I think there are certain people you will meet in your life who you just connect with more than anyone else and you just know it isn’t a typical thing and you understand each other perfectly but where is mine. ?
I won’t ever understand why those with the biggest hearts always end up being treated like shit.
I'm The most Sweetest & most heartwarming Guy you'll ever meet,
~I'm a decent person, down to earth with My heart on my sleeve & an open mind.,
~I am man of my words,
~i only ever say what i mean & mean what i say,
~ but don't get it twisted and fuck with me that's when you see the side of me that nightmares are made of,
~ I accept the darkness, and I'm open to the light,
~I'm part of the devil, and I'm part of an angel
~Treat me right, and I'll treat you like my Queen
~Treat me wrong, and I'll play you like a game
~i will treat you equal and love you with no shame
~I'm a Twisted Little Sweet Heart~ who is who hard to find,
~If i could make you Mine... and make your life better then Fine.
i would love to put your hateful past behind ~ and give you a wonderful future ever so kind
~I would make the world just You and Me
~just the thought of making some one who is dear to me Happy,
~would make my world better and brighter then instead of feeling crappy.
But when you’re attracted to someone,
it’s because of the details.
The fact that they can get you to laugh when you need it most."
Love is patient, love is kind. Love is balanced, but why is it so hard to find,?
i hope that some day i meet you, again or for the first time,
and cant wait to make you mine,
I've had the best almost two weeks thanks to the most amazing guy in my life his name is Robert and I love how we talk for hours and not get bored of one another and I love how we text cause he cares and such and I love that I can see myself with him I love tout Eric my dark Angel and the love of my life may our love last a while
Yesterday I had the great idea to do a 24 hour live stream. Needless to say I'm excruciatingly tired. I have so much to do today that has to get done though... I'm gonna die.
If any of you guys like gaming or in general would be okay with helping me out, follow me on twitch and or Twitter! (You don't even have to view me and can use a fake account I guess) I'll love you long time if you do view me though.
The reason I hats me I have obcessive nature and I just need to stop or I come on too strong or I annoy you Til you talk me and I know what I do andni try to change I guess I love too much that's my curse and I live with it day to day...
Great news! My remix for Acylum just made it on their newest EP! Along with othere remixes from Amduscia and cold therapy!
02. zigeunerjunge (Amduscia Remix)
03. follow me
04. zigeunerjunge (Benjamin'sPlague remix)
05. my knife ( Iñaki kreator version)
06. zigeunerjunge (Cold Therapy remix)
After having been active with various side-projects for some time, the German master of uncompromising dark elektro Pedro Engel is back with a new digital EP "Zigeunerjunge" serving us the perfect appetizer for the band's forthcoming 5th studio album "Pest"… Aggressive, powerful and dirty, ACYLUM knows no limits in its artistic approach and dares to write about touchy socio-political topics in Europe and mixing them with provocative German vocal samples. This new club hit will once again make alarm sirens resound across the globe: ACYLUM is definitely back in town! Their new sonic virus will spread fast and without limits especially when augmented by the astounding remixed versions by AMDUSCIA, COLD THERAPY or yet BENJAMIN'S PLAGUE! The EP also reveals the slower and more melancholic work of ACYLUM with the bewitching and dense atmospheres of "Follow Me" and an interesting reinterpretation of "My Knife" by INAKI KREATOR.
The tempting thing that sits in my way..but it makes me not human and not of this world for those who know of what i speak but dare not speak it know what it is like to want that temptation and want to feel it running down you throat warm ,hot and tasty and yet sometimes not for there is the bad and the good but. know the bliss of drinking it and feeling it please give me one drop and ill feel that bliss and be free from this screaming in my head to be not human.....