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DnB-SpeedFreak
<3
October 21, 2014, 11:16:pm
I never found anything or any one that made me happy like you do baby <3

i love my amazing girl friend Shay <3

a.k.a KreepyKitty my most favorite person in the world and recruited minion!

cant wait to see you again soon babe ! <3

thank you for being there for me when i need you :3

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KreepyKitty

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<3
October 21, 2014, 11:41:pm
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awe I'm so happy you make me feel that way you make me feel the same my love <3 :*

DnB-SpeedFreak

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<3
October 21, 2014, 11:42:pm
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kiss

Zuizy

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<3
October 22, 2014, 12:52:am
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Aww bro I'm happy for you congrats man.:-)

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DnB-SpeedFreak
back to reality
October 21, 2014, 01:52:pm
fuckin love it....!

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DnB-SpeedFreak
I miss my friends on VF
October 21, 2014, 01:34:pm
hellooooo?

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DnB-SpeedFreak
October 21, 2014, 12:35:pm
hello hello....is anybody even online any more?

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TruthfulLiarx
I think people overuse the word love. And once you overuse the word lo
October 21, 2014, 03:14:am
We abuse the word love.

I believe that only some of us have ever truly experienced or felt love. Love isn’t just a word or feeling, it’s who you are. To be or to feel love is something extraordinary. If you love someone then you are committed to that person. Through the ups and downs. You don’t give up on someone you love. But if you do… well did you ever really love them?

As said before; “if you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, it’s yours to keep. If it doesn’t, it never was”.

Why let something go if it's everything you’ve ever wanted and loved?

When you find love… keep it and don’t ever let it go, because it might not ever come back…

Love is not just a word. By Hunter <3 :-D

Mood: Happy
Music: Happy

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Zation

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I think people overuse the word love. And once you overuse the word lo
October 21, 2014, 03:24:am
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I think we dont use that word enough, we need more love in the world XD Love is not just just the possessive/selfish version a lot of ppl think. Love everything! Any gesture of kindness, even to a stranger is based on love ;P

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TruthfulLiarx
I wrote this for save time and thought I would share it.
October 21, 2014, 03:09:am
During the first decade of the 21st century a popular and new word has come into our vocabulary. That word is Facebook. This is the most popular social networking website on the internet. If you haven’t heard about Facebook until reading this, then you must have been in a coma for the last 5 years. There are about 350 million active users on this website. The main idea of Facebook is that you can keep in touch with all your friends around the world who has Facebook. You can send messages to your friend’s electronic wall, put up a status saying something like “Going to the mall, need to get a new pair of shoes” or “it’s finally the weekend! :-)”.

In the 350 million users on Facebook, 67% of them are between the ages of 13 -25. More than 35 million users update their status every day. 2.5 billion Photos are added each month.
The highest age groups who use Facebook are teenagers. Most of them keep the website running whenever they are using the computer and general teens nowadays are always on the computer, if they aren’t in school/college or when they aren’t asleep. I feel that teens should be focused on their school work or be socializing with their friends in person or exercising. Facebook is just changing the new generation of youngsters completely because the teenage life is one of the most important stages of life and wasting it on Facebook is not encouraging this in anyway. It is also a complete distraction to their mind; like nowadays when all their homework and research are on ICT, they would get diverted into Facebook just to check if there was anything updated among their friends.

Remember back in the good old days, when teens would do their homework handwritten, play sports and hang out with friends. Today, most teens would only speak to their friends on Facebook, while we can see them battling obesity as they stare at their friend’s message on their wall. In summary, teens don’t have a life because they are on Facebook 24/7, except for those who don’t use Facebook or occasionally do.

Facebook is also where people can see the gossip among their friends, virtual arguments, relationship status and updates, who is in whose ‘top friends’, you can become fan of anything, join groups, post pictures and videos, play juvenile games, invite friends to parties or events and a heap more. Mainly, all this would just disturb people into living life to their fullest.
It’s not just teens who become addicted even grownups do. An average person spends about 55 minutes on Facebook. This statistic isn’t that bad but some people spend about 3-5 hours. Technology might be taking over people’s lives. The internet is what the youth does almost all the time and other growing social networking sites such as Twitter might become the next Facebook.

Facebook is getting millions of dollars, in fact $300 million in 2008. Creator, Mark Zuckerberg is one young genius to change human lives drastically by changing their social environment. People can also access Facebook through their mobiles and more than 65 million active users access Facebook through their mobiles. Furthermore, people who use Facebook through their mobile phones are 50% more active on Facebook than non-mobile phone users. This shows that people who use Facebook on their phones as well as using it on their computer, just can’t stand being away from the website. Facebook is like crack to some folks.
I think people should also take a break from Facebook once in a while. This would make them think how life is like without saying what’s on their mind to all their friends on the internet. A break would also make them more active, like socializing in person. This would also help them focus better in school or in work. If they are in school, they might get better grades because they aren’t being distracted. Although about 80% of people who take a break would come back to Facebook within days.

Conversely, the social network does benefit common people. For example, if you are a student and you’re writing an essay on your computer and need advice because you are stuck, you can just go online into Facebook and ask any of your friends who would help. Another way it’s a good service is because it is completely free to contact any of your friends who lives anywhere in the world; this is much better than calling someone on the phone which might be expensive to some people.
In spite of all this, I firmly stick to my opinion.

On a whole, my view about the social network being a big time waster is a true fact according to me. Teenagers especially, should spend less time on Facebook and get some sunlight. Adults, who spend their days on Facebook, must be unemployed because they should have so much work to do or they could make this world a much better place by doing something productive! My opinion is not banning Facebook completely because I also agree you should log in sometimes and I recommend should go on for about 45 minutes a day, if you do have Facebook.
So, this is my impression of Facebook. I’m sure some part of you agrees with me. By Hunter ;-)

Mood: Happy
Music: Happy

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LizZiePop
Things I dont like about volunteering at the fair
October 19, 2014, 02:01:pm
1. UNATTENDED CHILDREN!!!! Do not think that it is ok to let your 7 year old walk around with your 3 year old unattended.
2. why do you let your kids walk around with no shoes in public
I will admit that I go on walks without shoes and I have been in the car going through the drive through at McDonalds with no shoes but going to the fair with no shoes.... just no.
3. coming to a game with your 800 children and wanting each of them to have 5 turns each or until they all get big prizes
4. putting up with SASS
5. working lol

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Kryptonomicon

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Things I dont like about volunteering at the fair
October 20, 2014, 07:05:am
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If you don't like those things, and they're common at public gatherings like the fair, why volunteer at all?

LizZiePop

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Things I dont like about volunteering at the fair
October 20, 2014, 07:57:am
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because I owed my dad a favour

Kryptonomicon

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Things I dont like about volunteering at the fair
October 20, 2014, 08:06:am
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That's very nice of you. I'm sure he's happy about it.

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TruthfulLiarx
Love Is...
October 19, 2014, 12:53:pm
Love Is...
Love is when you finally notice me
Love is too blind for you to see
Love is a mountain not too high to climb
Love is the breath you take before you dive
Love is that moment you look in my eyes
Love is the different shapes of clouds in the skies
Love is when you catch me staring too long
Love is art, poetry, and mainly a song
Love is the smile you bring to my face
Love is when you make my heart race
Love is a battlefield full of us all
Love is winter, summer, spring, and fall
Love is such a beautiful feeling
Love is the times I just stare at the ceiling.
Love is endless thoughts constantly on you
Love is that moment you say I love you too
<3 <3 <3
I hated when people tried to convince me what their definition of love is. Everyone views love differently, right? I think it’s the little things. This is what I think “Love Is” By Hunter <3

Mood: Cool
Music: Happy

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MissSexxy

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Love Is...
October 19, 2014, 02:38:pm
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Love Is love!!

YulyaLilith

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Love Is...
October 20, 2014, 08:21:am
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it s beautiful poetry

Gummy_Bears09

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Love Is...
October 20, 2014, 03:18:pm
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AWESOME PEOM :-D

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robot_jesus
I AM THE UNIVERSE!!!!
October 17, 2014, 12:22:pm

Mindgasm!     1 / 100.0%
Nope!     0 / 0.0%
You are my universe!! lol     0 / 0.0%
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KiAyvan

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I AM THE UNIVERSE!!!!
October 17, 2014, 02:49:pm
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Nice

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TruthfulLiarx
Dating
October 17, 2014, 01:32:am
One fact about me:
I hate the word "dating"
I wouldn't say to my girlfriend that I'm "dating" her
I love her more than anything else and I wanna be together with her forever. I wanna make her smile every day. She is so special to me. I don't like to use the word "dating"

Mood: Happy
Music: Dance

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LokuKina

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Dating
October 17, 2014, 04:48:am
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When I date, I am dating. When I am dating, I am not in a relationship with her. There is a difference.

Inked-Pierced

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Dating
October 17, 2014, 08:33:pm
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Dating is more appropiate. When youve been together a week you dont say "this is the girl im going to marry" thats creepy.

Transylvania90210

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Dating
October 17, 2014, 08:59:pm
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:-( alone

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bluebarrymuffin25
Which do you prefer?
October 17, 2014, 12:38:am
Everyone (almost) likes video games, my question is, what do you prefer to play them on? (note: these are basic Consoles)

PC (1990?)     2 / 40.0%
PlayStation (1994)     0 / 0.0%
PlayStation 2 (2000)     0 / 0.0%
Xbox (2001)     1 / 20.0%
Xbox 360 (2005)     1 / 20.0%
PlayStation 3 (2006)     1 / 20.0%
Wii (2006)     0 / 0.0%
PlayStation 4 (2013)     0 / 0.0%
Xbox 1 (2013)     0 / 0.0%
Xbox 1 (2013)     0 / 0.0%
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warhammer432

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Which do you prefer?
October 17, 2014, 12:43:am
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So many good systems to choose from, but I have to go with the original Xbox console. Being I'm more of an old school gamer.

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LizZiePop
"My Break Upps Where They Broke Upp With Me"
October 16, 2014, 08:40:pm
A. How long were you together?
B. Short explanation
C. What reason they gave you when they broke upp
D. My response
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1.Nick
A. 1 year and 4 months
B. I was cutting frequently
C. 2 things that he said:
"I want to do things that I cant do while having a girlfriend."
"I don't care if you cut yourself anymore, you only tell me that you cut so that I wont leave."
D. "...." Has a "Carrie(sp?) Moment" Meaning I cry in the bathroom/ kills people with my eyes lol XD

2. Christian
A. 10 months
B. Best boyfriend that I ever had of my exes (so not including my current bf)
I was starting to be a little rebellious and wanting to try new things but not actually do them.
C. "We clash"
D. "we were together for almost a fucking year and you just decide that we clash????"

3. Alex
A. 1 months
B. was rebellious one time
C. "that is all my exes did and I wanted to get away from that so I thought you would be the last person to do it."
D. "so your breaking upp with me because I was rebellious by smoking a cigarette one time AND your telling me the only reason you went out with me was because you thought that I would never do that??"

4. Tyler
A. 1 month
B. he was a pot head
C. "I don't want to drag you down in my issues"
D. simply: "wtf? really?"

Mood: Ha! shows how much you know about me
Music: Read it and WEAP!

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LukasKohler

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"My Break Upps Where They Broke Upp With Me"
October 16, 2014, 11:08:pm
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I had some pretty bad break ups too, but I don't think I had more than two. I'm sorry.

BatshitLilli

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"My Break Upps Where They Broke Upp With Me"
October 17, 2014, 10:31:am
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These are literally the lamest excuses for breaking them to break up with you, but it happens. Lol "we clash." I guess opinion is opinion.

Lady_Godiva

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"My Break Upps Where They Broke Upp With Me"
October 17, 2014, 11:54:pm
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I've had a couple of these myself... at least yours didn't say something inane like.. I was bored so I had to get it from someplace new... not that this makes yours any less awful blackrose

DarkPrincess101

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"My Break Upps Where They Broke Upp With Me"
October 18, 2014, 08:26:pm
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I've honestly been the heartbreaker and they're the ones that ask me out so I guess I leave them brokenhearted. I almost once let the guy break up with me but I did the honors and dumped him over text :/ I'm a heartbreaker which sums it all up

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LizZiePop
,-'-,-'-,-'The Mark of No Marks'-,-'-,-'-,
October 15, 2014, 12:19:am
One year ago I was weak for the last time
One year ago I blamed myself and marred myself for the last time
One year ago I grabbed the blade for the last time
for the last time was not the first either ....Let me tell you my story

If you have read my "Wishes" Journal entry you would know that I lost my sister before I was born
(so read that to understand where I am coming from)
I blamed myself for everything I felt that I needed to protect everyone from everything so that the wouldn't feel the pain that I felt. When a shield protects you you never think about how the shield feels when it takes the hit for you, you never think of that. and that is how my friends treated me in high school I thought that I had the best of friends until senior year I found out that it was all lies. The friends that I had talked about how I talked too much about my anxiety and frankly if someone talks about something a lot it is because it means a lot to them so instead of blaming them for talking about it try helping them to not give a reason not to talk about it. Its a shame that your "true friends" will talk behind your back desert you and finally tell you that the reason everyone hates you is because of a mental disorder(that all your friends had in common) MAYBE I DIDNT KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH IT MAYBE THAT WAS MY ONLY WAY TO VENT! (I wasn't on the medication that im on now) ow I deal with it better.
But back to why I blame myself for everything, ok this is really hard to talk about but, when I was younger my mother would take my brother and I to the YMCA and she would work out and I would go into the CAGE for older kids and my brother would go into the Daycare.... we loved it ....but one day my brother started resisting going there He would cry and grab ahold of me and refused to let go saying "sissy don't make me go in there" and I being a selfish child at my age of time would push him off and tell him to go into the daycare because I didn't want to stop going because I loved the YMCA....A few years later my mother was watching the news.... There had been a report of child molestation at the YMCA and had been reported that it had happened recently and the news report told everyone that if they had been to the YMCA in the past few years to sit there children down and ask them if they had this happen to them. My mother called in my brother and asked him I wasn't there so idk what happened. When my mother called me in she sat me down and asked me if anyone had ever touched me in a weird manner. I said no and she told me after she stopped crying that my brother was molested and that we will be going to court. I don't remember exactly what happened because it was a traumatic experience for my family, But basically the man that molested my brother would molest children that couldn't talk so that they couldn't testify but my brother was the oldest of the 7 that went to court it had been years since my brother had last seen his molester and when they asked him in court to identify if the person was in the room or not my brother just said no without even looking (he was 7 years old in court maybe im not too sure but he was pretty young) of course the molester was there and in the end.... he was found not guilty. And because I pushed my brother back into the arms of danger and told him to not be a baby and because justice was not served I will ALWAYS blame myself for the rest of mylife. I am his older sister I am suppose to protect him I was suppose to protect him to make sure nothing bad happened. and that is what caused me to start looking after people more than more than myself. and soon after that the more I thought about it I blamed myself even more for everything every little thing was my fault in my mind and it made my anxiety even worse (ive had anxiety since as long as I can remember) so that is why I started cutting

Middle school was the worst I ate in the bathroom and my best friend was my orchestra teacher nuff said.

for 2 wholes years no one new then I finally told my "friends" at the time and then a year later I told my mother and then two years later I told my father and brother.

The worst of it I would say would be Junior year My friends started abandoning me and keeping things from me. Messages got shorter and longer apart. sleepovers never happened. phone calls never returned. even blocked and messaged publicly on fb saying a huge paragraph as to why everyone hated me. and ofcourse a boy was involved. Yess a boy I know but he broke upp with me and I felt that I had no one. I was bullied by ex friends and a teacher who I used to adore I was failing subjects that I would have gotten A's in I would sometimes feel a strong presence in my mind that would take over my mind and I wouldn't be able to function except for breaking down and crying. I would be sent to the councilors nearly every day and when I told them about the presence the mistook it for me saying that I heard voices. Which I didn't so I was checked into a mental institute and at the last minute my mother decided that going to a mental institute was not necessary. I thank her for that. I would stay up till I literally passed out then slept all day because I was afraid to go to sleep because I would be too afraid of dying.

My mother took me to many doctors and psychologists and none of them really helped that much but there was one (my current doctor) who helped me and put me on the right kinds of medication and who listened and understood me and everything was ok I could tell him ANYTHING and he would treat me like I wasn't crazy and would tell me that it is ok to think or do whatever because of_____. He explained things with me and worked with me through my struggles. I am now on medication that I am still trying to balance out and get the perfect balance and I am still working on not cutting and I will always deal with this. this isn't something that just goes away after you stop. It is something that I will deal with for the rest of my life, but that's ok. I can now help others with their struggles and relate to others and understand them and help them to achieve what I have achieved today

Today marks the year of strength

*Remember you are NEVER alone I am always here for you and I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART! :-) thank you for reading this :-)

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thirstywolf66
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October 15, 2014, 12:26:am
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That's an amazing accomplishment,, congratulations, your awesome!!

Hidinginyourbasement

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October 15, 2014, 12:33:am
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you've been through a lot, but i can say from my own history that t will continue to get better and it will make you a stronger person, even if you don't feel like it, and in those moments where you feel weak, or what have you take a step back, look at everything you have done for yourself, all of your accomplishments and hopes and dreams, and then look to all the people who care about you, those people who help you up when you are down; those are the people you can truly rely on. smile and know that you are truly a wonderful person and that, most things that may feel like your fault aren't i understand you story so much, it mirrors my own in many ways, and i can tell you right now, that if you ever, ever need to talk i am only a message away. love and kisses x(^*^)x

madamred

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October 15, 2014, 11:04:am
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Proud of you my dear

trinityterror78

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October 15, 2014, 05:52:pm
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hearts and thank you so much for sharing this Hun :-)

ViciousLittleMiss

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October 15, 2014, 11:15:pm
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*hugs* Caring for others IS your STRNGTH even if others find it a weakness - it is your golden ticket love, don't you let anyone take that away from you. Most people lost their humanity but you have kept yours, protect it like gold, hold it dear but share it often <3

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TruthfulLiarx
Then come, torture me
October 14, 2014, 12:07:pm
Then come, torture me
Then come, make me cry
The heart becomes a cloud
My eyes start to flow
I have huge sighs, just like the wind flows
Then come, torture me
Then come, make me cry
Come on now...................
Now from this scenery, I have to go away
The paths on which my lover is
I have to reach those paths
Then come, torture me
Then come, make me cry
Come on now.............AAAAAAAAAA aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :'( :'( ....... :'( Come on now ..... by Hunter!

Mood: Sad pain
Music: Sad

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TruthfulLiarx
<//////3 Love in you is losin my soul
October 12, 2014, 07:52:am
Love in you is losin my soul
I was in the lost battle
death at my door
A dog in the backyard
Feels for my pain
Beau in broken bottle
Beatin rain ......................... </////////3

O my beloved, come..
I'll tell you the talks of my heart,
removing the veil from my face,
I'll kiss your forehead..
Listen to my heart's talk..
My heart has become mad..
Just you alone are there for it,
It wishes for you only.. <////3

Spilling tear by tear as I am,
I'll get peace by dying..
I regret after ditching you..
Don't waste your faithfulness on me,
Now, O beloved, cheat me.. <////3

Our relationship was a mistake,
You finished it in a moment like dirt..
Now there is just me, memories, and sadness
Now I'll bear the sadness all my life..

The heart is filled with your pain,
The wound of your name is still fresh,
Everything has ended but something still remains..
I'm slowly getting cut, O my beloved..
You too drop a few tears.. <////3

When the heart broke everything burnt down,
Suddenly that weather full of joys changed..
All the dreams streamed down the eyes..
Only the old stories were left to recall.. By <///3 Hunter <///3

Mood: Sad pain
Music: Pain

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Phoenix__Wright

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<//////3 Love in you is losin my soul
October 12, 2014, 08:20:am
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Do do do do do do do do do AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh

DigitalDiarrhea

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<//////3 Love in you is losin my soul
October 12, 2014, 09:22:am
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Oolala

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