Don’t be afraid to hurt her.
She knows you worry. You shouldn't. She's not as fragile as you think.
Don’t tug her hair. Grab it. Force her to her knees with your hands in her hair wrapped in a fist. Pull hard. Make her eyes water.
Don’t graze your teeth along her skin. Devour her. Bite down until she cries out. Then do it again.
Don’t caress her throat. She wants to feel your fingers wrap tightly around it. Feel her pulse hammer into your palm. Feel the breath short in her chest as that little bit of panic sets in.
Lock the collar around her neck. She wants it, to feel owned. To be controlled.
Tell her what she is. Make her feel dirty and sexy and beautiful.
Don’t nudge her knees apart. Move them like they’re yours to spread. With intention. With possession.
Don’t hold her hands. She wants to feel your strong grip around her wrists. Use all your weight. Make her lie still.
She wants it to still hurt tomorrow.
She wants to see the bruises. The welts. The handprints.
Don’t ask her if she's okay. Make her take it.
She needs to let go and not think.
She needs you to make her yours.
She needs you to take her and use her to your will. Her mouth is yours, her ass is yours, her pussy is yours to do with as you please.
Let her body answer for her with each shudder and moan. With the pool of wetness between her thighs.
These are the things she can’t control. She doesn't want to control. That’s the point. You'll leave her shaking.
Just fuck her.
Hey just looking for a Female friend or a Ghoul Friend to chill with or to hang out with like a date (notting at all Fishy)
just kinda got out of a Bad break up a few months ago...kinda need some light shine upon me for once.
so i am single...so please no worries.. i respect women & there wishes.
in the walnutport & Whitehall area... hit me up.
kinda sucks not having any one to chill with around where i live. &
and i cant take and of my friends who have Kids any more!
its a killer on me.. i want to have a family and all but my friends who have kids Cant have any kind of life!
If you like hanging out in graveyards and funerals and hearse‘s, 'ghost hunting' to name a couple, I think you might do alright and be alright to be my friend.I love meeting new people and would love to talk and hear your opinions & thoughts about what makes your knees weak ;D so feel free to message me anytime (IN MY INBOX_...i am very opened minded.
Naughty post (send it to me in my inbox and I'll do the same) Naughty game this is called the "NAUGHTY GAME". Repost this; see how many MESSAGES people give you... Mark all that apply Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yeah [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did
Would you do me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] you look to sweet to fuck [ ] already did
Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay I think ur pretty [ ] Sexy [ ] Ugly!
Do you think im a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Don't know
Name one thing you would like to do to me?
3 things you would like to know about me? 1.) 2.) 3.)
If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe
What kind of pic would you send me of yourself? [ ] Fully clothed [ ] No boxers [ ] Just in boxers [ ] Only shirt and boxers [ ] Naked [ ] I wouldn't send you anything [ ] Who needs pics, I have a webcam ;-)
Would you rather.. [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Marry me [ ] Friends [ ] Do me
What kind of underwear are you wearing right now? [ ] boxers [ ] whitie tighties [ ] thong [ ] g-string [ ] granny panties [ ] boy shorts [ ] none
What's ur favourite position?
On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10
What would you want me to be to you or what do you think about me? [ ] Friend [ ] girlfriend/Boy friend [ ] Friend with benefit [ ] I want your number [ ] Pretty/Cute [ ] Hottie [ ] Sexy [ ] Gorgeous [ ] Amazingly Beautiful [ ] I'd take you home in a second [ ] I'd make out with you right now [ ] I'd Hit it [ ] I love you,
What's your favourite color?
Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you? [ ] Yes [ ] no
It's been almost 3 years since I wrote anything worth my time here's to breaking that cycle.
The world's so cold and distant.
They weren't there in that instant.
When he stole everything from you.. Yet he left your soul with you.
Badly bruised and battered.
The heart still beating but shattered.
You look with much distance.
All those blind and careless.
He was relentless.
He was here.
He is there.
He was who left you cold and defenseless
You shield yourself in armor your heart untouchable.
You crave to be alone.
Time heals all your broken bones.
Though their demons come throwing their stones.
Even when they know how much it hurts.
They won't know your vengeance.
The Wolf of Slaughter
In your dreams you See the Wolf of Slaughter. The Moon to his back. His silhouette broken. His howls those cries always breaking the silence only to return to nothingness. He awaits for your answer but he was tricked into leaving you.
Craving your touch once more hoping that You'll Come. He walks This earth and rules the underworld. He is Death himself until the day he returns to his beloved Moon. A scrap of hope floats in a torrent of sorrow. Her touch once summed up his past. Yet he craves fulfillment in This shallow existence. Never to know he'll never be fully filled again.
So I always think about food and tasty stuff and everyone always thinks I'm pregnant because I eat so much but I just love food it's like it carries this magical spell and hypnotizes you with its
goodness so what kind of food do you like and I'm hungry right now .-.
cupcakes, cookies, pandas, bubblegum,chocolate skittles
July 29, 2014, 01:38:pm
Omg I see pizza and cupcakes and cake and candy bars and ice cream and lolipops and cheeseburger and doughnuts and ice cream siclie and chocolate milk and sundae and candy in a bowl and suckers and a cute little boy eating chocolate and cream puffs and a chocolate swirled roll and candy hearts
Well there was alot of people that I cared about and stuff but I gues it was just a joke I had a boyfriend that's now 18 loved him to death we were in a online relationship but he wasn't a catfish we talked to eachother face to face on cam well I cut alot he was scared that I was gonna end up being dead but his friends were strange they always brung drama to him and our relationship and that stressed me out and I tried to make it stop but I was being Ignored and I feel like his best friend sabotaged the entire relationship on purpose and I remember cussing her out and she threatened her boyfriend that she was gonna cut and I said that I didn't care and that I hope she bleeds and dies in a pool of blood but then my ex started to hate me but I think he really did love me ... but just listen to lies and believe them and not me he lied to me about so many things but I didn't care that he was poor and we still talk I guess but not that much all of his friends hated me but his whole family thought I was cool and before him I had a best friend he was new at school but I really liked him and people started rumors and he believed them and left they called him names behind his back and it hurt me alot I tried getting him to talk to me but it only made things worse....and we didn't really talk anymore and after all of that I had a girlfriend she was my first and we were friends and she broke up with her boyfriend to be with me we held hands and kissed I was faithful but then week later she cheated on me so I had to leave her and she cried and it still bothers me .-.
you will look back at all of this and all of what happened one day and think "wtf was I doing :/" There is so so so so much more to life.. you should just go out there and do something fun, enjoy your youth. Before you know it you will be mid twenties wishing you had done things differently. TRUST.
Naw my life is already ruined I don't have a father I don't have any friends I have scars everywhere and that scares alot of people I just sometimes feel like nothingsreal I ddon't believe in reality I just believe in dreams that will never happen I watched my mom die twice...she always goes to work never really pay attention to me I always get bullied so I have no one...I've become antisocial but I'm glad that I am because theres alot of crazy people in this cruel world
you remind me of myself at that age. I can tell you it does get better, you seem to grow up and realise that the world and life is what you make it, anything is possible with a little effort put in. Honestly all the negativity is bad for you, try being more positive about things. I'm a strong believer in everything happens for a reason you should be having fun, finding a hobby.. at 14 I was bumming about tattoo studios getting to know the artists and the way things worked, I used to draw in all my spare time. you just have to find something you 'love'.. now I'm a fully licensed tattoo artist, and that helped me get over Alot of silly issues and negative thoughts I used to have. x
Alright I'm guessing I can use my journal to vent. Not like anyone will care about what I type. Right? Well I need to get yesterday off my chest. It started off as a good day but ended with me wanting to pull the trigger or even OD. Not a good day in my book. Let me start from the beginning.
I woke up in my girls arms. Her kissing and holding me. I didn't think about her going later. I thought how did I get so lucky to have her in my arms. We played some cards. Got intimate. (don't need those details.) Then the tears came. I can't help it. I hate being away from her. Well while she was packing someone texted me. Shit got confusing. I should have listened and never answered. It would have been best to be honest. I trust my girl. She's the only person that I do trust. Well after that bull shit, my gf stop talking to me. I was like what did I do.... I should have left it alone but the girl blew up my phone. Well after that, my uncles mother,(I live with my uncles but their mom pays the rent. Known them since I was 6 months old, started texting me. She was pissed. Said I brought home a gang member and everyone was afraid. A: that's is the worst lie I've ever heard in my fucking life. Bitch you just don't like her. B: She wants be out or to get my shit done quickly. I'm trying. I can only work so hard if the person I need works with me. So I needed my girl and she knew it. Yet again she stopped texting me. I do not reply to Ks or OKs. Thats how I know you're either upset or just done talking. Well my night just progressively got worse. I was left within my own thoughts. My best friend Raven trying her best to keep my smiling. It was fake. I don't need her worrying about me. Why would I? Well I started to drink a bit. I'm 22. I'm allowed. Well around 11 or so, a guy called me crying. I'm not sure why I answered. It was an unknown number. Well he was suicidal. We both ended up crying on the phone. 4 hours of us crying and telling each other it's okay. He finally passed out. I hung up and got a text this morning saying, Thank you for last night, Super Woman. I didn't do much. o.o Now he's saying if I need a shoulder he has my back.
That's a lot to deal with. Add to it that my Job Corps counselor never answers her phone. The suicidal part? I know I didn't tell you about that. Why would I? Curious? I'll tell you this much. I'm tiring of hurting and being strong. Its more like I wake up and get hit in the face with all this pain and bull shit. You'd be sick of it as well. I've always been in a dark place since I lost my uncle at 12 then my best friends at 14 then again at 17. Can't get a break. Lost someone last year as well. Thanks life. Love you too.I just want to be okay. I want to be strong for those who need it. Yet I can't even do it for myself. Kind of sad to be honest. So I've vented. Do I feel better? Fuck no. I feel the need to curl up and cry. Will I? Nope. I have people who need me and need my strength. At the end of the day, I'll always be your Super Woman but never my own. I shall end my Venting/Rant now. You don't have to care. I won't ask you to.
Life is one big pain. Every time you turn around something new will happen. It's constantly throwing obstacles at us. For what? I'll never know. But what I do believe is that overcoming these obstacles will only make us stronger for the next. Lose hope and they will only make you weak. Keep someone in your thoughts and the strength will come on it's own.
Well it is the first day of Summer and I am dreaming of colored leaves, pumpkins and cool breezes. I am not a fan of heat, sweat, sunburns and mosquitoes. Summer weather is miserable to me. So here's hoping this nightmare will be over as quickly as a lightning strike in a thunderstorm and my favorite season Autumn will soon return once again and grace me with her beautiful presence!