orgasm than white women.



79. 60% of non-smoking women have had no sexual partners in the past year, while 70% of women who smoke have had more than four lovers over the same timescale.



80. Women who are prone to migraines tend to have a higher sex drive than those who are not.



81. Thirty four per cent of men have told lies in order to have sex. Ten per cent of women have done the same.



82. More than 50% of all cheating wives choose married men as their lovers.



83. About 1% of women can achieve orgasm solely through breast stimulation.



84. Within the week, 22% of women tell at least five friends about their first sexual experience with a partner.



85. 70% of men and women admit to having fantasised about someone else while having sex.



86. Two thirds of runners admit to having thought about sex while running.



87. 68% of men and 59% of women had a sexual liaison with someone in their past, which they have not told their current partner about.



Mood: Bored.
Music: Otep

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OnWednesday

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Random Strange Sex Facts.
May 28, 2015, 11:55:am
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#30 makes me so sad..

ciardhasoul

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Random Strange Sex Facts.
May 28, 2015, 11:48:pm
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misery_whispers
Im Fatally Yours.
May 22, 2015, 11:43:am
Theres no mystery no more, just no talking to you
Guess you had other things in store
Guess I felt I was through
I answered every question as accurately as I could
I dont hear from you no more, but I get the message
You crashed your car through my front door, I pulled you from the wreckage
You told me that you missed me
But you meant with the grill and hood you'd kill me if you could
And if its okay, Ill just grab my shit and leave
I wont say one word, Ill keep my tricks up my sleeve
Flew off of the handle, you opened fire on me
Put me down, put me out of misery
Im fatally yours
You set fire to me that night, you lit and left me burning
Out of my mind, but in my sights, I saw the tables turning
I had a friend that needed me
You made a wish that wont come true, and now its killing two
And if its okay, Ill just grab my shit and leave
I wont say one word, Ill keep my tricks up my sleeve
Flew off of the handle, you opened fire on me
Put me down, put me out of misery
Im fatally yours!
Yes, im fatally yours!

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DEADHEARSEMAN
it’s because of the details.
May 21, 2015, 05:43:am
Soul mates?

I think they exist.

Just not always romantically.

I think there are certain people you will meet in your life who you just connect with more than anyone else and you just know it isn’t a typical thing and you understand each other perfectly but where is mine. ?

I won’t ever understand why those with the biggest hearts always end up being treated like shit.

I'm The most Sweetest & most heartwarming Guy you'll ever meet,

~I'm a decent person, down to earth with My heart on my sleeve & an open mind.,

~I am man of my words,

~i only ever say what i mean & mean what i say,

~ but don't get it twisted and fuck with me that's when you see the side of me that nightmares are made of,

~ I accept the darkness, and I'm open to the light,

~I'm part of the devil, and I'm part of an angel

~Treat me right, and I'll treat you like my Queen

~Treat me wrong, and I'll play you like a game

~i will treat you equal and love you with no shame

~I'm a Twisted Little Sweet Heart~ who is who hard to find,

~If i could make you Mine... and make your life better then Fine.

i would love to put your hateful past behind ~ and give you a wonderful future ever so kind

~I would make the world just You and Me

~just the thought of making some one who is dear to me Happy,

~would make my world better and brighter then instead of feeling crappy.

But when you’re attracted to someone,
it’s because of the details.
Their kindness,
their eyes.
Their smile.
The fact that they can get you to laugh when you need it most."

Love is patient, love is kind. Love is balanced, but why is it so hard to find,?

i hope that some day i meet you, again or for the first time,
and cant wait to make you mine,

SAMHAIN~KW ~ DEADHEARSEMAN
GRIMREAPER1331

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misery_whispers
End Of Joy.
May 15, 2015, 10:54:am
This sinking feeling in this heart of mine
Keeps me captive at the helm
So it’s seemingly a matter of time as I slowly drift straight down to hell
Like a stone dropped in a well
It’s loudly pounding in this head of mine
just like a hammer to a bell
And as it’s sounding the alarms to
get in line in time we have our own sick tale to tell
from where our demons used to dwell
The end of joy
the death of truth came to destroy everything we knew
Lost in the void, forgotten youth
Fan the flames of the burning heart inside of you
This crimson dripping off these hands of mine
From all the time that I have killed
Wishing everything will turn out just fine,
‘til I clean up all the blood I’ve spilled.
Though you wait there soft and still,
You know damn well I never will
The end of joy
the death of truth came to destroy everything we knew
Lost in the void, forgotten youth
Fan the flames of the burning heart inside of you
And while you live your days on the straight and narrow
You wish to clip the wings of the soaring sparrow
and as your angels sing our hearts remain as feral
Felines on the front lines marching towards impending peril
The end of joy
the death of truth came to destroy everything we knew
Lost in the void, forgotten youth
Fan the flames of the burning heart inside of you
The burning heart inside of Oh, The burning heart inside of you.

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misery_whispers
Bitter Sweet...
May 12, 2015, 02:10:pm
Gone,
you left without warning
your phone is no longer calling thee warm
All of my days in the sun have melted away
Iv been lost
For what seems like a lifetime Iv crossed
That bridge for thee last time
I watched as it burned asunder
it came down like thunder as I walked away
Cast me out set me free
I left with my doubts and my dignity
No devil to shout at no angels its true
Bittersweet luciferian blues
Home, this watery grave all alone
with no soul to save, all my bones
Were ground to fine powder as i hit the water it washed me away under tow
Your my only friend now I know
what happens at thee end of this road
I begged for forgiveness in vain it was useless
Im better off here on my own
Cast me out set me free
I left with my doubts and my dignity
No devil to shout at no angels its true
Bittersweet luciferian blues
Its all just a matter of time
til we shatter like glass in thee night
Like a tree that once silently fell
On dark forest as lonely as hell
and I barely made It out alive
but I came out on thee other side
No regrets, no apologies while your up there and down on your knees
Cast me out set me free
I left with my doubts and my dignity
No devil to shout at no angels its true
Bittersweet luciferian blues

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gothgirl2009
I've had....
May 10, 2015, 01:10:pm
I've had the best almost two weeks thanks to the most amazing guy in my life his name is Robert and I love how we talk for hours and not get bored of one another and I love how we text cause he cares and such and I love that I can see myself with him I love tout Eric my dark Angel and the love of my life may our love last a while :-)

Mood: Happy and loved
Music: zero seven

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misery_whispers
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May 10, 2015, 11:28:am
We'll never know which way this road is gonna turn
and can't be sure how quick your wick is gonna burn
so sing to me your darkest secrets
time to leave behind your regrets
before we get lost in a blink of an eye
This carrion has been forgotten
left for dead in the sun rotting 
the answers lie here in this tragedy
it ends when you and me 
we're dragged from the light 
into the night...
We have been warned which way this storm is gonna blow
But where the rip tide takes us to we'll never know
now you're screaming out for Jesus 
send for anyone, please save us
Before we get lost in the blink of an eye
This carrion has been forgotten
left for dead in the sun rotting,
the answers lie here in this tragedy,
it ends with you and me, 
we're dragged from the light, 
into the night...
So sing to me your darkest secrets
Time to leave behind your regrets
Before we get lost in the blink of an eye
This carrion has been forgotten
left for dead in the sun rotting, 
the answer lies here in the mystery, 
it starts with you and me 
when we're dragged from the light, 
into the night...

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misery_whispers
Only Love!
May 06, 2015, 10:08:am
How young are you gonna be when you die?
I guess I never really thought about that.
You're dying when you start thinking like that.
All I know is that time is undefeated so far
Get right with God before its time.
I hear that the telephone works both ways,
Think you can make a little effort some day?
I gotta awful lot going on with the things that I can see,
And what I see are the reasons that I be,
And the blood I give to her, and her,
That's all there is.
It's only love that keeps us here,
And this food and these dreams they are poison.
And life is good,
So die well with some good distractions.
At the end there is only love.
Separate these lies like there's a truth,
I don't know who the hell told you.
You've probably been lying since you murdered my youth.
I know you're going take what's left, but you'll never see me run.
No, here I am.
Can you see what's in these hands?
It's everything I need to see, to breath, to feel
It's only love that keeps us here,
And this food and these dreams they are poison.
And life is good,
So die well with some good distractions.
At the end there is only love.
I lie awake, don't miss her,
I lay with all that I love,
And all I need on this earth,
Like what's below
It's only love that keeps us here,
And this food and these dreams they are poison.
And life is good,
So die well with some good distractions.
At the end there is only love.

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