im on the edge about to jump but whose there to catch me? there is a crowd of on lookers but no one is there saying "hey dont do that" if there is, their voice is over done by the shouts of "do it, just do it already u miserable fuck" the one person that i wish was there to help me get off the edge isnt here. ive given up on most of everything and ive been to this edge before, plenty of times before.. the difference now is simple, you. so, is this the end for me? most likely, will anybody care? doubt it..
how is this even possible.. so young.. so hopefull... all fucked up because of 1 fucking person.. everything is going down the drain.. your life, your dreams, everything you ever hoped for.. "let me just try it once, i wont ever do it again" is how it always starts.. now you dont even realize it yet, but that 1 time has not turned into a daily routine and youre to fucked up to care.. i know you mean well, and no matter how much you say that you will stop.. day after day now, progress has yet to be seen.. as we speak now your begging for the next fix.. what will it come down too? selling your body when youre broke? i just wish you would help your self.. i can only do so much.. it pains me to see you do this to your self, and i cant do anything about it.. youre my best friend, i love you.. your family and friends love you, but eventually they will be gone.. i cant let you do this to your self anymore.. but nothing i do can persuade you to stop.. i just dont understand how 1 person can fuck up anothers life over petty shit.. they should be sentenced to life in prison and charged with manslaughter for ruining such an innocent life.. i just dont understand how a stupid thing can be so powerful.. i just dont understand anything.. im heart broken.. scared.. and worried for your saftey.. who knows.. maybe the next time.. will be your last.. or.. it could be your.. last.. ive lost family to such a.. disease.. i cant let somebody so young.. fuck it up...
That's how most 'higher power' is on this site. They're 'social status' on this site are pretty high and they talk like they own this joint. And if you disagree with them, they all gang up on you and down rate your content. They down rate your content because they don't like you not that they don't like your actual content. It is pretty funny though. Props mate!
Love being lied to and left for something I'm not comfortable with if you really cared it wouldn't matter to you but you are lying asshole mother fucking jerk like everyone else. Fuck this I am done with people they act nice in the beginning and then show their true colors